Addressin some personal issues

[Reef]

Every moment is another chance to make it
Success if everywhere and we all mistake it
we all take the wrong turning in life
but im yearning to pick up that knife
and maybe slit my wrist
i wounder what it would b like if i didnt exsist
what if i was'nt here? what would the world be like
would there be another me ready to strike?
and drop heat on wax and with my pen and pad?
would i still hate my dad? or would he be glad
that he didnt have a son like me
at least he wouldnt have to constantly fight with me
or make the dark nights seem unbearable to live
he's never laid a finger of me cause i'd make his life terrible to live
people can forget but some cant forgive
and i'll never forget some of the shit people have put me through
you ever had the feeling that maybe no one likes you?
i have, even though i ride with a crew
sometimes i get the feelin that no1 got my back
if i get into shit on the streets
im worried that people would rarther watch me die than stop the attack
rarther watch me get beaten to death
watchin me gasp and struggle fro breath
i think alotta my friends an foes would like to see that
meet me in the streets, try and make it a reality
but prepare your family for your fatality

[bez]

nice 1 lad, I liked it, very deep.  Keep it up.

[Gay-o Felony]

Nice.. deep how i like it.. always expect tight shit from my dawg. Gareefa!

Indecisive