Existential

[Tanjential]

I Get Existential
I think souls could be rentals
how so? it's in my theory of soul transferrency
i was thinking alone one day when this thought occurred to me
that while we have the same mind and memories and life we change souls
how this works within rules,i don't know God made those
we go through different spirits,this is why we have mood swings
what do you think?
frankly,i don't believe it myself
but i think strangely
my beliefs and mentality manifest as one changeling
stupidity to me inspires intellegence
establishment gets me irreverent
reveling in depression
at times and it shows in my lyrical expressions
strong emotions frequently we all know undefiable
i want to express but indescribable
so i decide to confide
in some but when consequences come
my reactions? run,hide
you've obviously entered my mentality,well a portion
stances of reality get hella distortion
however once you're here,the thought is raw,no explanation
no justification,borderline psycho that's just whatcha facin
no stories,just a cross of mental ramblings,emotions,and poetry
easier to understand if it's for awhile you've been knowin me
some beliefs as follows
as stupid as i may appear i assure you this mind isn't hollow
tears and laughter,the 2 extremes emotionally
sonic or liquid streams makin approaches to me
At times negativity with me will monopolize
so i apologize
in advance
if you disagree with any stance
stances with me obviously things multiple
audacity,idiocy,you of must be full to pull
a trigger on another and eliminate their existence
to the rules not enough listen
ignoring equality thinking compared to others their life glistens
people quick to spray off
unleashin chaos,our full time in life will we get to stay ours?
my mind clouded by things that get to me
like them estrogen wielding feminine entities
desire lust obsession affection
they unleash these like afflictions
that i virtually can't eliminate
emotions towards women hate
and love of course
because i adore
and become involved in their lives and wonder what i am for
hate towards not certain ones but aspects of the species
i feel looked down upon like feces
also because my unlimited infinite love and affection isn't reciprocated
and i really at times just can't take it
i don't intend to whine
but i find myself these days more oftenly saying you ain't a friend of mine
pondering the end of time
will it be because of humans?or an outer emission
or will it be the truthful manifestations of predictions
of the sort biblical
frequently the subject of ridicule
gasp,i'm losing a decent grasp
halted,faulted,train of thought
ready to admit i'm just plain on top
of the ranks when it comes to lunacy
paranoid on what people could do to me
in other words my mind not operating at full efficiency
so i don't blame you if you're not listening
once more this is t
signing off,timing off,going off on Tanjints
attempting to leave things one way or another expansive
simply put i get existential
tell me could fully realize a humans mental potential
take a deep breath...let go
deeper breath let's go

peace-Tanjint