Years and dreams...

[bez]

Growing up I wanted dreams,
Money, bigger things,
Fame and fortune, chillen to a Pac remix,
Wheatabix every mornin slurpin my skimmed,
Gettin told off for yawning in class again,
But I got on with it, like Pritt I stuck,
Cursing my luck in the mirror cos I never had the look,
Just a boy wit a vision, make it on television,
Education was missin cos I just wouldnt listen,
Always messin, foolin about skippin lessons,
But my heart was my blessin, beating my chest,
I love myself and no one else so thats were its left,
Cos I suspect loves a mess so I'll stick to sucess,
So I managed my way through, I kept on trying,
Whats a boy got to do but to keep on smiling,
Exams all passed, summer was a blast,
The time went to fast now its all in the past,

(Hookx2) And I laugh as I remember, my years growing up,
From January to December, my dreams blowing up,
Full of love, full of heart, man where do I start,
From the beginning, still living and happy so far,
My years and dreams...

Growing up I wanted dreams,
Girls, and wedding rings,
A popstar chick, dont care how she sings,
A natural beauty, a little natural cutie,
But honesty is a policy so she got to be true to me,
Dinner dates, sunrises, my eyes blinded by her iris,
Blue like the ocean, lashes wave like the tide does,
So soft so tender, so down to Earth,
I'd be runner up always, so you'd be first,
Hold hands in the bus, just as long as its us,
I'd never kick up a fuss, cos its you I love,
Love, makes me smile when I think,
And I see your sexy wink,
Body lookin all slink in that dress thats pink,
And I blink and I laugh, maybe one day perhaps,
But that time went to fast now its all in the past,
And so I...

(Hookx2) And I laugh as I remember, my years growing up,
From January to December, my dreams blowing up,
Full of love, full of heart, man where do I start,
From the beginning, still living and happy so far,
My years and dreams...

Growing up I wanted adventure,
To any place I would venture,
Goonies style hunt that would end in treasure,
Gold of the mind, jewells left behind,
I'd see Lions and tigers and bears, Oh My!,
And so I'd write and visualise,
My visions came alive,
In Africa, Congo, I would climatise,
My trips were dramatised, and I'd enjoy the ride,
And do whatever it took in life to survive,
Cast myself away, and play whatever I wrote,
And spend other hours sittin watching Indiana Jones,
I was free as a boy could be, me with my maps,
But that time went to fast now its all in the past,
And so I...

(Hookx4) And I laugh as I remember, my years growing up,
From January to December, my dreams blowing up,
Full of love, full of heart, man where do I start,
From the beginning, still living and happy so far,
My years and dreams...

Still dreaming, still living, still...
Still surrounded by dreams...

...dream

[ZILLA THA GOODFELLA]

I like this.... add a re-mix verse featuring ZILLA....

ayo....
I dreamed of cream till I decided to dream without sleeping
2nd time locked up, told mama I fucked up, I'm leaving
but there was nowhere to go
drugs flipped for years with nothing to show
school I couldn't stand, so I destroyed my plans
back to pots n pans with my forehead in my hands
next thing I know, I'm looking through an empty bottle
told god to take me to heaven on a one way shuttle
I was so sick like ne-yo, me and my amigos
worried about the future like where the fuck is cleo?
without my homies though.. I'd prolly be in depression
I can't stay alone, I start thinkin and stressin
all I live for is dreams and expressions
crackin jokes wit my locs in chronic sessions
I done learned my lesson.. so it's fuck it, stop trippin
leave it in the lord's hands as we get to steppin
that's what keeps me goin....

[TraceOneInfinite Flat Earther 96']

Bez, you've had alot of ill material, but that's the best verse I've ever read from you.  Sounds like your really close to yourself, and you enjoy just being underneath your own skin; and that's a great blessing.

Rodzilla, dropping ill rhymes is an everyday thing for you, so for you it's just another tight verse.  I loved the line you said "with my head in my hands" it just came out nice and flowed.  The whole verse was deep and introspective.

Nice material, peace.