It's April 23, 2024, 03:55:38 AM
I don't want to be so naieve to think that I feel differently than anybody else in love, but man... it's been 10 years. I would have found somebody else by now if I had the potential to love someone else like this. Nobody else has even been close. I've had crushes, I've dated girls, I've had dozens of friends that were girls, etc. and nobody even puts the slightest move on my heart like this chick. So I've just decided not to fuck around anymore, and throw my best at it.
correct me if i'm wrong.. but why are you talkin seriously about marriage if you aren't even 'together' ?sure joking around.. but dont ya think ya getting a bit ahead of yaself?you don't have to be married to be with someone you love and care about... plus she already said she doesnt want to get married..hell yeah go for it.. but dont rush in all guns blazing.. let it mature just 'be around her' and you'll see..does she know you're thinkin about moving out there?are you assuming you're going to live with her right away out there?have you asked her about that? is she cool with it?ps.. had to say this, and i dont know where.. but if it -isn't- going anywhere.. sounds like you're gonna need closure to move on.. its not that you cant find, or that there isnt anyone else, it sounds like you're hung up on her and won't let yourself see anyone else, because in your head nothing compares to her.
you know.. its funny.. i was watching big brother just now... and they had this dating thing.. and they said..."if you cant be with the one you love, love the one you're with"make sense?
Nah, love's awesome.