1998: Infinite 5'9" goes to school

[infinite59]

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I'd wake up searching for a reason to keep breathing/
Pushing myself forward by drinking caffiene accesively/
The Coffee over-stimulates me I'm Restless like Xzibit's LP/
Dependant upon it, just like the rap music I play to get my day started/
Listenin to hard shit to numb my senses, cause the world makes no sense to me/
Turning up the volume to drown out my moms bitchin/
and the various voices persistently in my head whispering/
Loosing my hearing my ear drums pop like I was Dilated Peoples/
Dialating my pupils I want to loose my vision so I can't see what I'm missing/
This home is a prison, in my mind there is much friction, lost in confusion/
Pleading for peace and morality like Confucius, my correct content is through virtue/
But what I'm used to is insanity, so I'm severly incapable of conforming/
I plead to be relieved from the legal consequences of my actions/
I lust for physical attraction so my mind can exscape in premature satisfaction/
Never lasting falling deep into obscurity, and my day is only beggining/
Soon I finish showering, the sun is rising, and I'm rushing for nothing/
Because this shit is pointless like those lines I'm learning about in math class/
But how can I learn when I can't stop staring at the teachers ass/
And how can she reach me, I can't be helped, I have no sense of self/
So what's here today is gone tomarrow, feelin like those kids did in Colorado/
This rap shit I listen to is ridiculed but it's critical in keeping me on an even keel/
So I can express myself and not do the same thing/
As those in Trenchcoats listening to Industrial Rock like Ramstien/
All these thoughts cloud my mind, so I climb back into bed and say fuck it!


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[maxi-padz]

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