your like breathing, became a necessity in my life

[hope glimmers]

when i look you look back?
e'rything you say to throw me off track
but baby i dont know what i need
outta this obsession we always feed
but i have to talk to you whenever its alright
your like breathing, became a necessity in my life
i think about you all the ti me, day or night
dont worry though, ill make it right
ill fix our problems, turn us around
been longing for that sweet sound
of you, callig out my name
with a promise of no games
and that time has come, that time has passed
but in the past weve always burned and crashed
so im weary about it happening, about the truth in your claims
do you really love me, or is it just another game
do you really mean what you said
why should i chose you instead
is it because we shared the love in our minds, not in person?
all in our heads, it was just a lovely vision
of happiness, of love of a life together
being about to withstand all weather
is it all true, all that you write
or its it just whatever flows that night?
are you really even real, feels like you in my head
so i wanna know is it true, all that you said?
if so, then tell me how much
cuz your only in my head and such
im like a standard without a cluth
without you, a broken messed up clutz
answer my questions tell me no lies
no matter how hard, just try
do it the only way you know how
through songs its all i can take right now

[hope glimmers]

i was asked by a few what this means, so here it is......

theres this guy, who in the past has pushed me away, and now, he says he loves me still, but im with this new guy, but still have feelings for this other guy, bc hes amazing.  so i wanted to know the truth to how he feels about me once and for all, bc sometimes hes all over talking to me and stuff, other times he just could care less, so i dont know what im supposed to do with that...unless i knew how he really realllllllllllly felt about me....


so there it is, just one aspect of my crazy life.

[bez]

Deep