Tha Darkness of Life Collab with Mastha Poet

[PimpFemcEE]

Rate 1-10
~*~PimpFemcEE~*~
Ever since I popped out my mom lifes been fucked
With so many drugs and not enough love
SHIT it sucked
And its been this way for 16 years
Its makes me drink 16 beers//
Jus’ a hopin it makes my head clear
At age 2 my dad split
Leaving my mom prizeless even at night
Age 3 it was me under the spotlight
I was in the hospital with just an inch of life
Shit I was so fuukin sick they almost pulled the plug
Damn I’m so glad they didn’t
Age 5 on so many medications
Trying to bring my wired ass to sedation
Started meditatin’ and levitatin’
Its got my ass scared of satan//
So many FUCKIN pills made my ass real nutty
Who was I to turn to? Shit I had nobody
My mom was in tha bar and my dad was doin lines
And my crazy babysitter lied and said I was fine
Crazy bitch threw me in the road to be hit by a car
Locked me in the bedroom and played hir guitar//
Those fucking strings covered my fucking screams
Got so much anger hiddin inside of me
Now I hit the teens, mom became a crack addict and moved away daddy left me for some bitch and left state//
So I lived with my grandma…..shit turned crazy
Mini thins and razor blades that shit adds up
Crackheads fanatical snack pack got my ass hyped up
I was ignored for 3 fuckin years while I raised my bro
He didn’t need that shit he was only 6 years old
But at the time I cried myself to sleep cuz of my mother
I missed her ass so bad it was like no other/
One day at school my mom shows up
She'd sobered up and moved back to be beside-a-me
I moved back wit my mom which was so damn selfish
I left my crazy grandma depressed and helpless//
I still remember tha day she cried cuz I told her the news
you were so happy grandma you had tears in your eyes
jumped up and told everyone ! man it changed your life
Hell a lot more than I thought tho
A little while after crack was all that you bought yo//
Now Im almost all growed up and I just got the word
My cousin ended his life…worst shit I ever heard
The sound of the phone ringing so early in the day
So god damn shocking that his life would end this way//
My moms doing crack again
My dads flippin again “wheres my fuckin mini thins”
hurts so bad to feel those tears roll down my chin
Why would you do this…I loved you Tino (my cusions name)
Why would anyone take there own breath away
All the violence in the world is causing death anyways//

But hey
That’s life right?? That’s family life
People smoke crack everynight
Parents…drink and argue every night
Loved ones take there own lives.........EVERY NIGHT//

~*~Mastah Poet~*~

Welfare checks got my childhood in check
But my neighborhood disrespects and feeds off my bad reps
My pops concepts; 3 smacks to tha neck and 5 welts to my chest
Looked down as less than best, never blesses or praised like tha rest
My bloody torn mattress got me restless
My pops expects less, puttin ambitous dreams to rest//
Big man stand tall and defiant lyin to my ambitions just for tryin it
Cryin in it, my mind-state deflate any hate inflicted as mind-rape
Duct-tape and tie my natural born rights
Disintigrate my blessed eye-site for reachin for tha spot-lights/
My lifes strifes suffered worse to sleepless nights
Wake up to fighte due to selfish greedy plights//
Cover my ears to hush tha screams'n vicious dreams
It seems tha nightmare never leaves my memorys needs
Take heed to tha words spoken cuz my life was broken
Expierence and real-live events got my lung vents chokin//
Momz taught me all there is to know, bout lifes crooked road//
And so, now I know how life suppossed to go
Even though tha trees plagued her needs, she still feeds
On knowledge, teachin me peoples greeds and how tha money feeds
So basically, Im growin on an abusive alcoholic
A mother who cares but fiends for tha mari-chronic//
I wish my life would just be taken away
I see and feel this shit everyday//

But hey...
Thats life right?? Thats family life
People smoke up everynight
Parents drink and argue everynight
Loved ones take their own lives EVERYNIGHT...//


To WcC:
(Mastah Poet is from a different board)

[M Dogg™]

deep shit... I'ma have to review it when I'm not half asleep... but really good shit. I liked it alot. Right now... a 9

[PimpFemcEE]

deep shit... I'ma have to review it when I'm not half asleep... but really good shit. I liked it alot. Right now... a 9

Your just saying that cus you have a crush on me  

[Vigilante]

Your just saying that cus you have a crush on me  

nah.....we dont get *inet crushed* ahahahha mswest coast had 1 with yongfame.......anyway

its pretty nice.....more emotional then an open mic

7.2/10

y that low.....could of had better diction, and some friends that i have are (the 1s that do open mic and r girls) are iller cause they use good diction, good hooks.......

[PimpFemcEE]

nah.....we dont get *inet crushed* ahahahha mswest coast had 1 with yongfame.......anyway

its pretty nice.....more emotional then an open mic

7.2/10

y that low.....could of had better diction, and some friends that i have are (the 1s that do open mic and r girls) are iller cause they use good diction, good hooks.......

NO he does want me lol jk anywayz thankz

[Tanjential]

Great content,simplistic rhyme and structure-6/10

keep at it,you have potential,it shouldn't be too hard for you to step up,good stuff,peace-Tanjint

[Hittman]

What board does this Mastah Poet post at Femcee?

I know its old but you must remember.

[Kill]

Great content,simplistic rhyme and structure

Yeah word but I'd give it a 7.5/10

[Hittman]

Come on Pimpfemcee all you have to do is give me a link to the board that you know Mastha Poet from. It aint hard so dont make up any excuses. If I was in your shoes and I knew I wasnt biting I'd hit up this thread straight away so people can quit suspecting things.

JUST GIVE A LINK TO WHERE HE POSTS.

[FabulousFemcEE]

he from a board called freestyleheaven it was my old board but it started runnin low on peeps so I deleted it why...

[Hittman]

HAHAHAHA, I Knew she wouldnt be able to give us a legit board. I just wanna see where he posts, he must post somewhere else.