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[bez]

Lately I've found God, but can he help?
I've already damaged myself, my health,
Has took a beating, hell I'm still breathing,
Find myself at my window at night kneeling,
Fingers locked, palms grapsed together,
Asking God for forgiveness, at the end of my teather,
Lookin for a change in the weather, a sign,
That God is with me, an his love is devine,
Waitin for the rain to start, and start pourin,
Cos my hearts in pieces, in pain, I'm drawn in,
To a life thats better, I'll carry the cross,
Wishing I'd never met her, now I'm at a loss,
My smiles illuded, I've concluded my fate,
I believe but curse his name, I'm a fake,
Don't deserve to be saved, but I reach for skies,
Cos nobody at nights can hear my cries,
But the Lord Jesus Christ, at least he see's,
Me cold on the floor, begging, praying on knee's,
Cos my life's become nothin, I'm begging for an exit,
Hate it, can't even try to defend it,
I'm shameless, a demon, can't describe the feelin,
Like I been jabbed with a spear n I'm bleedin,
Did I come from above? cos I used to feel heaven sent.
Now all my sin's could write a new testament,
All I need is one .. page...

All I need is one page,
Just one page to show you,
To tell you, of me,
All I need, is one page,
Thats all I need,

So what happens when youre twenty three?
Aint gettin where youre supposed to be?
Thats me, wanna get up flee and be free,
Thinkin what good is God's plan for me? I dont get it,
At night I ask him, whats my deal?
Why's reality seem fake I just can't feel,
Happy cos my mistakes, dark my light,
I an try hard to fight my plight, but I plunge,
Back into my deep hole,
I get deeper no matter how high I leap, hold,
Onto the sides of my own gravestone, An slip,
Right back into my casket, grips half the task, but,
I can't seem to pull, myself up, I just can't grab,
Hold of the hands of my Mum and Dad,
Who reach for me in despair, desperate measures,
Who love me so much, to them I'm so precious,
But they dont know who Bez is, don't know my brain,
Thats why it keeps me up every night, in dreams afraid,
Insane I sweat buckets, fuck it, I sweat dreams,
Wake up in a wet mess, like I'm washing my sin clean,
One page ...

All I need is one page,
Just one page to show you,
To tell you, of me,
All I need, is one page,
Thats all I need,

One day I'm guna stand and be counted,
I'm sick of falling down, sick of being clowned but,
Until that day I'm a write like possessed,
Just to give you and insight to Bez, I'm blessed,
With this super talent that I keep hidden,
I know its God given, cos my life simply wasn't written,
It was made on purpose, to save the world cos,
My lyrics have a spirit, want the world to feel it,
Hear it, read it, as I shout it from the pulpit,
Cos I'm tired of the bullshit, tired of the girls,
Tired of drugs guess I'm tired of the world,
Cos the world's become an addict to itself,
Spinning on an axis of evil, destroy the shelves,
We ignoring her health, like I ignored myself,
Calling for a saviour, in need of help,
An he baptised me in water, through holy hands,
Saw my face through his flesh as he prayed for Bez,
My tears turned to wine, an I felt em drip,
All the way from heaven, couldnt help but lick,
My cheeks dry as best I could, blood of my blood,
Jesus saved me from the devil, I never felt so good,
Heard the organ play gently and I knew I'd be fine,
God saved me this time, I was lucky to survive,
Rolled the rock from my brain and felt the sunshine,
For I was re-born, happy to be alive,
All I need is one page,

All I need is one page,
Just one page to show you,
To tell you, of me,
All I need, is one page,
Thats all I need,

[da_notorious_mack]

dope

To a life thats better, I'll carry the cross,
Wishing I'd never met her, now I'm at a loss,
My smiles illuded, I've concluded my fate,
I believe but curse his name, I'm a fake,
Don't deserve to be saved, but I reach for skies,
Cos nobody at nights can hear my cries,



this almost got me outta the little writer block im going through lol

[QuietTruth]

That's gotta be one of the hottest ya dropped in a minute so far, esp. that 1st verse.