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« on: January 31, 2020, 04:45:47 AM »
Will they kidnap me
Torture me
Whore me
What’s instore
Life is just a series of abuses
I’m sure
I’m at my wit’s end
Tried to take my life countless times
The voices tell me to try again
Am I better off dead than alive
I’ve been so ignorant
Gullible
Now all I feel is defeat
Nobody wants to save me
My life is just cheap
I used to be blindly confident
Arrogant
Nowadays I’m a shell of my former self
Barren
Spent
I’m homeless
Schizophrenic
Ugly and old
I don’t think anyone would be desperate enough to favour me
I just fold
They’ll pounce on my weaknesses
They thrive on abuse
I was raised by these Devils
Born D.O.A.
There’s no use
It’s obtuse to suggest I have nothing to fear
Yet over and over they lie
All is not as it appears
I try to tell myself for all I suffer God will reward
I’ve got nothing to lose by believing in the Lord
They’ve been on my tail since I was a mere child but they’ll convince everybody my demise is a prize
They have us applauding the torment of suckaz like me
I snitched because nobody cares if I’m free
I’m supposed to envy my enemy
They call me a slave
They accuse me of wrongdoing when they’re all so depraved
And my torment isn’t going to impact mankind
A few people will prosper the more they deprive
I tried to do good but that’s bad to my foes
I’m just a nobody know nothing bitch they call BONeZ
I don’t wanna drag anybody else down too
So I live the life of a remorseful recluse





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