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Lifestyle => Tha G-Spot => Topic started by: Tha Psycho Hustla on January 07, 2008, 04:28:15 AM
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PLEASE READ AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK AND WHAT TO DO?DAMN!I`M DONE!
Vor drei Tagen habe ich mit einem Kollegen von mir habe ich „Gras“ geraucht, ich rauche nicht oft vllt. 3 x im Jahr, bin Gelegenheitsraucher, heute sind die Ferien zu Ende, die ganze Zeit während Ferien bin ich ziemlich spät ins Bett gegangen, spät aufgewacht, gesoffen, ich bin von Person auch ein emotioneller, sensibler Mensch.
Gestern habe ich ganze Zeit Bericht von LSD/Pilze/XTC Konsumenten Erfahrungserichte gelesen (aus Spass, aus reiner Interesse) und was für Nebenwirkungen die haben, auch sogenannte Ich-Störungen, Depressionen, usw. Ich hatte auch einmal sowas als ich wegen einer Sache auch ein starkes Medikament nehmen müßte damals war das auch so dass ich parallel bevor das losging Gras geraucht habe (einmal) und dann ging es los mit diesen Sache wie „kribbeln“- sowas wie Panikgefühl, das Gefühl dass mir irgendwas fehlt (auch bei der Wahrnehnung?) und gestern (davor war alles in Ordnung, auch vorgestern, also am nächsten Tag, am vorigen Tag habe ich geraucht) ist mir diese „Ich-Störung“, „seltsame Gefühl“ wieder eingefallen und habe jetzt wieder dieses „kribbeln im Bauch (im negativen Sinne) und bin ziemlich „klein“ sonst bin ich fast immer gut drauf und ziemlich „launisch“, auch „großkotzig“ (finde kein passendes Wort :- ) habe bißchen Nervenprobleme wenn man das so sagen darf, weil ich mich schnell aufrege und sogar kleine Sache ernst u. zu Herzen nehme.
Wie gesagt ich rauche sehr selten, letztens als geraucht habe hatte ich Angst dass ich wenn ich einschlafe nicht mehr aufwache(!) und sogar am nächsten Tag (ich habe nicht geschlafen weil wir ganze Nacht durchgefeiert haben) war die Wirkung noch da aber dann habe ich mich eingekriegt und bin eingeschlafen. Könnte meine jetziges „Problem“ Gras liegen?Wir haben zu zweit zwei Tüten geraucht (für 10 € also ein Gramm, es war aber weniger als ein G, wir wollte rauchen und es war egal wieviel der Typ für wieviel angeboten hat, „reicht es uns?ja, egal dann los, und haben aus bißchen weniger als ein G, 2 Joints gemacht.) aber da ich nicht oft kiffe vielleicht ist es deswegen und nicht was ich vermute->ich habe Angst, dieses Gefühl von „kribbeln“, auch Kält (gestern Nacht war ich total durcheinander als das angefangen hat, dieses „kriebbeln“ und dazu noch Kälte ich habe sogar bißchen gezittert obwohl Heizung an war) und „irgendwie fühle ich mich anders“ ist immer noch da. Bin ich „hängengeblieben“?, werde ich jetzt wieder so sein wie damals oder komme ich nicht mehr weg? oder habe ich eine psychische Krankenheit die ab jetzt niemals weggeht?
Ist es normal bei so einem Fall dass mir so geht?könnte es ans Gras liegen?sogar nach zwei Tagen?ich wiederhole dass ich nicht oft rauche.
Ich bedanke mich herzlich für Ihre Unterstützung im Voraus!
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I tought you was German?
jokes like that aren't funny, man
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You want an opinion about it not a translation, right?
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opinion.
jokes like that aren't funny, man
im not joking.can some1 tell me what to do?
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First of all I´d say stop smoking and don´t intend to smoke again, it´s possible that weed "activates" or "enhances" (not sure how to phrase that) some negatives issues that you have. I know of this person that smoked weed and got schizophrenic/paranoid because it was "in his body from the beginning" and weed activated it.
From the last sentence of your original post I assume that you are seeking help in some online medical forum or something along those lines. That´s a godd first step but seriously, if you can´t get back to feeling normal again then go see a doctor. Until then though, I guess I would surround myself with things that make me happy, be in places where I feel comfortable and such.
I hope you´re getting better.
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can we have a translation, i wil then give my advice. thank you.
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GOOGLE TRANSLATION!! ::)
three days ago , I was with my friend of mine, I have "grass" smoke, I do not smoke often 3 times a year, occasional smoker, today, the holidays end, the whole time during holidays, I am fairly late went to bed, woke up late, drank, I am also an emotional person, sensitive person.
Yesterday, I have all the time report of LSD / fungi / XTC consumers Erfahrungserichte read (fun, out of pure interest) and what side effects they have, I also called disorders, depression, etc. I also had something once than I because of a case also a strong medicine should take time also was the same so I went off before the smoke had grass (once), and then it went wrong with this thing like "kribbeln" - something like panic feeling, the feeling that I am missing something (even at the Wahrnehnung?) and yesterday (before everything was in order, even before yesterday, so the next day, on the previous day, I smoked) is me, "I disorder," "strange feeling" and I remember this now "in kribbeln Abdominal (in the negative sense) and I am rather "small" Otherwise, I almost always good and it rather "capricious" and "großkotzig" (find no suitable word: -) have little nervous problems if we may say so, because I aufrege quickly, and even small matter seriously and take to heart.
As I said, I very rarely smoke, as smoke had finally I feared that if I am not asleep, I wake up (!), And even the next day (I have not slept all night because we have partyied over night), the effect is still there, but then i got ok and i went asleep. Could my current "problem" is the grass? We have two bags for two smoked (10 € is a gram, but it was less than one-G, we wanted to smoke and it was no matter how much the guy for how much has offered, "it is enough to us? yes, then no matter go, and have made a little bit less than G, 2 joints.), but since I do not often kiffe perhaps it is for this reason, not what I suspect-> I fear, that feeling of "kribbeln" also Kält (yesterday night, I was totally confused as the beginning, this "kriebbeln" and yet I have refrigeration quivered even though little was heating), and "somehow, I feel different," is still there. Am I "stuck"?, I will now again be the same time or do I not? Or do I have a mental illness which never weggeht from now?
Is it normal for such a case to me that it is? Could be connected to grass lie? Even after two days? I repeat that I do not often smoke.
I thank you sincerely for your support in advance!
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The google translations are shit ;)
Summarized he says that he smoke some weed (about three times in a year) and that he read a few reports about psychedelic drugs (LSD, mushrooms...) and the effects. He also says that he had to take several medicaments a few years ago (at the time he started to smoke weed). At that time, he had once a "prickling" and the feeling he is missing something.
This feeling, he has now probably for two days (than the last time he smoked weed,) so he wants to know if he "got caught" on drugs or he now has a mental disorder.
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^^ i know
he=me
will i never be normal again? :'(
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GOOGLE TRANSLATION!! ::)
lmao I can see how the drug has fucked you up ::)
Vielleicht ist Ihre Unkraut wurde geschnürt mit meth.
or
Maybe your weed was laced with meth.
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nah man it was weed.
can something like that happen from weed?WILL I BE NORMAL AGAIN?
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will i never be normal again? :'(
were you normal in the first place? you are, as you put it "stuck in the 90s"
8)
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Zu zweit 2 tüten ist eigentlich nicht viel, aber wenn du es nicht gewohnt bist,ich würd ein paar tage warten und wenn es dir danach nicht besser geht zum arzt gehen.
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Arsch lecken Hahn Puter
LMAO!
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^^ danke für unterstützung!
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Ask NIK, he is the guru on this subject.
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It's all in your head, homie...stop letting your mind run so much.
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^^ but i got that feeling of cold, sadness, strange,etc. mind is mind and body is body.
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^^ but i got that feeling of cold, sadness, strange,etc. mind is mind and body is body.
The weed is just making you think more...Your mind is running and analyzing shit it usually wouldn't. All those feelings are in your head. You're the same person. You have the ability to function however you like. Just focus your mind and don't let your thoughts run. You gotta have self control...and if your self control is this bad, don't smoke weed anymore. These feelings will wear off if you focus on doing you and stop thinking negatively.
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^^ but i got that feeling of cold, sadness, strange,etc. mind is mind and body is body.
The weed is just making you think more...Your mind is running and analyzing shit it usually wouldn't. All those feelings are in your head. You're the same person. You have the ability to function however you like. Just focus your mind and don't let your thoughts run. You gotta have self control...and if your self control is this bad, don't smoke weed anymore. These feelings will wear off if you focus on doing you and stop thinking negatively.
im not thinking.im feeling.you know?even if i think about bitches, money, cars, music, etc. the strange feeling in my body is stillhere.
AM I SKITZOFRENIC?
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^^ but i got that feeling of cold, sadness, strange,etc. mind is mind and body is body.
The weed is just making you think more...Your mind is running and analyzing shit it usually wouldn't. All those feelings are in your head. You're the same person. You have the ability to function however you like. Just focus your mind and don't let your thoughts run. You gotta have self control...and if your self control is this bad, don't smoke weed anymore. These feelings will wear off if you focus on doing you and stop thinking negatively.
im not thinking.im feeling.you know? even if i think about bitches, money, cars, music, etc. the strange feeling in my body is stillhere.
AM I SKITZOFRENIC?
Feelings are caused by your thoughts. You shouldn't be trying to think about other things, cause that means you're still busy in your head, trying to push the negative thoughts away. You should just try to pick up your normal life again and avoid spending too much attention to your negative thoughts.
I think it's way too early to conclude that you suffer from schizophrenia. The symptoms you discribe don't even fit into the diagnosis of schizophrenia.
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^^ if i would be crazy i wouldnt even chat bout dat right?
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What was your past like? Your childhood? Maybe in your teens? May I suggest you speak with a Therapist.
You kinda sound like my cousin to me. He's bi polar and smoking weed intesified his bi polar. He went crazy. It didn't matter what good he had in his life, he kept reverting to negative aspects of his life.
It seems like you might bury your feelings inside when you're sober, but you're high the feelings are able to come out. Burying your feelings only makes them out stronger. I strongly suggest talking with someone about your life. Something has happened or is happening in your life and its killing you inside. But if you don't get it resolved, you could really find yourself in a bad spot.
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Basically, just enjoy your life while you can because from what I read, it appears you don't have that much more time to live. Oh well... die slow.
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^^ but i got that feeling of cold, sadness, strange,etc. mind is mind and body is body.
The weed is just making you think more...Your mind is running and analyzing shit it usually wouldn't. All those feelings are in your head. You're the same person. You have the ability to function however you like. Just focus your mind and don't let your thoughts run. You gotta have self control...and if your self control is this bad, don't smoke weed anymore. These feelings will wear off if you focus on doing you and stop thinking negatively.
im not thinking.im feeling.you know?even if i think about bitches, money, cars, music, etc. the strange feeling in my body is stillhere.
AM I SKITZOFRENIC?
I'm not a doctor, but I believe most of these mental issues are just that...mental issues (in your head). Even if you're thinking about money, cars, and music, those negative feelings can be coming from your sub-conscious mind...Just keep your head up and realize that you do have control. Once you start thinking optimistically, things should start falling into place...PeACe
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Its not as easy as it sounds to just take control of your mind. If this cat is Bipolar, he has no control. Since he has no control, trying to gain the control would just further bury him in depression. He needs to seek medical help. Thinking optimistically is like sweeping dirt under the rug. The bad feelings will always be there unless he finds the root and corrects the problem.
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Its not as easy as it sounds to just take control of your mind. If this cat is Bipolar, he has no control. Since he has no control, trying to gain the control would just further bury him in depression. He needs to seek medical help. Thinking optimistically is like sweeping dirt under the rug. The bad feelings will always be there unless he finds the root and corrects the problem.
All he has to do is let go of those thoughts...same with bipolar people. It might not be as easy as I make it sound (shit, some people need years of therapy for that), but it's certainly achievable.
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i heard if i had a mental problem i wouldnt even speak about it and it would be "normal" for me.
so I AM FUCKED FOR LIFE AND ENTIRNITY RIGHT?
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i heard if i had a mental problem i wouldnt even speak about it and it would be "normal" for me.
so I AM FUCKED FOR LIFE AND ENTIRNITY RIGHT?
no that's nonsense. If the problem suddenly appears, it wouldn't seem normal.
Maybe you should visit a psychologist. With the information now available, it's impossible to tell if you suffer from schizophrenia or not.
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and what if i do? :o :-[ :'( :-X
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and what if i do? :o :-[ :'( :-X
then you should stop smoking weed, get medicines and go in therapy.
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lol @ google translations.
This seems to be a psychosomatic issue. Such "syndromes" are not like the flu (hits you and you're fucked up for a while) and they're not like AIDS (hits you and fucks you up for life) either. Things like that don't just "hit" you, they're the result of your own (mostly subliminal) thinking and relatively complex psychological and emotional processes that take place in your brain and body. This is not to say that you shouldn't take the thing seriously, but it seems to me that you have the notion that this is as if somebody chopped off your arm and BAMM, it's gone forever.
This is not the case. I'm not an expert on such things, but what I do know is that, like for most psychosomatic diseases or disorders, such things can be treated. Most people who experience such effects from drugs do get back to normal, and of those who don't, the vast majority took stronger psychedelic drugs (LSD, shrooms, DMT and so on), the few that get this from weed are usually people who 1) consumed a shitload of it and 2) were pretty unstable in the first place.
Also, I'd be careful with the Freudian explanations (childhood traumas and the like)...I think modern psychology considers such issues to arise due to (genetic) predisposition rather than due to personal experience. Again, I'm no expert though.
I suggest you seek help and contact some well-qualified person about this. It's not likely that you're fucked up for life...of course there's no way of knowing this will pass, but it seems likely. And there's no way of knowing you don't die in a car crash or get struck by a meteor on your way to the psychologist, so there ya go.
(Übrigens, wieso postest du das hier erst mal auf Deutsch rein??)
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And there's no way of knowing you don't die in a car crash or get struck by a meteor on your way to the psychologist, so there ya go.
lol wtf homie!
so i feel like an old sick bastard that needs pills to live his life and is weaker than a motherfucker and that the pills (or whatever) gon make me crazy and fucked me up.
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And there's no way of knowing you don't die in a car crash or get struck by a meteor on your way to the psychologist, so there ya go.
lol wtf homie!
so i feel like an old sick bastard that needs pills to live his life and is weaker than a motherfucker and that the pills (or whatever) gon make me crazy and fucked me up.
lol, I was just tryina point out that while none of us spare-time analysts here can assure you of anything, it's probably not likelier that you'll be fucked up eternally from this weed than it is that you get involved in some twisted ass accident. Ok, yes, maybe likelier than getting crushed by a meteor, but NOT likelier than a car crash.
Like I said, my best advice is go seek professional help. I'm really not meaning to offend you, but the state you're in now seems to me to have you telling yourself how bad things are and, unsurprisingly, exacerbating it all by doing just that. This is a vicious cycle that I reckon is very common among people with psychosomatic problems (it's something everyone does sometimes, if often in more harmless situations) and there are specialized people who can help you break out of that state.
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^^ yeah ima motherfucking gangsta homie, i know that.
WESTSIIIIDE!!!im thug life in person.sup pac?pac is sittin next to me right now, i swear!we just kicked it together, smokin weed and shit.snoop had clinical death and came over to partAy with us.
pacs tellin me, he got thug luv for dubcc.
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LOL...forget everything I said. You're fucked.
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^^ yeah ima motherfucking gangsta homie, i know that.
WESTSIIIIDE!!!im thug life in person.sup pac?pac is sittin next to me right now, i swear!we just kicked it together, smokin weed and shit.snoop had clinical death and came over to partAy with us.
pacs tellin me, he got thug luv for dubcc.
get off the weed and maybe youll feel better. imagine that.
btw, who are you buying from? if you dont know, then that might be why youre fucked. know your dealer, or risk having shit put in you weed.
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Become a scientologist.
http://www.scientology.org/ (http://www.scientology.org/)
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All he has to do is let go of those thoughts...same with bipolar people. It might not be as easy as I make it sound (shit, some people need years of therapy for that), but it's certainly achievable.
Letting go of the thoughts is extremely hard. I see my cousin, this dude tried extremely hard to make things happen for himself, but his thoughts kept taking control. Coupled with the fact that he never took his prescribed medicine, it really got bag. It IS achievable, but with lots of help. Medicine. Therapy. Routine. Support. If you dude doesn't have much of a chance.
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first of all, how old are you homie? they say weed can create more paranoia and lower your sense of well being during your late teen years but that usually phases itself out after 21 or so. its ok to question your sanity, dont just try to bury it if it doesnt come easy. just ride it out and eventually you will come around.
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^^ yeah ima motherfucking gangsta homie, i know that.
WESTSIIIIDE!!!im thug life in person.sup pac?pac is sittin next to me right now, i swear!we just kicked it together, smokin weed and shit.snoop had clinical death and came over to partAy with us.
pacs tellin me, he got thug luv for dubcc.
ok, i hope that's your idea of absurd humor...because otherwise :-\ :-X
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spare-time analysts
Robert de Negro is a psychologist. He diagnosed me with some mental disorder ;D
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you dont have to be a therapist to diagnose that.
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^^ yeah ima motherfucking gangsta homie, i know that.
WESTSIIIIDE!!!im thug life in person.sup pac?pac is sittin next to me right now, i swear!we just kicked it together, smokin weed and shit.snoop had clinical death and came over to partAy with us.
pacs tellin me, he got thug luv for dubcc.
ok, i hope that's your idea of absurd humor...because otherwise :-\ :-X
i aint no JOKE, nightmare walkin´, psychopath talking!
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^ ok
spare-time analysts
Robert de Negro is a psychologist. He diagnosed me with some mental disorder ;D
my sincere apologies :D
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Posting a problem like this on dubcc isn't really going to help either. You get 15 people giving you 16 different views, and you end up not knowing who knows what he's talking about and who doesn't. You may just end up listening to the wrong person, who's telling you what you already feared, while that might be just far from the truth.
Simply go see a doctor and stay cool. Everything around you is safe and cool, so the doctor will be able to tell you what the deal is. And in the mean time perhaps it would be useful to leave the weed alone.
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^^ so you tell me everything´s gon´be ok?i dont to have fear nothing?
and i cant have skitzofr. cause if i had i wouldnt feel it?
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^ One way or the other, you'll be able to pull through. Just don't panic, that's all.
Psychology is only a part of my discipline, so I'm not the one to tell you whether or not you're schizophrenic. I simply don't know, and through online consulting, someone like Robert De Negro - who actually is a full time psychologist, can't even tell you whether or not something's wrong about you. It's impossible to tell from a few posts on the internet.
Just go to your Hauzarzt, if he finds it necessary he may take you to a psychologist. It's just perfectly possible though, that you're only messing with your own mind by acting like you've been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I don't remember reading you saying you are suffering from hallucinations or anything likewise. Just keep cool, tell the doctor your whole story, and possibly it's nothing serious.
Besides, a couple of days have gone by since you started this thread... How have things developed?
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First, don't smoke any weed for a while. Actually, drink some booze, that will calm your nerves and help you relax. Some people might hate, but I'd recommend doing that for a few days straight just to break the mental cycle of feeling crazy or whatever.
Sometimes, you can talk yourself into crazy things, and it can feel inescapable. You have to break out of that mentality and see that it is truly something you are indeed needlessly bringin on yourself. That is what is happening.
Talk to people, keep your mind occupied, stay away from the green. I know you feel terrible right now, but do those things and you will be back to normal over time. You aren't crazy, you aren't sick. You'll be alright homie.
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i had a friend who was in the same situation.. had some weed once and the next day just went crazy and was diagnosed with 'acute schizophrenia'.. thought newspaper articles were people trying to communicate with him, that he was a famous serial killer in our city in hiding (who they never caught).. basically just wigged out and went crazy
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I don't remember reading you saying you are suffering from hallucinations or anything likewise.
well, he was chilling with Pac and Snoop the other day (.....)
Actually, drink some booze, that will calm your nerves and help you relax.
I'd recommend caution with such statements. Of course that goes for the average person in many situations, but if it could be a serious psychological disorder, I guess you never know what damage any drug could do...
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so im fizznucked and never can get to old days?`like i was?
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Classic thread.
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so im fizznucked and never can get to old days?`like i was?
:laugh: