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TraceOneInfinite:
fall 2011, mind far from heaven/
mind numb I'm dumb, far from young/
far from the source of one, my sun/
my eternal heat, the pull and tug of my heart/
it's started to stop beatin, and I'm thinking
it's because I'm not believing in myself no more
or is this a game I play with myself/
Sovereign over my mental city but mentally against me/
I'm a predicate felon from sunrise to sunset please help/
playin dirty games of devils advocate with my self/
meant to make an album and call it Infinite's hell/
thought I might as well, because society acting like the devil/
I need a new nigga, for this black cloud to follow/
cause while it's over me it's too dark to see tomarrow/
Should I go back to my past jewel, the tape replays again and again/
Wanna see some new sights open my eyes to another end/
I begin a sentence and then it seems your at the end of it/
Feel I can't live without you, then in the next moment I doubt you/
Don't know what it is about you, but I'm thinking the problem is me/
I think my problem is in the history, or maybe it's Missouri/
what caused such a problem always puzzles my head/
asking myself which came first the chicken or the egg/
trial and error, don't want to live in fear, but I fear the eternal sadness/
the melancholy, the alcohol that's never end me, but ended my daddy/
lived to see each and every truth I upheld be spelled out in lies/
Right before my eyes, saw my dreams dusted and sucked up in demise/
I don't really for real doubt myself, just tired and stress fuckin with my health/
if I was wired, I could conspire with better angels to open up higher angles/
but instead I dangle in a dozen entanglements
agents of the devil, Haliima told me she dreamed of snakes at my feet/
Ii need her wisdom, fuck it, I just need me, Ii need Infinite
fuck it, I needed to get militant and starting a riot to fight with my demons/
Cause I'm deadly when I get dusted no telling what's liable to come out of me/
Make this shit as catacalysmic as descriptions of Ameggeddon in the Bible could be/
But sometimes part of me just wants peace, and to remember how ininocent life used to be/

TraceOneInfinite:
want to speak but the weed keeps my brain in a daze/
Naw fuck it can't blame it on gettin blunted/
I miss my jewel wiish she was hear with me/
but then waking tomarrow i'll probably feel differently/
I'm tired of these same records playing againi and agaiin mentally/
want to spin a different track then that/
want to act like this is back in the days/
but I know this is "fall 2,000 and hell"/
Ohhh well, man I can't spell out my thoughts/
my thoughts are lost and submerged so deep beneate/
but let's dig and dig and see if there's anything we can see/
Naw let's distract my mind with spectator sports so I don't think/
Cause I don't want to think no more, I thinik it's gotten borning/
and some shit has just became way worn out and old/
Like walking around for 29 damn years witih the same soul/
In fact reincarnation advocates actually think the soul is eternal/
Fuck I'm tired of this soul after just 29 years so maybe it should burn up in hell/
and let me pick up a new one, why do want the soul to be eternal anyway/
just throw it away and say we didn't
just say we wiill try our best when in reality it's finished/
Let's make up a story about a soul and a white bearded man in the clouds protecting it/
and if we disobey him then we will burn in hell or some shit/

TraceOneInfinite:
it's like I just want to stay distracted/
cause I've exacted a toll on my soul/
or society has or option see it has, as well
I'm so lonley I don't even want to be wiith myself anymore
I just want to be safe in my own skini/
on a diffrent day
if I swas safe ini my own skin
then I wouldn't feel/
lost and so frightened
but this is today/
and I'm lost in my own skini/
and I'm so lonelyu I don't even want to with myself
anymore/
okay, those weren't my words those woere Didos
hellifino, I'm high though/
that's no lie though/
you know/
mind is drifting far fdid I mention/
I'm faced with indecision/
lot of stuff I say
but I won't say it
cause I don't know if that menas
I won't say it cause it's not true
or becuase it's jus confused/
but the stressed verse
seems to be what they m,most thirst/
Ii know a lot of stuff
and I will be able to fill up
and know it, and become a poet
of this life
once I get back to living right/
but this is still me
I shouldn't deny it/
but I want to hide from it/
my pride is confronted/
ran into dr. kema
and wiihsed I could run from it/
cause he's done it
tp me before/
made me wish like newver befroe
that I could do over this shit
beggin god like never before/
it's alright

TraceOneInfinite:
that's why he liked her cause her face was like her daughters/
Loved her to the death, and that love made him a martyr/
Died from having loved to much, didn't want to touch the depths of soul/
As he grew old, the soul stretched to mountains high and valleys low/
but to be comfortable with such depths is a quest an adventure/
I want to give myself a turbo booster, sitting on a rocket to the moon/
Cause I've consumed all the nutrients of self, and I'm full and finished, trust me/
but I must be overeating, my stomach needs to be filled with so much more/
hungrier as time passes, this stomach becomes a landfill, so keep dumpin/
I'm slumpin my shoulders as I'm off into something wishin life would quit comin

TraceOneInfinite:
if I embrace my depths once more on this quest for the next thing/
to see what it does bring, one thing then another/
Master Ace made an album called another hott summer/
The old self has an old conscious and it's long and goes on/
and on and on and on strong but not much wonder/
even though I'm a wanderlust, I must move out from under/
the trappings of my past mental field, like clothes that no longer fit/
like a crib that's too small, like everything stopped growing but my head/
or my heart, or my stomach, or my chest, unless it gets embraced

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