It's May 11, 2024, 05:56:15 AM
my throat hurts, its hard to swallow, and my body feels like i got a serious ass beating.
Yeah there is no doubt that there have been some profound changes in how I view things. I think an even better question would be why it took so long for me to reach the level of understanding of a 10 year old (It's a good question because I'm not entirely sure how I would answer it). I think you remember having said to me I should read more on the issue. I did.These days I'm a devout fan of people like Noam Chomsky (It's true what they say about this guy he really is genius) and Yisrael Shahak. Of course this didn't happen right away.First I've gone through some changes in my private life that helped me gain some perspective. I have become aware of how many things I took for granted were actually figments of someone else's imagination. I've learned how deceitful Nationalist indoctrination was used to replace my natural sense of morality. I was at first kinda pissed at you guys for being so aggressive back when we had our 6 pages debates. These days I'm having similar debates with friends and family members (And I can tell you they are often pissed at me almost as much). I have adapted a great deal of that Anarcho-syndicalist thought Chomsky has been promoting over the years. The more I read into it the more I like it. I am these days much more equipped with critical thought that allowes me to extricate myself from systems of thought control and idelogical subordination. I have to admit it's a never-ending effort.
I think it's just a way for people to take what they want from history and leave out what they want in order to create some kind of common identity with a common goal, and lay claim to a piece of land to which this "group" has historical ties.