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Adult Life: Nothing Like I Thought It Would Be
infinite59:
Today I was driving, listening to "All Eyez On Me" my favorite album from jr. high... I happened to drive by my jr. high school, and I was thinking about how much different life is at 19, from what I thought it would be like at 14.
When I was a kid in school, everyone knew me, and noticed what I did, I started to develop an unrealistic view of the world. I didn't really picture the world in a large perspective as in trillions of people. It was all about what I was doing, and where I lived, as if that was the world.
Now I'm an adult. And the world doesn't know me. And doesn't notice the things that I do. You begin to realize that you are just one human, one homosapien, out of the trillions and trillions that have inhabited earth for millions and millions of years.
I think many, myself included, struggle in the transition from boy, teenager, to man, realizing that they are no longer as important in the grand scheme of things as they once imagined.
Some people take this realization and think, I ain't shit, this world is so big, and I ain't shit, I'm just nobody from nowhere.
Fortunately however, I have learned that I am a child of God's, (Allah's) Creation, Earth. And that one day, my physical life will come to an end and I will 'bind back' with the creation, the Earth, God, Allah. That we are all one large unit living under a grand design, and striving for excellence as a whole rather then individually. One Love, One Nation, One God the Creator, Allah the most high.
Therefore I strive to play my part on earth and enjoy the beauty of god's design. Life is an eternal struggle for the human aspect of our existence is weak. I ask that Allah giudes us on the straight path. The path of which rivers flow beneath us, and love and beauty surrounds. And I ask that if I fall, he continues to breathe the breath of life, filling my lungs with hope that I can once again succeed. One life, One love, One God (Allah), One Nation.
HBKid_Jr:
--- Quote ---Today I was driving, listening to "All Eyez On Me" my favorite album from jr. high... I happened to drive by my jr. high school, and I was thinking about how much different life is at 19, from what I thought it would be like at 14.
When I was a kid in school, everyone knew me, and noticed what I did, I started to develop an unrealistic view of the world. I didn't really picture the world in a large perspective as in trillions of people. It was all about what I was doing, and where I lived, as if that was the world.
Now I'm an adult. And the world doesn't know me. And doesn't notice the things that I do. You begin to realize that you are just one human, one homosapien, out of the trillions and trillions that have inhabited earth for millions and millions of years.
I think many, myself included, struggle in the transition from boy, teenager, to man, realizing that they are no longer as important in the grand scheme of things as they once imagined.
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so your finally starting to lose your ideals
Luni:
that waz some deep shit there, i feel ya on that.
Doggystylin:
yo infinite deep shit there couldnt agree and feel ya more......i respect even more everytime u spit knowledge like this
infinite59:
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so your finally starting to lose your ideals
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Explain yourself...... But honestly, I know exactly what you meant by your little comment. Your trying to suggest that because I'm religous, I've forgotten everything I'm about, that I've forgotten my individual self, and that I'm conforming to something that I am not....... but your completely wrong, and short-sighted. For I now have more confidence, that I am a part of God's design and creation, and that gives my life added importance, and gives me the motivation to add my own individual mark on this world, and do my part as a citizen of the world.
We all have an essence that is unique, something to add to the grand scheme of things. And you can lose sight of that very easily. If you forget your place in the world.
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