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Doesnt even feel like Christmas

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Pillow:
doesnt feel like christmas at all. i remeber last year at this time me, my ucle, dad, grandma, mom, and cuzzin were all jus chillen as a famliy havin a good time sitten around the christmas tree.....

This year we dont even have a tree up, most of my famliy dont even get along anymore, my uncle and dad both died, and i am addicted to weed....damn....my life is goin down tha drain for real....this shit sucks....

EM28:
i'm sorry to hear about your dad and uncle blanket.  Yeah it doesn't feel as good as it did last year.  But it still feels somewhat like christmas.  I think my family is going to see 8 crazy nights tonight and go look at peoples lights and shit.

Peace

Trauma-san:
Yeah Tin, I hear ya.  I've got this one picture that sticks in my mind, from 2 years ago of my dad handing my brother a christmas present, and he's looking over his glasses, it's just an awesome picture, he looks all happy and stuff.  I can't even stand to look at photo albums anymore, but it haunts me.  This year's christmas sucks, my family is nonexistant, too.  Basically, it's me and my little brother.  My mom has never been much into anything, and my other brother lives with his girl and never visits.  I feel an obligation to hang out with my brother constantly, so that he doesn't grow up screwed up, but man, life with a dead dad sucks, especially at christmas.  I honestly have this "I could give a sh*t" attitude about most things anymore, it's hard to shake, but I try my best.  I'll rise above one day, you will too.  Peace~

King Tech Quadafi:
damn....yall got it ruff....i dont know what i would do w/o my pops, probably quit school and work

Trauma-san:
Yeah, I got fired from work, After he died, I just stopped giving a shit, I didn't do a damn thing, and when they said something about it, I'd cuss them out and everythign else.  Eventually they fired me.  It took me three months to find a job after that, and I didn't do very well there, either, it was a sales job, and I was in over my head.  So I got layed off there too, and it's been two months without a job this time, going on the third.  

Luckily I was already done with school.  I used to wonder why Jim Carey talked about his dad's death affecting his life, when his dad had been dead like 5 years.  Now I know, it takes a long long time to get over something like that.  

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