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Title: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 09, 2014, 10:30:20 AM
I got back from Africa this time one year ago.  It was like January 9th.  Everything from January 9th to the end of 2013 I'm just going to go ahead and erase from my memory and act like I just got off the plane from Africa again.

Sometimes you just got to close your eyes and go underground and hustle for a while and that's what I did for 2013, and it wasn't pretty.  First I had no place to stay when I came back and had to live with my brother and his wife.  At least they gave me a room and place to stay, but they are totally different then me so I felt like I couldn't be myself for a couple months.  Finally got my own place and had 4,000 dollars of debt still to take care of.  The winter was really fucking cold all the way till May around here, I remember that.  Summer came finally, and it was just a lot of hustling and responsibilities from then on out with no real time for myself that worked out.

But now that I've got myself in the position I need to be in where life can actually start to make sense again, I'm just going to go ahead and forget 2013.  Just listen to some music to heal and forget 2013 and remember previous years and pick up from there.

Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Hack Wilson - real on January 09, 2014, 10:33:53 AM
Nobody cares....
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 09, 2014, 10:36:46 AM
Nobody cares....

You cared enough to open the thread and post this message.  So thanks for checking it out...  ;)   Any word you put out into the atmosphere is given life.  Even if nobody listens it's ejected from the system, and the wind will take hold of it and add it to the cosmos   8)
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Hack Wilson - real on January 09, 2014, 10:41:32 AM
Nerd
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 09, 2014, 10:56:30 AM
Nerd

Your just throwing around adjectives cause you don't have shit to say  ;D
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Teddy Roosevelt on January 09, 2014, 12:20:11 PM
Don't forget you past, learn from it.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Sikotic™ on January 09, 2014, 12:30:45 PM
Ima say it again, man. Maybe you just need to up and relocate to Africa if that place makes you so happy. Of course it aint gonna be easy, but this aint the first time you said somethin like this.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Remedy360 on January 09, 2014, 01:22:30 PM
Don't forget you past, learn from it.

Exactly. Adverse events are part of what make us who we are. You can try to erase the past all you want, but it will always be part of you.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Aladin on January 09, 2014, 04:38:03 PM
How can you describe light, when you don't know darkness.
How do you describe joy, when you don't know sadness.

How do you recognize happiness when you don't know dissatisfaction?

Learn from your experience.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Fraxxx on January 09, 2014, 04:41:15 PM
Maybe you're just too '96 for '13.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: O.G A.Geesta'z on January 09, 2014, 10:55:47 PM
typical, always running away from your problems
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Sccit on January 10, 2014, 02:30:17 AM
IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO ERASE A MEMORY...IT'S SOMETHING THATLL BE IN EXISTENCE FOREVER. IT'S SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED AND THAT U CAN NEVER CHANGE.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Jack Trippa 3z company ho on January 10, 2014, 09:12:09 AM
Pretending like things didn't happen or exist is living in candy land. Learn from your mistakes. Confront yourself on what you could have done differently. Also look at the positives too.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 10, 2014, 09:42:28 AM
Don't forget you past, learn from it.

I'm 30 years old.   I've already learned enough in my life.  There is such thing as "OVER-LEARNING".  

I'll give you three good examples...

Example #1:  Imagine that I am a salesman about to knock on somebody's door.  The person on the other side of the door has already decided that they are absolutely NOT going to sell to me.  My boss has already decided for me what houses I have to sell to.  So I have to knock on his door anyway.  I knock on his door, try to sell him the item and he says no.  THERE IS NOTHING TO BE LEARNED FROM SUCH EXPERIENCE.   No need to analyze it.  Our time is limited in this life, and YOU SHOULD NOT OVER-ANALYZE THINGS THAT ARE ULTIMATELY OUT OF YOUR CONTROL.  Better to save the brain space for more useful ventures.

Example #2:  When Jerry Tarkanian was the coach of the UNLV Running Rebels in their prime, he used to often cut off practice after JUST 30 MINUTES!  Why?  No need to overload the players with excess information and work.  They went at it so hard for 30 minutes, he felt the value of their 30 minute practice was better than most teams 3 hours of practice.  Also a lot of baseball players, hitters, don't like too much information from the batting coach.  They say it slows their reaction time.  They would rather go to the plate with a clear head and just react to the ball.

Example #3:  This comes from a Zen proverb.  Two monks who had sworn themselves to a life of celibacy and isolation from women were walking down a path.  There was a stream in the middle of the path and a woman with a fancy dress who could not cross without damaging her clothes.  So one monk lifted her up in his arms and carried her across.  The monks continued walking, when a couple hours later the other monk commented... "I can't believe you carried that woman."   The monk replied, "I carried her for just a moment, you are still holding onto her hours later".   MORAL OF THE STORY IS TO KEEP AN EMPTY MIND AND NOT CARRY EXCESS STRESS.

The funny thing about this is if I was making another nostalgic post about one of my favorite past memories everybody would of posted saying... "MOVE ON INFANT!  FORGET IT!  YOUR STUCK IN THE PAST!"  lol
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 10, 2014, 09:48:15 AM
Ima say it again, man. Maybe you just need to up and relocate to Africa if that place makes you so happy. Of course it aint gonna be easy, but this aint the first time you said somethin like this.

great idea  ;)   I've just been forgetting to go outside in my backyard and pick dollars off the money tree.  Maybe tomorrow I will remember.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 10, 2014, 09:49:57 AM

Exactly. Adverse events are part of what make us who we are. You can try to erase the past all you want, but it will always be part of you.

Actually it's pretty simple.  The mind can only contain so much information.  If your theory was true I wouldn't of failed so many classes in school and I would still remember my formulas from Freshman year Algebra.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 10, 2014, 09:51:45 AM
How can you describe light, when you don't know darkness.
How do you describe joy, when you don't know sadness.

How do you recognize happiness when you don't know dissatisfaction?

Learn from your experience.

I'm 30.  I've had enough "dark" experiences.   You have to have balance of "light" and "dark".   So if it's dark for two years before I get to the light, it's better I just go ahead and forget one of those years so everything can equal out again.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 10, 2014, 09:52:36 AM
Maybe you're just too '96 for '13.

So which is it?  Am I supposed to remember the past or forget it.  I get confused by you illiterates.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 10, 2014, 09:54:39 AM
typical, always running away from your problems

That's the basic formula for life.  To maximize happiness and limit pain.   Focusing on problems just makes them bigger. 
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 10, 2014, 09:57:41 AM
IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO ERASE A MEMORY...IT'S SOMETHING THATLL BE IN EXISTENCE FOREVER. IT'S SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED AND THAT U CAN NEVER CHANGE.

It's pretty easy homie..  I had an x-girlfriend in high-school I couldn't get over and it took me 4 years to do that.  But once I figured out how to get over her, I could get over almost anything thereafter; as long as it's not staring me in the face. 

Also, I've carefully documented my whole life through music.  I just modify my playlists and memories are either enhanced or mitigated. 
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 10, 2014, 09:59:16 AM
Pretending like things didn't happen or exist is living in candy land. Learn from your mistakes. Confront yourself on what you could have done differently. Also look at the positives too.

You could be the best salesman in the world but if the customer has already determined that they are going to tell you "NO", no amount of learning from experience will help.  If your boss insists you try to sell to them, then you just knock on their door, they say no, you forget about it.. pick up your hourly wage and move on.

That's an analogy of the situation bro...
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Jack Trippa 3z company ho on January 10, 2014, 01:25:27 PM
Pretending like things didn't happen or exist is living in candy land. Learn from your mistakes. Confront yourself on what you could have done differently. Also look at the positives too.

You could be the best salesman in the world but if the customer has already determined that they are going to tell you "NO", no amount of learning from experience will help.  If your boss insists you try to sell to them, then you just knock on their door, they say no, you forget about it.. pick up your hourly wage and move on.

That's an analogy of the situation bro...

I'm not really getting your analogy.

Life is intended to be difficult. It's not supposed to be easy. You gotta prove what you're made of. Everybody struggles albeit in different manifestations. You are not unique in your struggle.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Ali Tha Great on January 10, 2014, 01:54:17 PM
Don't forget you past, learn from it.

I'm 30 years old.   I've already learned enough in my life.  There is such thing as "OVER-LEARNING".  

I'll give you three good examples...

Example #1:  Imagine that I am a salesman about to knock on somebody's door.  The person on the other side of the door has already decided that they are absolutely NOT going to sell to me.  My boss has already decided for me what houses I have to sell to.  So I have to knock on his door anyway.  I knock on his door, try to sell him the item and he says no.  THERE IS NOTHING TO BE LEARNED FROM SUCH EXPERIENCE.   No need to analyze it.  Our time is limited in this life, and YOU SHOULD NOT OVER-ANALYZE THINGS THAT ARE ULTIMATELY OUT OF YOUR CONTROL.  Better to save the brain space for more useful ventures.

Example #2:  When Jerry Tarkanian was the coach of the UNLV Running Rebels in their prime, he used to often cut off practice after JUST 30 MINUTES!  Why?  No need to overload the players with excess information and work.  They went at it so hard for 30 minutes, he felt the value of their 30 minute practice was better than most teams 3 hours of practice.  Also a lot of baseball players, hitters, don't like too much information from the batting coach.  They say it slows their reaction time.  They would rather go to the plate with a clear head and just react to the ball.

Example #3:  This comes from a Zen proverb.  Two monks who had sworn themselves to a life of celibacy and isolation from women were walking down a path.  There was a stream in the middle of the path and a woman with a fancy dress who could not cross without damaging her clothes.  So one monk lifted her up in his arms and carried her across.  The monks continued walking, when a couple hours later the other monk commented... "I can't believe you carried that woman."   The monk replied, "I carried her for just a moment, you are still holding onto her hours later".   MORAL OF THE STORY IS TO KEEP AN EMPTY MIND AND NOT CARRY EXCESS STRESS.

The funny thing about this is if I was making another nostalgic post about one of my favorite past memories everybody would of posted saying... "MOVE ON INFANT!  FORGET IT!  YOUR STUCK IN THE PAST!"  lol
seriously? and you call yourself a muslim?
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Sccit on January 10, 2014, 02:18:49 PM
IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO ERASE A MEMORY...IT'S SOMETHING THATLL BE IN EXISTENCE FOREVER. IT'S SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED AND THAT U CAN NEVER CHANGE.

It's pretty easy homie..  I had an x-girlfriend in high-school I couldn't get over and it took me 4 years to do that.  But once I figured out how to get over her, I could get over almost anything thereafter; as long as it's not staring me in the face. 

Also, I've carefully documented my whole life through music.  I just modify my playlists and memories are either enhanced or mitigated. 


no doubt, but at the end of the day, it still happened. it's something that took place and the universe reacted. etched in history. it's forever, g. u can never erase it, no matter how hard you try.


not dwelling on it is another story, tho.......
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Ghost Drebin on January 10, 2014, 03:20:28 PM
Fuck it folks.  Your doing alright.  I think you seem to look at others and their situations instead of realizing the positives in your life.  Don't compare your life to other peoples highlight reels.  Keep your head up.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Remedy360 on January 10, 2014, 03:27:56 PM

Exactly. Adverse events are part of what make us who we are. You can try to erase the past all you want, but it will always be part of you.

Actually it's pretty simple.  The mind can only contain so much information.  If your theory was true I wouldn't of failed so many classes in school and I would still remember my formulas from Freshman year Algebra.

I don't think you're understanding the point I'm trying to make. I'm not talking about high school classes, I'm talking about genunienly trying situations that you claim to have gone through. All I'm saying is that you can learn a lot from situations that push you to the brink. Like dude above me was saying, life isn't supposed to be easy and really sucks at times, but that doesn't mean there isn't a lot you can learn from those difficult situations to make yourself better moving forward.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 10, 2014, 06:07:19 PM


I'm not really getting your analogy.

Life is intended to be difficult. It's not supposed to be easy. You gotta prove what you're made of. Everybody struggles albeit in different manifestations. You are not unique in your struggle.

No, I am unique.  Have you ever seen anyone with the same fingerprints as me?  I am a first in the world...

...And life doesn't have to be difficult.  Sometimes it's good and sometimes it's bad.  Some people have lives that aren't difficult.  Don't make statements as if they are universal truths.

I don't have to prove anything to anyone.  What difference does it make if everyone struggles?  What are you implying by the comment that "everyone struggles"?  Are you implying that I shouldn't "complain" and that I should just live in denial or burry it deep inside, or accept it self-effacingly, or be hardened by it? 
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 10, 2014, 06:15:24 PM
seriously? and you call yourself a muslim?

What do you have against me bro?  For real...only posting to clown me or talk shit on me, as if I've ever done something to you.  I had considered you a friend and brother in Islam, not to mention I have history with your family and know you in real life.   What do you have against me?  You make like one post every month and it's just to say some shit about me.  And you call yourself a Muslim?

...You took one sentence out of my whole statement and took it out of context.  Point is, I don't need to re-learn the same lessons over and over again.  That's over-learning.  Once I get in a new situation with new circumstances and can spread my wings a bit again, then I will be happy to learn again.  I'm not learning anything being in Kansas City.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 10, 2014, 06:17:26 PM



no doubt, but at the end of the day, it still happened. it's something that took place and the universe reacted. etched in history. it's forever, g. u can never erase it, no matter how hard you try.


not dwelling on it is another story, tho.......

Sure.. I can't erase it from the universe and shit like that.. but I can erase it from my own memory and my own aura.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 10, 2014, 06:19:00 PM
Fuck it folks.  Your doing alright.  I think you seem to look at others and their situations instead of realizing the positives in your life.  Don't compare your life to other peoples highlight reels.  Keep your head up.

thanks, but what does that have to do with what we are talking about?
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Sccit on January 10, 2014, 06:37:56 PM



no doubt, but at the end of the day, it still happened. it's something that took place and the universe reacted. etched in history. it's forever, g. u can never erase it, no matter how hard you try.


not dwelling on it is another story, tho.......

Sure.. I can't erase it from the universe and shit like that.. but I can erase it from my own memory and my own aura.


it sticks in the subconscious for eternity
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 10, 2014, 06:42:43 PM


it sticks in the subconscious for eternity

While everything we do is lodged somewhere in the subconscious, a memory can lose it's power to affect your life, energy, aura, and thought process. 

A good example of this would be George Lucas the creator of Star Wars.  Before he became famous he had a near death experience with a car crash where he should of died, but remarkably he lived.  It gave him an all new perspective on life and he felt like a new man and as if every day thereafter he was on borrowed time.

So obviously that doesn't mean that he totally forgot his childhood, it just means he was able to take on a fresh perspective.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Sccit on January 10, 2014, 06:47:58 PM
no doubt, i completely understand that u can give a thought less power.....basically, u can avoid it, but never erase it.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: O.G A.Geesta'z on January 10, 2014, 06:49:04 PM
why dont you just erase yourself and kill yourself
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 10, 2014, 06:52:30 PM
why dont you just erase yourself and kill yourself

Why don't you erase the last 10 years of your life because you have only become more bitter, hateful, perverted, and obnoxious the older you have gotten.  When in contrast you used to be a sincere dude who was conscious about yourself and others
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 10, 2014, 06:53:16 PM
no doubt, i completely understand that u can give a thought less power.....basically, u can avoid it, but never erase it.

sounds like your pretty keen on me remembering 2013. 
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: O.G A.Geesta'z on January 10, 2014, 07:02:51 PM
why dont you just erase yourself and kill yourself

Why don't you erase the last 10 years of your life because you have only become more bitter, hateful, perverted, and obnoxious the older you have gotten.  When in contrast you used to be a sincere dude who was conscious about yourself and others

you've became more pathetic the last 10 years of your life
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 10, 2014, 07:05:34 PM


you've became more pathetic the last 10 years of your life

maybe according to you and the clownz at the forum
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Sikotic™ on January 10, 2014, 07:58:37 PM
I'm 30 years old.   I've already learned enough in my life. 
Oh really? (http://imageshack.us/a/img96/8409/camkt.png)


great idea  ;)   I've just been forgetting to go outside in my backyard and pick dollars off the money tree.  Maybe tomorrow I will remember.
https://www.youtube.com/v/CssC-DY4lO8
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Sccit on January 10, 2014, 09:35:43 PM
no doubt, i completely understand that u can give a thought less power.....basically, u can avoid it, but never erase it.

sounds like your pretty keen on me remembering 2013. 


naah, just making a general statement...and it's true, believe me.


2013 wasnt that good a year for me, 2014 should be better
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Sir Petey on January 10, 2014, 10:41:58 PM
i call bullshit... ;D
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Ali Tha Great on January 11, 2014, 03:12:35 AM
seriously? and you call yourself a muslim?

What do you have against me bro?  For real...only posting to clown me or talk shit on me, as if I've ever done something to you.  I had considered you a friend and brother in Islam, not to mention I have history with your family and know you in real life.   What do you have against me?  You make like one post every month and it's just to say some shit about me.  And you call yourself a Muslim?

...You took one sentence out of my whole statement and took it out of context.  Point is, I don't need to re-learn the same lessons over and over again.  That's over-learning.  Once I get in a new situation with new circumstances and can spread my wings a bit again, then I will be happy to learn again.  I'm not learning anything being in Kansas City.
smh you know nothing about islam bro...
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Fraxxx on January 11, 2014, 04:17:32 AM
Maybe you're just too '96 for '13.

So which is it?  Am I supposed to remember the past or forget it.  I get confused by you illiterates.

So the last 20-something comments I wrote on whatever you felt the need to share with us "illiterates" get ignored and the one time it's really just a sarcastic remark you reply? Nice.

You don't want criticism or honestly look at yourself and your past and draw consequences to better yourself. You only wanna FEEL better ABOUT yourself. So you just pick that one part of your past that's been enjoyable by chance to revel in it and try to simply ingnore the other parts? Fuck, if that whole completely unnecessairy LA incident, and how you nearly fucked up a friendship over nothing in the aftermath, can't make you see that you need to work on yourself hard, I don't know what can.

But yes, by all means, just erase that memory. I wish you luck. But not too much, cause with that attitude you hardly deserve it.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Morphine on January 11, 2014, 05:03:42 AM
Don't forget you past, learn from it.

I'm 30 years old.   I've already learned enough in my life.  There is such thing as "OVER-LEARNING".  



no. if you think you know everything crawl under a rock to die.

you can always learn more , you can always learn to better yourself and your  life. except you think that there´s nothing wrong with you but the world and other people put you down.

a fear of growing up, that´s what eating you. refusing to learn new things and then whine about how things stay the same whenever you´re not travelling.






a mouse, not a man.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 11, 2014, 06:23:20 AM
https://www.youtube.com/v/CssC-DY4lO8

Just because you had a year you would rather forget doesn't mean you were sitting on the couch all year not doing shit.  I just closed my eyes and got things done, and it wasn't fun.  But I would expect you to always assume the worst.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 11, 2014, 06:25:12 AM
smh you know nothing about islam bro...

I promise I know way more than you, and I've sacrificed way more than you have for the deen.. and I got members of your own fam that can vouch that shit.  Most of what you know is what your mommy taught you when you were 6.  I learned from the ground up in spite of my own parents, and in spite of nobody else in my suburb being a Muslim, I made my own sacrifices.  I've been to Hajj and did Dawah Jammat Tabligh sleeping overnight in masjids all over the world from Emirates to West Africa.  I spoke in front of hundreds in masjids in the Emirates and Chicago.  I've had ten people convert and accept Islam after I gave them dawah and gave them Shahada.  You probably don't even know what Shahada is, is how little you know.  You can't even accomplish the most basic acts, like greeting a Muslim properly.  I've mentored new Muslims and old, I can recite more Qu'ran than you, guaranteed.  You can only recite what your mommy taught you when you were 6.  Under any metric or scale you want to come with it, I can show and prove on you.  Stay in your place, mama's boy!

...now go ask your mommy what "Shahada" means
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Jack Trippa 3z company ho on January 11, 2014, 07:06:35 AM


I'm not really getting your analogy.

Life is intended to be difficult. It's not supposed to be easy. You gotta prove what you're made of. Everybody struggles albeit in different manifestations. You are not unique in your struggle.

No, I am unique.  Have you ever seen anyone with the same fingerprints as me?  I am a first in the world...

...And life doesn't have to be difficult.  Sometimes it's good and sometimes it's bad.  Some people have lives that aren't difficult.  Don't make statements as if they are universal truths.

I don't have to prove anything to anyone.  What difference does it make if everyone struggles?  What are you implying by the comment that "everyone struggles"?  Are you implying that I shouldn't "complain" and that I should just live in denial or burry it deep inside, or accept it self-effacingly, or be hardened by it? 

Well you're always whining about how tough you have it, how life sucks etc. I'm just saying that for 99.9% of people, life is hard. It's always gonna be hard until the day you check out. You're not unique at having a tough life. So quit your bitching like you have it worse than everyone. You're responsible for whatever situation you're in whether you can admit that to yourself or not.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 11, 2014, 07:43:05 AM


Well you're always whining about how tough you have it, how life sucks etc. I'm just saying that for 99.9% of people, life is hard. It's always gonna be hard until the day you check out. You're not unique at having a tough life. So quit your bitching like you have it worse than everyone. You're responsible for whatever situation you're in whether you can admit that to yourself or not.

What you call "whining" I call "expressing".  If what I do is "whining" than most the 90's rappers are a bunch of "whiners".  Because I learned how to express myself through hip-hop and that's how a keep a clear head.  Shoving all those toxins in and not expressing it causes you to carry excess weight around.. like Petey  ;)

Back in high school when I didn't know how to express myself it lead to Somatization disorder.  Which is some serious shit.
Title: Re: I'm just going to forget 2013 and erase it from my memory....
Post by: Ali Tha Great on January 11, 2014, 02:03:25 PM
smh you know nothing about islam bro...

I promise I know way more than you, and I've sacrificed way more than you have for the deen.. and I got members of your own fam that can vouch that shit.  Most of what you know is what your mommy taught you when you were 6.  I learned from the ground up in spite of my own parents, and in spite of nobody else in my suburb being a Muslim, I made my own sacrifices.  I've been to Hajj and did Dawah Jammat Tabligh sleeping overnight in masjids all over the world from Emirates to West Africa.  I spoke in front of hundreds in masjids in the Emirates and Chicago.  I've had ten people convert and accept Islam after I gave them dawah and gave them Shahada.  You probably don't even know what Shahada is, is how little you know.  You can't even accomplish the most basic acts, like greeting a Muslim properly.  I've mentored new Muslims and old, I can recite more Qu'ran than you, guaranteed.  You can only recite what your mommy taught you when you were 6.  Under any metric or scale you want to come with it, I can show and prove on you.  Stay in your place, mama's boy!

...now go ask your mommy what "Shahada" means
lol at my mom teaching me anything related to islam. I had to teach her how to pray when I was 12 becuase she forgot how to pray because she's not that religious. You know nothing about MY family. You just know one of my cousins and his parents that live in america, and siavash doesn't even consider himself muslim so I don't know what he has to do with this. I grew up in Iran bro and I've learned everything firsthand and in school. I know plenty of people that have went to hajj and they know the whole Quran by heart and I don't even consider them muslim because thats not what makes you a real muslim. I call you out because it's people like you who preach islam 24/7 yet they act in a manor in which no true muslim would. I don't claim to be the best muslim ever like you but I know for a fact that I'm more of a complete muslim than you. The Prophet (SA) would get spat on by kids and adults in the street and he would still go and leave money/food on there doorstep at night and smile at them even when they would curse at him in public because he knew they were under the influence of shatan and they didn't know any better. He would ask god to forgive them! That's how every real Muslim has to be like and take the high road but I haven't seen you do that once. IMO you see 2pac as more of a role model based on your actions more so then my Prophet. lol at saying all the good deeds you did to try and justify that you're a good Muslim, and referring to it as "shit" by saying they can "vouch for that shit" Astaghforollah smh. By the way A real Muslim shouldn't have to say how much they have sacrificed for God and his bandehs because that defeats the whole purpose. Peace.
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Post by: Leggy Hendrix on January 11, 2014, 02:09:07 PM
you just got your ass handed to you brian

/endthread
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Post by: Sir Petey on January 11, 2014, 03:53:59 PM
daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn



abandon thread brian, abandon thread!!!!
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Post by: Sikotic™ on January 11, 2014, 08:33:32 PM
smh you know nothing about islam bro...

I promise I know way more than you, and I've sacrificed way more than you have for the deen.. and I got members of your own fam that can vouch that shit.  Most of what you know is what your mommy taught you when you were 6.  I learned from the ground up in spite of my own parents, and in spite of nobody else in my suburb being a Muslim, I made my own sacrifices.  I've been to Hajj and did Dawah Jammat Tabligh sleeping overnight in masjids all over the world from Emirates to West Africa.  I spoke in front of hundreds in masjids in the Emirates and Chicago.  I've had ten people convert and accept Islam after I gave them dawah and gave them Shahada.  You probably don't even know what Shahada is, is how little you know.  You can't even accomplish the most basic acts, like greeting a Muslim properly.  I've mentored new Muslims and old, I can recite more Qu'ran than you, guaranteed.  You can only recite what your mommy taught you when you were 6.  Under any metric or scale you want to come with it, I can show and prove on you.  Stay in your place, mama's boy!

...now go ask your mommy what "Shahada" means
Well that little humblebrag you just dropped ain't really helping your "I'm a superior Muslim" argument.
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Post by: Sikotic™ on January 11, 2014, 08:43:49 PM
https://www.youtube.com/v/EL8e2ujXe8g
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Post by: Remedy360 on January 11, 2014, 08:54:39 PM
smh you know nothing about islam bro...

I promise I know way more than you, and I've sacrificed way more than you have for the deen.. and I got members of your own fam that can vouch that shit.  Most of what you know is what your mommy taught you when you were 6.  I learned from the ground up in spite of my own parents, and in spite of nobody else in my suburb being a Muslim, I made my own sacrifices.  I've been to Hajj and did Dawah Jammat Tabligh sleeping overnight in masjids all over the world from Emirates to West Africa.  I spoke in front of hundreds in masjids in the Emirates and Chicago.  I've had ten people convert and accept Islam after I gave them dawah and gave them Shahada.  You probably don't even know what Shahada is, is how little you know.  You can't even accomplish the most basic acts, like greeting a Muslim properly.  I've mentored new Muslims and old, I can recite more Qu'ran than you, guaranteed.  You can only recite what your mommy taught you when you were 6.  Under any metric or scale you want to come with it, I can show and prove on you.  Stay in your place, mama's boy!

...now go ask your mommy what "Shahada" means
lol at my mom teaching me anything related to islam. I had to teach her how to pray when I was 12 becuase she forgot how to pray because she's not that religious. You know nothing about MY family. You just know one of my cousins and his parents that live in america, and siavash doesn't even consider himself muslim so I don't know what he has to do with this. I grew up in Iran bro and I've learned everything firsthand and in school. I know plenty of people that have went to hajj and they know the whole Quran by heart and I don't even consider them muslim because thats not what makes you a real muslim. I call you out because it's people like you who preach islam 24/7 yet they act in a manor in which no true muslim would. I don't claim to be the best muslim ever like you but I know for a fact that I'm more of a complete muslim than you. The Prophet (SA) would get spat on by kids and adults in the street and he would still go and leave money/food on there doorstep at night and smile at them even when they would curse at him in public because he knew they were under the influence of shatan and they didn't know any better. He would ask god to forgive them! That's how every real Muslim has to be like and take the high road but I haven't seen you do that once. IMO you see 2pac as more of a role model based on your actions more so then my Prophet. lol at saying all the good deeds you did to try and justify that you're a good Muslim, and referring to it as "shit" by saying they can "vouch for that shit" Astaghforollah smh. By the way A real Muslim shouldn't have to say how much they have sacrificed for God and his bandehs because that defeats the whole purpose. Peace.

Wow. Ether.
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Post by: Morphine on January 12, 2014, 03:14:08 AM
brian is one smug fucker. once again he showed his true colors.
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Post by: Leggy Hendrix on January 12, 2014, 08:01:42 AM
nothing to add brian??
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Post by: O.G A.Geesta'z on January 12, 2014, 12:54:33 PM
lmao Brian is running away from this too, just like he always does
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Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 12, 2014, 03:07:37 PM
lol at my mom teaching me anything related to islam. I had to teach her how to pray when I was 12 becuase she forgot how to pray because she's not that religious. You know nothing about MY family. You just know one of my cousins and his parents that live in america, and siavash doesn't even consider himself muslim so I don't know what he has to do with this. I grew up in Iran bro and I've learned everything firsthand and in school. I know plenty of people that have went to hajj and they know the whole Quran by heart and I don't even consider them muslim because thats not what makes you a real muslim. I call you out because it's people like you who preach islam 24/7 yet they act in a manor in which no true muslim would. I don't claim to be the best muslim ever like you but I know for a fact that I'm more of a complete muslim than you. The Prophet (SA) would get spat on by kids and adults in the street and he would still go and leave money/food on there doorstep at night and smile at them even when they would curse at him in public because he knew they were under the influence of shatan and they didn't know any better. He would ask god to forgive them! That's how every real Muslim has to be like and take the high road but I haven't seen you do that once. IMO you see 2pac as more of a role model based on your actions more so then my Prophet. lol at saying all the good deeds you did to try and justify that you're a good Muslim, and referring to it as "shit" by saying they can "vouch for that shit" Astaghforollah smh. By the way A real Muslim shouldn't have to say how much they have sacrificed for God and his bandehs because that defeats the whole purpose. Peace.

good job contradicting yourself.. it was you who didn't take the "high road" and began taking low blows at me when I'd always treated you as a friend and brother.  And it was also you who showed arrogance and suggest that your a better Muslim than me.

This is all on you...  Only reason I mentioned your fam, is because you said I know nothing about Islam and I know about 10 names of family members of yours who could tell you to your face that I know more than you.  That's only from you suggesting I know nothing.. I didn't start that discussion, argument, you brought it out of left field. 
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Post by: Ali Tha Great on January 12, 2014, 04:05:13 PM
lol at my mom teaching me anything related to islam. I had to teach her how to pray when I was 12 becuase she forgot how to pray because she's not that religious. You know nothing about MY family. You just know one of my cousins and his parents that live in america, and siavash doesn't even consider himself muslim so I don't know what he has to do with this. I grew up in Iran bro and I've learned everything firsthand and in school. I know plenty of people that have went to hajj and they know the whole Quran by heart and I don't even consider them muslim because thats not what makes you a real muslim. I call you out because it's people like you who preach islam 24/7 yet they act in a manor in which no true muslim would. I don't claim to be the best muslim ever like you but I know for a fact that I'm more of a complete muslim than you. The Prophet (SA) would get spat on by kids and adults in the street and he would still go and leave money/food on there doorstep at night and smile at them even when they would curse at him in public because he knew they were under the influence of shatan and they didn't know any better. He would ask god to forgive them! That's how every real Muslim has to be like and take the high road but I haven't seen you do that once. IMO you see 2pac as more of a role model based on your actions more so then my Prophet. lol at saying all the good deeds you did to try and justify that you're a good Muslim, and referring to it as "shit" by saying they can "vouch for that shit" Astaghforollah smh. By the way A real Muslim shouldn't have to say how much they have sacrificed for God and his bandehs because that defeats the whole purpose. Peace.

good job contradicting yourself.. it was you who didn't take the "high road" and began taking low blows at me when I'd always treated you as a friend and brother.  And it was also you who showed arrogance and suggest that your a better Muslim than me.

This is all on you...  Only reason I mentioned your fam, is because you said I know nothing about Islam and I know about 10 names of family members of yours who could tell you to your face that I know more than you.  That's only from you suggesting I know nothing.. I didn't start that discussion, argument, you brought it out of left field.  
What low blow? The thread I made a while back about you tripping over nothing about My homie elior and changeez? If we were truly homies you would have brushed that off as a joke to seemingly break the tension that YOU built between you guys for making those thoughtless threads that you made while you were obviously under the influence of shaytan, going at your homies over nothing. How is it a low blow when I'm asking you how you can call yourself Muslim after reading that you said "I'm 30 years old. I've already learned enough in my life." when any real Muslim knows that you can never stop learning, and that the only all knowing entity is God that doesn't need learning. Almost all of Gods messengers became actual Prophets when they were in their late 30's early 40's because God knows that even if you're one of the most purest souls like My prophet Mohammad (SA) or any of the other hundreds of Gods messengers you have to have lived a certain amount of time to have reached a certain level of enlightenment to be able to say something like that, and I know that you haven't reached that to say that you've lived long enough to not learn anything. Just based on the fact that you are a walking contradiction on this forum makes me sick that you are giving my religion a bad name by acting the way you do towards everyone on here. I made it aware to the forum that you're not a real muslim because you are tarnishing my religion by acting the way you act on here 24/7 and saying you are acting as a Muslim. It's easy to be nice to people who are cool with you and you can't even do that by dissing lamb who's had your back thru thick and thin. A real Muslim is one who is able to smile in the face of people who do wrong by them and ask God to forgive them, not "go to war" with them how you say you will on here constantly to the "forum clowns". The constant bad attitude you have towards anybody that disagrees with you or the name calling that you resort to. I know for a fact that you don't know 10 of my relatives to vouch for you. Siavash doesn't consider himself Muslim and his dad doesn't really practice Islam and his mom is more into Buddhism now, so I don't know how you kicking it with ONE of my cousins from 8-9 years ago for a few months matters when I know more about you then them because I read everything you do or better yet every thought you have on here for the past decade. I always gave you the benefit of the doubt because I always try and see the good in people but you keep bringing up Islam and acting like a kafar every chance you get. I did say I don't' claim to be the best Muslim ever and I have flaws, but everyone does, the important thing is to accept those flaws and admit when you are wrong and try and learn from your mistakes and not keep getting bit by the same snake-hole (shaytan) over and over again. Every time you admit to being in the wrong you make a thread the next day contradicting it and that would be fine if it was a once in a blue moon type of thing, but this happens on the daily and it's been going on for a few years now. My final words for you Infinite are that I'll pray that you actually turn into the Muslim that YOU claim you are because it is hurtful to my Prophets religion for you to preach it but not practice it so blatantly as to where it sends out a wrong message about Islam to people if they were to think that YOU are a proper presentation of what this religion is all about, my brother.
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Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 12, 2014, 05:20:06 PM
What low blow? The thread I made a while back about you tripping over nothing about My homie elior and changeez? If we were truly homies you would have brushed that off as a joke to seemingly break the tension that YOU built between you guys for making those thoughtless threads that you made while you were obviously under the influence of shaytan, going at your homies over nothing. How is it a low blow when I'm asking you how you can call yourself Muslim after reading that you said "I'm 30 years old. I've already learned enough in my life." when any real Muslim knows that you can never stop learning, and that the only all knowing entity is God that doesn't need learning. Almost all of Gods messengers became actual Prophets when they were in their late 30's early 40's because God knows that even if you're one of the most purest souls like My prophet Mohammad (SA) or any of the other hundreds of Gods messengers you have to have lived a certain amount of time to have reached a certain level of enlightenment to be able to say something like that, and I know that you haven't reached that to say that you've lived long enough to not learn anything. Just based on the fact that you are a walking contradiction on this forum makes me sick that you are giving my religion a bad name by acting the way you do towards everyone on here. I made it aware to the forum that you're not a real muslim because you are tarnishing my religion by acting the way you act on here 24/7 and saying you are acting as a Muslim. It's easy to be nice to people who are cool with you and you can't even do that by dissing lamb who's had your back thru thick and thin. A real Muslim is one who is able to smile in the face of people who do wrong by them and ask God to forgive them, not "go to war" with them how you say you will on here constantly to the "forum clowns". The constant bad attitude you have towards anybody that disagrees with you or the name calling that you resort to. I know for a fact that you don't know 10 of my relatives to vouch for you. Siavash doesn't consider himself Muslim and his dad doesn't really practice Islam and his mom is more into Buddhism now, so I don't know how you kicking it with ONE of my cousins from 8-9 years ago for a few months matters when I know more about you then them because I read everything you do or better yet every thought you have on here for the past decade. I always gave you the benefit of the doubt because I always try and see the good in people but you keep bringing up Islam and acting like a kafar every chance you get. I did say I don't' claim to be the best Muslim ever and I have flaws, but everyone does, the important thing is to accept those flaws and admit when you are wrong and try and learn from your mistakes and not keep getting bit by the same snake-hole (shaytan) over and over again. Every time you admit to being in the wrong you make a thread the next day contradicting it and that would be fine if it was a once in a blue moon type of thing, but this happens on the daily and it's been going on for a few years now. My final words for you Infinite are that I'll pray that you actually turn into the Muslim that YOU claim you are because it is hurtful to my Prophets religion for you to preach it but not practice it so blatantly as to where it sends out a wrong message about Islam to people if they were to think that YOU are a proper presentation of what this religion is all about, my brother.

Stagfir Allah, thank you for the reminder
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Post by: Sikotic™ on January 12, 2014, 06:20:00 PM
All he did was crack a joke about you acting ass goofy after your trip to LA. You took it the wrong way.
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Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 12, 2014, 06:42:18 PM
All he did was crack a joke about you acting ass goofy after your trip to LA. You took it the wrong way.

I was hurt by his comments
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Post by: Sir Petey on January 12, 2014, 07:11:05 PM
you cant be as sensitive as you are then also try and do this faux alpha male thing you try to do...your not tough bitch your as sensitive as oprahs nipples just embrace that shit and be the lame tame ass wigger you were born to be.


...the meek shall inherit the earth while the deviant ppl like me and troll squad/euromobb /glacier monkeyz LLC just want to watch shit BURN.
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Post by: O.G A.Geesta'z on January 12, 2014, 10:50:47 PM
Damn Ali just destroyed Infinite, for years I knew he was never a real Muslim but now it's proven...
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Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 13, 2014, 12:23:47 PM
you cant be as sensitive as you are then also try and do this faux alpha male thing you try to do...your not tough bitch your as sensitive as oprahs nipples just embrace that shit and be the lame tame ass wigger you were born to be.


...the meek shall inherit the earth while the deviant ppl like me and troll squad/euromobb /glacier monkeyz LLC just want to watch shit BURN.

Pac was sensitive and still an alpha male.  In fact KRS-1 explains that most rappers are sensitive because they grew up without a father around and were raised by their mothers.  Not saying this is the case with me, just debunking your narrow point of view...

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Post by: J. B A N A N A S on January 13, 2014, 01:42:45 PM
http://www.youtube.com/v/cKlGQfvj5_g

"The past is always with us"
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Post by: Sir Petey on January 13, 2014, 06:21:52 PM
you cant be as sensitive as you are then also try and do this faux alpha male thing you try to do...your not tough bitch your as sensitive as oprahs nipples just embrace that shit and be the lame tame ass wigger you were born to be.


...the meek shall inherit the earth while the deviant ppl like me and troll squad/euromobb /glacier monkeyz LLC just want to watch shit BURN.

Pac was sensitive and still an alpha male.  In fact KRS-1 explains that most rappers are sensitive because they grew up without a father around and were raised by their mothers.  Not saying this is the case with me, just debunking your narrow point of view...




listen to me fam your not an alpha...you could never be an alpha an alpha takes the pain and soldiers on you let pain become the focal point of your existence.

weakling ass faux alpha niccas
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Post by: Sikotic™ on January 13, 2014, 06:47:11 PM
Pac wasn't an alpha in prison though. He was a prag.
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Post by: Sir Petey on January 13, 2014, 07:23:22 PM
pac was a follower never an alpha



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Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 13, 2014, 07:50:33 PM


 while the deviant ppl like me and troll squad/euromobb /glacier monkeyz LLC just want to watch shit BURN.

...If that's what your fighting for.. then you will never win the war! 
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Post by: Sir Petey on January 13, 2014, 08:01:41 PM
brian go press your face in some dough and make us all a batch of wigger cookies.
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Post by: MUHFUKKA on January 13, 2014, 08:06:35 PM
infant really claiming to be a "realer" muslim cuz he memorized more lines from the quran and used his parents money to go on shitty vacations?
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Post by: MUHFUKKA on January 13, 2014, 08:07:13 PM
also what happened to not being a muslim "first and foremost" anymore?
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Post by: O.G A.Geesta'z on January 14, 2014, 01:58:26 AM
I'm done picking on infinite because he is probably "draking" after this thread...
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Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 14, 2014, 07:48:00 AM
also what happened to not being a muslim "first and foremost" anymore?

I'm Libertarian and Muslim.  Then hand opens and closes, if it were always open or always closed, you would be crippled.

“Your hand opens and closes, opens and closes. If it were always a fist or always stretched open, you would be paralyzed. Your deepest presence is in every small contracting and expanding, the two as beautifully balanced and coordinated as birds' wings.” - Jalladin Rumi
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Post by: Sikotic™ on January 14, 2014, 10:48:23 AM
True libertarians don't ask for handouts from everybody.

You're a socialist in your actions.
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Post by: Infinite Trapped in 1996 on January 14, 2014, 12:53:49 PM
True libertarians don't ask for handouts from everybody.

You're a socialist in your actions.

You don't even know what a Libertarian is, clown.   Libertarians don't believe in government handouts, which I have had none of.  And if you were suggesting personal handouts, I've been on my own since the age of 21