I'm over it

[Ebony Bree Caple]

I’m disgusted in myself for trusting anyone on this earth
All I’ve learnt is that I’m useless and only worthy to be hurt
I saw more within myself
Yet the resounding opinion seems to be
That my only purpose is to be misled by greedy, devils who forever need from me
And I’ve got nothing
I’m homeless
No family
No friends
Welfare is my only income
Still they all expect I share my ends
They wanna rob my of very being
Everything I’ve got
Until I’m nothing but a shell and even then they’ll never stop
So I’m not trying vainly to meet demands
I’m not putting any effort into pleasing man
I’m not keeping up appearances
I’m not trying to fit in
I’m not looking for acceptance
Or shaming myself for sin
I’m not explaining shit
I’m not trying for some form of sanctuary
I’m not running
I’m not coming
I’m not expectant of reprieve
I’m disgusted by existence
I don’t belong
Just wanna cut ties with this world
Take my soul and move along