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KrazySumwhat

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Re: i think KRazy just came back because....
« Reply #15 on: August 12, 2014, 12:37:26 AM »
 Beebs da man yo
 

Matty

Re: i think KRazy just came back because....
« Reply #16 on: August 12, 2014, 02:13:15 PM »
I aint playing no victim you guys just are very stubborn like a politician or religious person stuck in their beliefs despite evidence or other opinions being placed infront of you. eh, sall good.
 Yeah matty, your right, what has been seen cannot be unseen and once you get in too deep theres no way out.
 Ive really cut down on the drinking n go for walks n shit. Need to do more though.
 
 Quick question for yas, Would you prefer to fuck a 16 year old that looks 21 or a 21 year old that looks 16?
 

no way that's your compulsive/addictive side talking, rationalizing so you can continue. you can always restore the balance, but going cold turkey on jerking along with the other stuff is the way forward. find some forgiveness and acceptance. it's impossible to see clearly when you got sexual pleasures on the brain.

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Re: i think KRazy just came back because....
« Reply #17 on: August 12, 2014, 04:24:21 PM »
I think we all saw this coming.
 

Hack Wilson - real

Re: i think KRazy just came back because....
« Reply #18 on: August 12, 2014, 04:31:20 PM »
too bad you just paid them for the photo went home and jacked off

he probably holds them prisoner in his house
 

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Re: i think KRazy just came back because....
« Reply #19 on: August 13, 2014, 06:18:22 AM »
 

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KrazySumwhat

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Re: i think KRazy just came back because....
« Reply #21 on: August 19, 2014, 04:09:14 AM »
 That was actually quite a good read Matty. There is def some truth in that and i can def relate to it(whilst not entirely, quite alot).
 
 Without going into one of my infamous sky scraping posts/rants(yes i drink less now), Believe it or not, I was once like you guys, VERY against any pedo type shit(i still am as far as actual child abuse) and i turned down underaged girls when i was a teen and in my 20's who wanted me, I had no computer or mobile phone for ages, and had no interest in them.
 I had friends trying to talk me into getting a computer for YEARS before i finally got one and i used to go to my dads house to surf the internet because i never had it.
 Thinking back to my life i think there is shit from my younger days that happened and that i experienced that did contribute to the path i took, Older friends, parties, drugs, alcohol, my sister and her friends (lol), weirdo friends, anime, hentai, getting the internet, etc
 I went from being shy to being confident to being a binge drinking idiot to being an otaku like anime obsessed, porn surfing, on line gaming drink alone at home, etc.
 Not really sure how it all started but i do remember becoming more attracted to anime girls than real girls and playing games more than going out trying to get laid(when i did go out i just got blind drunk anyways), i used to be racist and disliked Asians so funny i now have a Asian fetish, I liked tentacle rape in hentai, which lead to live action tentacle porn, rape turned me on but never wanted to really do that shit lol, i guess all the anime n shit may have lead to the young girls and school girls which at first was only anime but then drifted into real(but NOT real kiddy porn), um fucked if i know where or when or how or why but yeah i remember seeing animal porn with girls with horses, then dogs, and so it happens, you fap to some fucked up shit and feel ashamed but your addicted.
 I mean i used to like normal porn, blow job porn, girl on girl porn but that became boring.
 I experienced picking up girls or being hooked up and one time i was fingering a 19 year old when i was 26 and she was like "fuck me!" and gave me head but i couldn't get it up, happened another time i was getting a blow job on one birthday(ugly bitch though) and stayed soft.
 Now this was prolly alcohol but i think maybe my porn fetishes could have something to do with it also?
 Ive even used a credit card at fetish sites where you can buy individual clips or or have one custom made! lol
 I remember just kissing a girl you'd get hard a s rock but i guess that's just being young and prolly wasn't always so drunk and my mind wasn't all fucked uplol...

 Uh oh its a mini sky scrapper!


 I just watched "abbies ultimate dance competition" or what ever and gowd dam, i really shouldn't watch that shit....
 Ive experienced fucked up dreams like what were mentioned in that article also.

 Hmmm....
 
 
 
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KrazySumwhat

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Re: i think KRazy just came back because....
« Reply #22 on: August 19, 2014, 04:27:47 AM »
 Aw fuck a long post like dat!

 Serious though, no trolling, can you guys answer my question?

 Would you rather fuck a 16 year old who looks 21 or a 21 year old who looks 16? or option three, neither because iam a faggot?
 
 
 

Matty

Re: i think KRazy just came back because....
« Reply #23 on: August 19, 2014, 11:24:26 AM »
Without going into one of my infamous sky scraping posts/rants(yes i drink less now), Believe it or not, I was once like you guys, VERY against any pedo type shit

of course you were, the mind and it's cravings are totally conditioned. you're not the only person out there to fallen into this stuff, there's some good science out there (lots on that site) about the effects of porn/fetish induced dopamine - it's more physically addictive than any 'drug'. and loads of anecdotal stuff from people who cut down/stop and dramatic changes occur in their lives and experience of things. addictions/intoxicated states of mind only cover the pain and ultimately do more harm by desensitizing us to reality, compounding depression, anxiety, you name it. most importantly, what's conditioned can be unconditioned.

KrazySumwhat

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Re: i think KRazy just came back because....
« Reply #24 on: August 20, 2014, 02:39:54 AM »
 But time cannot be reversed.
 

Matty

Re: i think KRazy just came back because....
« Reply #25 on: August 20, 2014, 10:43:09 AM »
But time cannot be reversed.

true but that doesn't matter, no use crying over spilt milk :P

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Re: i think KRazy just came back because....
« Reply #26 on: August 20, 2014, 11:43:07 AM »
hes basically saying something happened to him when he was young that was traumatic and that it probably didnt reoccur to him like a lot of abuse victims how bad it was tilll later in life and now he cant manage the after effects on his own i think.

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« Reply #27 on: August 20, 2014, 12:03:08 PM »
Lmaoooo
 

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Re: i think KRazy just came back because....
« Reply #28 on: August 20, 2014, 12:08:58 PM »
....or nah?

Matty

Re: i think KRazy just came back because....
« Reply #29 on: August 20, 2014, 08:35:56 PM »
i dunno if krazy alluded to any big chilhood trauma, just sexual frustrations what from i've seen. either way its uprootable, there's too much shame in all that weird stuff. some hawthorne would help.