Forever Me

[bez]

Me myself, myself and I,
Every night, alone as I sit and cry,
Wishing my, eyes would just dry,
Cos corrosive tears burn my flesh until I die,
Hate the feelin, the feelin of hate,
Want to start fresh but its all too late,
Used to feel great, shoulders, no weight,
Now my plates fulla food an I can't wipe slate,
Great, I guess my vision's all blurred,
I've even lost my nerve, as if anybody cares,
Used to be prepared to serve everyone a verse,
Now my lifes become a curse an I'm wishin for the hurst,
So hats off to the jack-off, blast off my coffin,
Sick of living life everyday none stopping coughing,
Breathing for nothing, stealing others oxygen,
Living like a thief an its time to put a stop to it,
An stop in, in my wooden room, counting growing mushyrooms,
Drinking tears from above, store em for summer tulip blooms,
Fools, you know my time ain't old news,
My timings a miricle, watch me rise up so spiritual,
Cos I feel this way, its difficult to say,
But I gotta be forever me, I'm my own worst enemy,
But my energy, will surpass, everyone who laughed,
All those who mocked, end up crocked, and rocked,
As I drop my stuff, as only I can,
The man, forever me, forever me I am,

Now you, dont want me, and I knew,
Cos what started off grown, meant it never grew,
Me and you, locked eyes, spent nights, bright eyed,
Under sheets, play fights, kisses, felt so nice,
Then arguing set in, an I felt kinda sorry,
Feeling set in that you didn't want me,
I knew it, felt it, but didn't let it burn,
Heart on my sleeve, and damn I never learn,
So put on fake smiles, disguise my tears,
Seen pictures that only realized my fears,
Can't even be annoyed though, not my business,
Simply had enough of birds, crossed off my wish-list,
Like your number, simply gone from my contacts,
Wonder how I let myself become such a fuckin dumbass,
But ... I guess thats forever me, I'm my own worst enemy,
Then you got the cheek to ask 'Have you been missing me?'
Ain't missed nothing, you long forgotton,
Moved up the soil, climbed deep out the coffin,
Cos feelings be killin, and your eyes wide shut,
Lookin for somethin real, but its here right in front,
But aint ever, ever, guna be anyones second best,
I'm Bez, forever me, getting shit off my chest,

[QuietTruth]

This drop and 'My Story' are dope Bez. You got skills no doubt.

[bez]

thanks brother!

[Ali Tha Great]

good shit dawg...+1

[OchoCinco]

very dope man..props for that one

[bez]

Cheers fellas.