Author Topic: Im time consuming! (Read 90 times)

Inspectah · « **on:** April 29, 2003, 03:38:42 PM »

*Over the last 8/9 months i've bin through some shit, and its made me tough, and has made me grow up to quickly, in that i........well heres how i feel things are.. check it.

I've grown up and matured to quickly and way to fast/
Even out-grown my genre, over-took straight past/
I want to be the person i once was, be happy at last/
But i cant break out of the wall keeping me there, trapped in my cast/

Ok, picture being put through pain every hour of the day/
Thinking if the mood will get better, what way will it sway?/
Being caught in the middle at such a young age/
Has taken its affect on me to quick to grow at one stage/
I think i've matured to soon, now im searching for mischief/
To get back my old self again, but theres always disbelief/
I know deep down, its the same ol'person underneath/
I just hope you both come to grips with your sons defeat/
Little did you know, or attempt to realise i've taken my seat/
Watched it all infront of my eyes, never wanting a repeat/
Once you feel what im feeling, our relationship wont be concrete/

What you dont see is im lying for you both/
Everytime im told to keep it qiet, i must swear by oth/
Watching every move i make, so i dont slip up, still not slowing my growth/
My mind was vunerable, but has now become strong willed/
As i face my fears, open my eyes, look no tears, now 100% wise, ever so skilled/
Being put through decitefulness for the peace of both sides/
Which one am i protecting? not you, but myself from guilt, coz i've lied/
I've not let it get to me, but im feeling the side-effects, ignoring i've tried/
So nows the time, for you to acknowledge im alive and living, the outcome you'll decide/