Author Topic: Ballad Of A Nobody  (Read 115 times)

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Ballad Of A Nobody
« on: November 17, 2019, 04:38:48 AM »
Suppose Iíll just have to accept defeat
Canít beat em all
Why try
They tell ya ďDonít give upĒ
Should I just swing wildly and blind?
I have no fear of death as that would be sweet mercy
Iím terrified of torture
They lust with rage over hate and hurting
These Devils in my mind want minute details of abuse
They want me to describe vividly the measures theyíll put to use
They try to tell me Iím delusional
Iíve evidence of the facts
The constant afflictions
Itís not suspicions
Itís basic
I have evidence
They canít retract
The system is corrupt
Just as the faculty
They OD'd me at 21
I hadnít started nobody
Woke up strapped to a gurney
Nurse rubbing the defibrillators together
I was bare chested showing my tatt that means forever
I asked ďWhy are you doing this?Ē
They said ďYou were being aggressiveĒ
Passed out
Woke up in a psych ward
Ever since I just been stressing
I wonít go into any long-winded professions of abuses Iíve incurred
Nobody cares what Iíve seen, felt, dealt with or simply heard
All I know is Iím at risk
Others too
How can I help anyone if Iím being made to feel so confused
No one cares
Or theyíre aware but they got their own skin to save
Maybe I should once again attempt to end up in an early grave
Then again
Theyíll just revive me
I know they lust over suffering and pain
I know they consider it a feat to call me insane
I donít trust no one
From the highest to the low
People are so quick to pounce on weaknesses no matter where you go
I think of those whoíve come before
How can I win if they lost
How can I overcome an enemy that will degrade at any cost