The Realest Ish I've Ever Wrote to A Female

[Political Gangsta]

Letter I just wrote to an x-girl.

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Okay..... about 5 months ago I wrote something similar to this and it was very, very close, but not exact.  This is it.  I finally put it together what happened between you and me, it's like a wieght on my shoulder blades has been lifted.  Okay, it's simple as this.....

Most people go through life never really taking anything or anyone seriously.  Because to take someone seriously, you run the risk of suffering serious emotional damage, and in the same vien it is extremely difficult to attempt to really understand someone, because people are so complex. Meaning, we can't be broken down in black and white.

Now, whether it was when you were here, or after you left, at one point I made a conscious desicion that for once in my life, I was going to take something seriously 100% I was going to take you seriously, every bit of you.  But then, you never did end up taking me seriously, I tried over and over again to get you to take me seriously, and you never did and still don't.  So that's it.  Maybe I've gained from it anyway, but I could of lost completely everything, but luckily I pulled through and I'm probably better off for it.

So that's my conclusion.  Peace. ~1~

[ZILLA THA GOODFELLA]

Damm, yea I feel that dude, Good Shit.

['Illicit']

hey, that actually just helped me with the problem i had tryin to forget this one girl in my life......

thanks brother

salaam