What Am I Ment To Do (quick scripture)

[HighRolla]

I'm Constantly turning back to see whats following me//
Palms clenched together tight to free the deamon sorrowin me//
Jesus hes borrowin me, i want my soul back by tommorow ya see//
Im worried it might be three that hes swollowin me//
In these 21 hours what am i ment to do, i cant stay true//
My parents are through, my glocks rested ive smoked ma crew//
Im 'insignificant' people say 'who', Fuck the world by one- die by two//
In words i unravel tha show, like a stalk tha story will grow,
My life will always bestow struggle and thug pain eternally i know//
My path contradicts what they said, i aint rich or wearin tha thread//
I was born with a beast in tha head, Life gave nothin but rapid lead//
crime scenes and blood shed, my friends bein pumped before bed//
Metal and death always bein spread, workin like a dog for tha bread//
God provide me a road with never ending lights, for ever insight
No bumps no fright, people sayin im tight, no holes by night//
Just pen n paper i write, ill stay loyal to you no fight//
One chance to remain bright under your forever sunlight//