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Im tothe point to where I wanna kill myself 4 real
« on: May 01, 2002, 04:48:10 PM »
lI feel very sad and I'm at a point where I wanna kill myself cus of a very long story cus of my life my whole life is a joke i'm a joke........


I can't remember one point in my life thats been fantastic
It's a little Fucked up and fully drastic//
On the inside im dirty on the outside clean
I try hiding the hate the best I can
But you can only ask so much of a woman Whos had hopes crushed again and again//
They say each day is a new day
Fuck no, for me my demons stay//
My conciense? Fuck bad and good they both bad its all I've ever had!!
They tellin me to wile out
Beat these punk ass bitches Rip their smiles out//
Eyes are like windows to the soul
Mine's as black as velvet swallowing a piece of coal//
So each day everyone who feels just like me
wakes up, gets dressed, already knowing whats to be
Just one mroe day in this life One more night of trouble// and strife
TRying to make things right
I won't ever give in keep doin' the best i can
Fuck it up and start over again This is me its who i am
And i know I'm not alone
So my people, pull out your 9's and 45's and blast those demons home//

This what I'm about to say is true.......................God you know my life is really fucked up...when I was 1 week old my mom left me for a man that had some dope and then when I was 2 months old or something my daddy left me on da foot steps of my grandsma's cold door steps. He left me there it was tha day of Feb. 8 and he left a note saying that he wanted collage not me and that he'd be back in 4 years well it's been 16 fuckin years and I still here with my grandma and my grandma well she dont like me at all she calls me fat and cus of that I've go belimic and I wiegh 124 now when I use to weigh 142 two months ago well I just thought'd I'd let you'll know why I'm depressed bye

OnE  :'(
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Re: Im tothe point to where I wanna kill myself 4
« Reply #1 on: May 01, 2002, 04:52:11 PM »
YO that was tight............i might be wrong..but are you that "strawberry" girl?

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Re: Im tothe point to where I wanna kill myself 4
« Reply #2 on: May 02, 2002, 01:44:04 AM »
I basically agree with Mouse totally.  

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Re: Im tothe point to where I wanna kill myself 4
« Reply #3 on: May 02, 2002, 12:31:14 PM »
Yo thankz guys I appricate it naw mean well I'm in a better mood now...hehe...and um to dat one kid no I aint strawberrys? But I like to eat strawberrys lol  ;D

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Re: Im tothe point to where I wanna kill myself 4
« Reply #4 on: May 02, 2002, 01:20:11 PM »
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Yo thankz guys I appricate it naw mean well I'm in a better mood now...hehe...and um to dat one kid no I aint strawberrys? But I like to eat strawberrys lol  ;D

Holla


yea i guess i must be wrong, she was sum girl who posted up her pics a while ago, why i thought u were her was cuz that story about ure parents n life, is pretty much what she told me , pz

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Re: Im tothe point to where I wanna kill myself 4
« Reply #5 on: May 02, 2002, 01:23:01 PM »
Really?  :o ??? Dat'z crazy
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