Author Topic: Relapse  (Read 466 times)

Ebony Zebedee

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« on: March 24, 2017, 05:31:57 PM »
I hate it wen these fuckin tears come to my eyes and Im reminded of all the lies, sleep deprived and worried inside that its just another devilish design to kill my good vibes wonderin “why?”
What the fuck did I do, to them or him or any motherfucker, even you, yeah you, that constant voice that flips and changes, assumes all dangers and pervades my conscious till im so confronted with doubts and fears cos I don’t want yas.
Not them dogs from my past or those devils of my present who don’t relent, I try repentence but I don’t even know why I was sentenced.
Its like a lucky draw of a card that keeps comin up red, like ive been flagged for what? I don’t brag! Im soft.
Im sick of this constant drag on my esteem and confidence, I tried confession but the problem was I got no confidants.
So I console myself, as best as I can knowing no man got my best interest but me. And that’s about as free as I get