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Prayer #4
« on: November 10, 2019, 08:09:12 PM »
Thank you for today God
Your generosity abounds
I feel guilty
Am I ungrateful?
Love and joy was felt and found
I’m fortunate
Provided for
Through both yours and men’s good deeds
I’m reflecting
Not objecting
Just wonder where this straight path leads
So many have so much less
Yet I can’t provide them or assure
My naivety is seen as week
Just as my charity seems flawed
I’ve become accustomed to reclusivity
Having been burned more than once
Yet I’ve been granted so many chances
Just can’t trust as others put up fronts
So God
Although I’m grateful for all you bless me with
I still need some assurance
I still need to persist
I still need a sense of security
Which leads me once again
To ponder potential realities felt and lived by many men
I know we have free will
I know man is greedy
I feel their hate
I know they feel entitled abusing others
I know they prey and instigate
I know I am at risk and although it be not your design
Many men feel justified committing heinous crimes
Now I’m feeling unjust
Ungrateful
Unworthy
Undermined
Although I intended to just thank you for today
So I guess I’ll try
I’ll try to remain positive
I’ll to try to keep my faith
Be kind
With sensibility
Humility
Modesty
Whilst keeping in mind
That I’m best to keep my guard up
As I know others are inclined
To take advantage
Mislead and profit from another man’s demise