In Loving Memory

['Illicit']

A Day In May

over the years a lot had changed
I grew older and went my ways
though my love didnt go astray
no never, it always remained
when I was a kid you and me
spent so much time having fun
and now I cant believe
the time of moving on has begun
at times of crisis I sought your council
you helped as much as you possibly could
now who do I consult when I need guidance
to help me solve problems the way I should
your gone, thats a fact
but its hard to come by it
with more weight on my back
dont worry I will try it
you got sick and turned depressed
and now your healed of your pain
like a lost game of chess
move, checkmate, game
in some way I'm happy for you
you finally got what you wanted
30th of may your life was due
though its not what I wanted
it hurts but I wont cry
you probably wouldnt me to anyway
I just hope I will continue to do right
and you still know my love for you is eternal, everyday
I could go on writing poems endlessly
but I cant express whats inside
but now you can see what I see
and mentally read whats on my mind
your lookin down and I look up
for I will never see or feel you
but I know you got my back
whenever I really need you
I know its not my fault
but I aint even gonna lie
it hurts to know your gone
and I couldnt say goodbye...

In Loving Memory of my Dear Grandmother, may she Rest In Peace wherever she went. I love You


please no feedback like "Im sorry" or any kind of condolence shit, I heard it too many times already and its only been 2 damn days... I know yall woulda jus been tryin to be respectful and nice but I jus had to post this and get some shit off my chest, on top I'll be gone for the next couple of days, so any battle or whatever goin on, please respect and accept it.

peace yall.

[Ignyte]

man thats some pretty dope shit, alot of feel in it.

[KVB]

Good shit. That was a real heartfelt poem, props on that.

[Inspectah]

Well Ceeride, mayne that was some buetiful writing there, it touched man, and i feel ya when someone you loved dies, it takes its toll on your feelings, and it makes you realise you only really miss someone or something when its gone...

Sorry to hear, and i hope you can deal with the pain as well as you have expressed in your poem.. If ya need to talk im here...

Peace - Indy

['Illicit']

thanks yall,  yeah I'll get back to you indy, jus need some time for myself right now.

[Reef]

That was touching man.. Some really deep thoughts put accross... If you ever need 2 talk.. Then just holla..

[TheSheriff]

  wonderful

[gyrl1da]

damn homie. that was some heartfelt ish right there. i won't OD u wit the sympathy. just know that the end is often just a new beginning. peace 2 u and ur fam.

BTW, sorry i didnt get 2 battle u b4 my retirement...lol. u probably woulda slayed me anyway.  

['Illicit']

thanks yall, thats one tight ass pic you got owen, wit the Poetic Underground, and Gyrl, its aight, jus woulda been a battle, no need to apologize you had ur reasons I respect that totally.

peace to yall.