Bad Guy

[bez]

I want you all to say hi, to the bad guy,
I done some wrong, like everyone,
This is my story, I'll tell it truth, I'll be honest,
Don't judge me, cos you will be judged,
When the time comes, we're all here as one,
So when one becomes none, remember we are all gunna be judged,
For our sins,

Coming up as a youth, I tried to be hard,
Wrong crowd in school, hanging round in the yard,
Leaving grounds for lunch, I'm in wit the wrong bunch,
But I did what I did to avoid a punch,
A chubby kid that loved home on Friday,
I made up tales I was hangin round my way,
Tried my best to be good but teachers fucked,
Me up, in such a way I showed em no love,
Say hi to the bad guy but thanks to pubs,
Opened my eye to drunk boxing, bare knuckle gloves,
Swingin and dodging, running no option,
Smacked that lad in town for absolutely nothin,
Haha, not really, he swore right at me,
Didn't realise I was with my army,
Marched up on him, face met ground,
I reach in and pull his mate out from the crowd,
Say its ok, and sucker punch that dude,
Just as another mate puts in the boot,
Felt some regret, but my time will come,
If I meet em again then I guess its on,
Will I lay and let em hit or spar back knowin,
I might be grown but I'm definetly oweing em,

Every other week, another fucking drama,
Every other month, waitin for karma,
I was fighting every night, swinging for life,
Wheel locks can't stop me rolling, so hyped,
I was out getting stoned, loving gettin blown,
Unlikely a whitey would stop me in the morn,
Became a fucking vandal, smashing up cars,
Hittin wingmirrors so hard it leaves em sharred,
Developed a hatred for police when one of em pushed,
I screamed 'its a fucking joke' an I was in cuffs,
Christmas eve cell, turns to Christmas day hell,
Parents don't know, aint got the courage to tell,
This bad guy's a leaf, there's like two sides,
And neither of em cares if I live or die,
But stay on side please cos all enemies,
Have ended up on knees, even after years,
Bez comes out on top, always so what?
Against me, its like a bidding war, you lost the plot,
Every year I get harder, every day I get smarter,
Bez never stationary, I'm writing with a parker,
Stolen, if broken don't fix the situation,
Everything I've always wanted, I've taken,
No delegating,

Now something more serious, this year so delirious,
I can even remember what made me turn to this,
Chest all achy, heart all breaky,
Hands unsteady, all nervous and shakey,
Wanted to relax, didn't think about relapse,
Just thought about white, outright, few bags,
Sniffing and snorting, health ignorning,
Guess at that time I found life boring,
Toilets became a second home, never felt so alone,
Pupils bigger than a kept behind ten year old,
But broke the mold as I kicked the habit,
Left the dope to the dopes, fuck em they can have it,
Good to be back on this planet, spaceship left?
Never say never, cos I'm the bad guy, Bez