Still going strong!

[bez]

Now they tell me I got no future,
Build me up then shoot me down like my names Martin Luther,
Vest aint bullet proof neither, so I'm actually scared,
Blessed by God so when the reaper comes I'm well prepared,
My life aint deserved, I lost the plot, an got no ambition,
Stealing off the system, for what?, to pay my tuition,
Moneys somewhat of a religion, so I pray for it on knees,
Asking Lord please give me the seeds to grow money trees,
An I'll have green leaves, but wealth cant help,
Cos I've been the hell, you dont know what I've felt,
The shit I've smelt, this lifes dealt me a trump card,
Been scared for life an really I'm a chump God,
A punk boss with a gangstas mentality for liven,
Should be pleased with this life I've been given,
But it has been given, I dont feel like its been earned,
Cos I've had it so easy and I just aint learned,
Sounds obsurd dont it, but I gotta act mean,
Cos I've heard that girls only like guys that lean,
An behave obscene and drug deal to get cream,
Maybe this life for me is somewhat of a dream,
My future aint foreseen so I gotta snap out,
Before I get knocked out before the end of the bout,
COs I dunno what lifes about, so who am I to say,
But until my dying day I will live it my way!