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Infinite Trapped in 1996

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Empty on the inside
« on: September 15, 2018, 01:42:29 PM »
Empty, spiritually void, and distant
Prison of impersonating a person
Lost man disappeared, John Gault
And I guess itís everyone elseís fault
Dead beat dad of a dead beat donor
Dolly the sheep 1998 watching Star Warsóclone wars
Beautiful sister of dreams and of disappointments
Family is a fucked up massacre of mirages and Iím the worst one
Not a saint but a sinner
I used to have a good heartóremember
I used to impart on a partially impoverty salary
My only problem used to be my job
Fucked up career and retarded scholarly
Now I got a suit and tie and an even more fucked up life
Now I got a step mother, step father
And a sister that all consider me illegitimate
Iím a piece of shit I regret the day I was fuckin born
A cursed sperm from test tube from donor
Hiding behind a document and cursed kid
And fucked up mentality and they all fucking hate me
And hate what I become, a fucked up son
A worthless brother spreading misery to whoever
A dickhead addicted and conflicted and twisted
Growing a day older getting no better
Just much worser wishing I was still in the 90ís
Behind a cable TV or the 80ís pushing up
A 4 leaf clover my life is fuckin over
The cursed sperm of a deadbeat donor
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"I will make records as big or bigger than Death Row".   -Dre, Source 1996

"I didn't do nothing but make people money and I didn't leave nobody high and dry.  Any album (on death row) people are going to check for.  But it's time for Dre to worry about Dre.  I'm focused on the new Snoop Doggs, not like that but you know what I mean."

Dre -  Source 1996 cover

"Eminem will be bigger than Michael Jackson as long as he doesn't change."

-Dre, Rolling Stones mag 1999 Em cover

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Re: Empty on the inside
« Reply #1 on: September 27, 2018, 09:20:05 PM »
empty like a hollow tip
itís tempting just to follow sccit
but once the devil reaches u, the venting will just swallow it
the best thing is to stop and think, why does insecurity consume u?
my answers not definitive, but u let inferiority confuse u
superiority is possessed by those with a godly poise
u can do it too, but u chose not, thatís an oddly choice
odd enough to run with demons, talkin bout ďsuburban gangstasĒ
grew up in a melting pot, what not to be i learned from wankstas
i wanna thank ya for the visit that ended what we coulda built on
my talents dormant, soul survival, regardless tho my word is still bond
 

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Re: Empty on the inside
« Reply #2 on: October 28, 2018, 10:37:09 AM »
empty like a hollow tip
itís tempting just to follow sccit
but once the devil reaches u, the venting will just swallow it
the best thing is to stop and think, why does insecurity consume u?
my answers not definitive, but u let inferiority confuse u
superiority is possessed by those with a godly poise
u can do it too, but u chose not, thatís an oddly choice
odd enough to run with demons, talkin bout ďsuburban gangstasĒ
grew up in a melting pot, what not to be i learned from wankstas
i wanna thank ya for the visit that ended what we coulda built on
my talents dormant, soul survival, regardless tho my word is still bond

Thanks for the reminder
Repenting at the devils diner
Canít get in, friend of Petey
No friend of mine,
Yeah Iím guilty
I committed the crime
And Iím committed to battle
And Iím committed to the game
Fucked up loyalty
Since my pops went anonymous with his name
Guess Iíve done the same
So instead I came up in rap
A fucked up childhood
Guess MC Eiht taught me bout that
G and in him
Quik taught me what I couldnít see
So you became my rival
When I kushed out underneath a California Palm Tree
Yeah I bailed early
That part you got right about me
But I came back strong
Battlin toe to toe with KCís #3
Lost 2-1 in the battle city circuit
While you were paying thousands to strippers
Just to pull they skirt up
In your rap videos
But I wonít speak on that
I fucked up Sccit, and Iíve admitted to that
But I committed it to rap
Cause thatís the culture of the fatherless child
So go ahead and kick a man while heís down
I belong underground, defaced, and defiled
But that sound you hear when you down in the dumps
Is Pacís Ambitionz of a Ridahí
Bumping out the speakers and such
Of cars INC Ridin
On the golden eraís Chariot
I was listening to rap
While u was just hearing it
I was battlin back
While you was on some scary shit
I was developin craft
While u was withcraftin cutting a sheep
I was expressing the depths
A still alive PAC still pictured rollin top down in a jeep
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"I will make records as big or bigger than Death Row".   -Dre, Source 1996

"I didn't do nothing but make people money and I didn't leave nobody high and dry.  Any album (on death row) people are going to check for.  But it's time for Dre to worry about Dre.  I'm focused on the new Snoop Doggs, not like that but you know what I mean."

Dre -  Source 1996 cover

"Eminem will be bigger than Michael Jackson as long as he doesn't change."

-Dre, Rolling Stones mag 1999 Em cover

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