i think ive lost it too

[hope glimmers]

so i got this guy, falls at my feet
does, buys anything for me
but at the end of the day who really cares
if at the end of the day, you want an affair
yeah I love him I really do
but I never really got you
and it still kills me to know
that I wasn’t below
but I understand and im sorry
so tonight ill drink Bacardi
and ill drink for ya
have a few for ya
cuz you know inside im dyin
if I say im ok, im lyin
its always been just a façade
I know love’s an act of god
But I hate him right now
Because he let us break our vows
You know what they were about
Boy my eyes don’t got a drought
But theres nothing we can do
I broke our vow too
And I tried to stay true
But I don’t have a clue
About what ya feel
And if its for real
But I gotta see us through
And then maybe, I can finally  have you
I aint jinxing me and my man
In the end, I wanna boy in a clan
But we’ll work it through, day by day
Hell, for you id turn him gay




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