Author Topic: The way things work...  (Read 95 times)

bez

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The way things work...
« on: May 09, 2007, 03:22:37 AM »
...Its sad, when you meet someone, who got the ability to drive you mad,
But you want them so bad that just just let it happen,
Take it on the chin, put thoughts into rappin,
But my hearts bleedin from within just thinkin I can have em,
Situations costly, so under the cosh and nasty,
Dont like this but in reality its the only way its got to be,
Minds hurting, so scared of leavin and rejection,
That I put my soul into thoughts of scheming and deception,
Thinkin shes doin me wrong like the others in the past,
Ones I know longer even speak to, don't see, not even in my dreams they last,
Strange feeling, stuck between right and wrong,
But I get thats been my life all along,
Fighting and swinging my fists, gettin punched on the nose,
Gettin pissed at the police for em stoppin me in the road,
I'm suprised people even like me, some try to spite me, I wont let em,
Cos when I look in the mirror I see that alter ego,
Hidden away from world, and he's more sickening than Venom,
He aint coming back, not even if my heart turns black,
Cos if this one fails,
It will take a bed of nails to configure the amount of holes in my back,
Cos people do me wrong and I cant function anymore,
Its like my personality's hit the wall,
An I dont like being funny and stupid or either or, anymore,
An I hate it, its not normal, finally met her and its awkward,
Awful, since when did these feelings become torture,
Longing to touch her, smell her hair and kiss lips,
Guess I gotta wait, carry on waiting through this,
Hope all the coversation means something, I'll sit back and wish,
Cos my lifes been hectic, and I've made it like this,
Hope she can change me, make me unlazy and see sense,
Stuck in between all this mess, struggling for pence,
Maybe one day will become clear, I'll smile, no longer I'll be scared,
Cos it will of all been worth it...thanks to, the way things work.