There's No Excuse For Abuse

[BONeZ POMeZ]

We sposed to be planning for our futures but my mind’s stuck in the past
Not sure when they’re gunna get me
Guess I’ll just have to wait
Can’t ask
All they do is lie to me
Manipulate
Misconstrue
I’ve no one to depend on bar my self and I’m a fool
I retaliated
Now I’m hated
No one cares if I’m insane
Infact that’s just another avenue of which they’ll inflict their shameless pain
I’ve made it this far
Yet with favour
As I’m convinced I’m not alone
Considering the consequences it’s obvious mercy has been shown
I can’t take back my mistakes
They’re entitled to their hate
I consider my own emotions valid despite their attempt to eliminate
I’ve wronged folks outta pride, ego, disdain and sin
I’m struck on where I’ll end up
Not sure where this all begins
It seems I’m best to just ignore as they lust over the rise
Where they instigate and antagonate
I’ve taken the bait many times
It’s all been done before
Devils want me to describe
All the sickening and disgusting threats that run through my poor my mind
I can’t stop em
No one to trust
Got nowhere to turn or hide
And I know that many men have designs on my demise
I guess this is my story
Although I’m not the author
Just the muse
It’s a tired tale
I know I’ll fail
Yet many will excuse