Author Topic: "At The Point Of No Return" (DON'T SLEEP!) (Read 300 times)

An-Tony-O Montana · « **on:** December 27, 2002, 07:07:02 PM »

Some lil' bitch ass muthafucka from Germany was talkin' shit about how i need 2 work on my shit or whatever so he drove me to write this piece... it's too long for audio i think but it's st8 heat in my opinion, some of my best work... give me some feedback plz...

(intro)
u know i didn't wanna do this shit...
but ya'll muthafuckas drove me to this point...
and there ain't no turnin' back now... cuz i'm @ point of no return...
since i know ya'll gonna do it, hate me now... muthafuckas...
hate me now... a whole bundle of haze can't even calm me now...

(chorus)
have u ever reached a point in your life where u feel hopless...
strung off heroin, w/ cocaine in ya nose tryina over dose, shit...
clenchin' a bottle tryin' 2 wash the problems away, but what is this...
soon your ugly, reachin' out for hugs but they all keep a distance...
lookin' morbid, it's vivid... and they say on earth it's lovely...
so i wonder where's the love... cuz nobody loves me...
i'm @ the point of no return...

(verse 1)
so hang it up cuz u ain't got the brains for this//
i spit instantaneous, poetic scriptures like bible tales//
ain't no chains holdin' my spit, i'm disconected like vital scales//
and i'd be obliged 2 do it, rip out ya i.v. unit//
feedin' u poison passges from my mental gashes//
cut open, wrinkles release the thought process, uncompatible//
2 any human formality, come on be rashinal u can't c me in any fashion ya'll//
can't be on my level, in any way, shape of form, i leave em torn//
breakin' the wires grippin' there soul, feedin' off the feeble engergy that they hold//
the weak burdens, all tired and cold, wit that errelevent speech turnin'//
pages, while i remain intrikit, i can even morph in2 a metamorphasis//
of a tortured bitch, vividly relivin' the rape before the blood and caution tape//
tv don't even do me justice cuz i have be able to physically touch it//
while feelin' the emotion, tension and friction on both sides//
breakin' that fine line between fact and fiction, the ghost hides//
deep inside me, but i'm trapped under a blanket of flesh//
and i'm way over due w/ my meeting wit death, so what's next//
i'm fillin' stressed w/ my hair in knots poppin' perscriptions//
swearin', ramblin' out hopeless thoughts and wishes, i'm missin'//
lost in another demension, a galaxy far beyond the hemesphere//
of my mind, so not everything's clear, it's fuzzy n distorted//
cuz one minute they love u then the next your aborted... so i obsorb it//
like i'm sponge bob but i ain't flippin' no crabby pattys//
instead i'm layin' half dead, drunk and stumblin' rollin' fatties//
this is just the life i lead... where everyday i ask for a bullet//
but i just can't muster up enough courage 2 pull it... @ the point of no return...

(chorus)
have u ever reached a point in your life where u feel hopless...
strung off heroin, w/ cocaine in ya nose tryina over dose, shit...
clenchin' a bottle tryin' 2 wash the problems away, but what is this...
soon your ugly, reachin' out for hugs but they all keep a distance...
lookin' morbid, it's vivid... and they say on earth it's lovely...
so i wonder where's the love... cuz nobody loves me...
i'm @ the point of no return... (cont'd below)

An-Tony-O Montana · « **Reply #1 on:** December 27, 2002, 07:07:41 PM »

(verse 2)
this is the point i'm @ ready 2 o.d., i got me a bottle like i'm 50//
and hell ain't freezin' over but my soul's on ice like the goldyn child//
my facial features are crippled so now i'm holdin' a smile//
but as soon as i let go, i'm back emotionless, inhalin' crack wit over dosin' hits//
but god just won't call apoun my tortured soul w/ frozen lips//
shiverin', twitchin' my jaw starin' @ portraits of death//
standin' w/o a jacket coverin' my chest w/ hail stingin' the back of my neck//
but this ain't tainted but rather a morbid picture that reality painted//
and i'm only admired by those who are able 2 c//
that we're livin' in hell, unconsious, lost in a dream//
or a nightmare that never ceases or crosses over//
and i ain't talkin' bout A.I., i'm screamin' out callin' ja hova//
somebody save me from myself before i go over the edge//
lightin' candles, fuckin' w. quiju boards tryna contact the dead//
slicin' essential ventricals, swingin' samari swords like tentacles//
off an octopuss, starin' in2 the sparkle of a crucifix, tossin' books//
and i can only be compared 2 the mind state of jesus//
a cerified geinus... u really wanna battle u can't even compete wit my fecis//
layin' in maggots, i'll still outshine u, from my invisible mansion//
w/ ya weak criminal ramblin', it's played out swivlin' your stretcher//
down a flight a stares w/ no straps 2 protect ya, i don't care//
i'm laughin' @ u now, while u appear 2 be lifeless//
and even through the hate i persivered through the trife shit//
layin' on a postripedic bed, mentally dead//
believe it, that i meant what i said, u a vegtable, snortin' cyanide//
soon 2 be deceased like an aborted baby w/ dry cryin' eyes...

(chorus)
have u ever reached a point in your life where u feel hopless...
strung off heroin, w/ cocaine in ya nose tryina over dose, shit...
clenchin' a bottle tryin' 2 wash the problems away, but what is this...
soon your ugly, reachin' out for hugs but they all keep a distance...
lookin' morbid, it's vivid... and they say on earth it's lovely...
so i wonder where's the love... cuz nobody loves me...
i'm @ the point of no return...

(outro)
i told u... u fuckin' drove 2 this point... i wanted 2 be nice... i wanted 2 make happy fuckin' music... but ya'll would rather me unleash the beast, so i hope ya'll got the stomach 2 view it... cuz this shit i'm bringin' is more vivid n real then what u see on tv... this is the truth... i'm exposin' all u fake muthafuckas... u wanna talk about bustin' ya guns and fuckin' bitches and shit... we'll i'm the muthafuckin' consequence of your actions muthafuckas...
love me or hate me... u gotta fuckin' respect me... R-E-S-P-E-C-T... fuckin' faggots...

(fades)

yes i know it's way too fuckin' long but i got lost in the moment nahmean...