Why Do I Feel So Sad by Bez

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Why Do I Feel So Sad? by Bez

Sometimes when I awake from my sleep,
Can't belive that my life has come to this, so I weep,
I never thought I would come to hate the day,
But I wish I could just pack up and run away,
My life's like a cycle, sick of spinnin around,
I wanna do so many things, but I ain't aloud,
The world seems so big, I got so little time,
I wanna find somewhere to live, somewhere I feel fine,
Sick of being stationary, wanna travel the globe,
I need to find love and peace but all I can do is hope,
This lands gotta see some changes, its losin its beauty,
People turnin into strangers, people turnin to cruelty,
Hate the way I'm liven, people can't look at my face,
God I hope I'm forgiven but I fuckin hate this place,
You build a world for love, a place for us to succeed,
Now people take pride in watchin other people bleed,
My eyes have run out of tears, look what we cudda had,
I guess we'll keep of fadin, thats why I feel so sad,

(Chorus)  Back in the day people loved one another,
Someone would go outter there way just to help a brother,
Now people have stop carin, no more sharin, lendin a hand,
I guess I feel sad cos were destroyin our land, we so sick

Dear mama, you know your appreciated,
Gave me a shot at life an even though I hate it,
Shit shouldent sweat me, should let shit be,
Every person that under esitmates me, to me is my enemy,
I'm always down in the dumps, shit never goes my way,
Can't wait to see the day I come up trumps, that will be the day,
I'm a fool and I'm fallin, soon I'll be crawlin,
Beggin for a bite to eat but ya'll still ignornin,
How can life be this way, wish my brain would help,
Everyday I pray to God to get me outter this hell,
Feel like I'm stuck in a jail, another rottin soul,
I wish I had a button I could press to take control,
And I don't know, why life has turned so sour,
When I was little I was like Heman, I had the power,
Now I'm a nottin a no-one, another lost victim,
If I should die, would people know that I'm gone, would they be missin,
I doubt they would care, proberly for the best,
Love has now grown rare, life's such a mess,
Ever since I was born, I've been under estimated,
But to myself I have sworn to never let be hated,
Cos if I don't love me, then dam who will,
I make myself so sad, I give my spine a chill,
Dam I'm so sad,

(Chorus)  Back in the day people loved one another,
Someone would go outter there way just to help a brother,
Now people have stop carin, no more sharin, lendin a hand,
I guess I feel sad cos were destroyin our land, we so sick

Now I pray on my knees for life to end so quick,
I've been here for 17 year and Jeez and sick,
Hate the bullin, the racism, the downfalls so hurtful,
But I do give respect to a handful of people,
Faces that never stop smilin, always awake joyful,
Wouldent dare to start lyin, always remain loyal,
Their the people that deserve riches, fuck the greedy bitches,
One thousand untold stories can be told my my pictures,
Tales of horror, saddness, laughter and joy,
Strange of the stories you can obtain from a boy
I'm just angry at the system, life a game to be played,
Nobody will just sit and listen, I feel trapped, enslaved,
So I'm sad at the way I'm thinkin about my life,
Sittin remencisin, wishin I could go back and make it right,

(Chorus)  Back in the day people loved one another,
Someone would go outter there way just to help a brother,
Now people have stop carin, no more sharin, lendin a hand,
I guess I feel sad cos were destroyin our land, we so sick