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7even:
Wow.
Sccit:
the truth cant be deleted...here it, before infinite decided to filter out his realness with mental distractions:
--- Quote from: The Last Dayz of... Infinite on December 28, 2013, 08:38:00 PM ---Fuck yuall I had a big job interview (more or less) and I am finding out the results on Monday and I'm trippin and shit so I'm smoking so much shit trying to cope and shit but my anxiety is trhu the roof I'm just trippibn out and shit I can't just focus on da regular, been tryin to watch brainless tv to chill like just watched oceans 11, it was good but still feelin fucked cuzzz...
I fucked up bad on the real cus all dis pressure wit this thing I'm doin and ended up taking it all out on my holmes and stuff like dat....
Yo I'm coming out cuzz I'm gonna be open on what went down and only Allah can judge me cuzz....
I been wiping ass at the nursing homes for lot of years like 10 years deep up in the asses and shit stress goin to my head and everything cause I wasn't raised that way was raised like pampered suburban life but my parents lost their savings after I graduated and da market went down and they moved to a retirment spot on a lake few hour away and they still live comfortable off the pension and social security and shit but they haven't had money to help me wit since I was 20
I got a fuckload of money from my fam after highschool but I blew all that shit on this mutherfucker who talked me into openin a computer biz even though I didn't know shit about computerz I was readin all types of shit like millionair mind and think and grow rich and I thought wit positive thinkin id make it big, shit didn't work...
Anyway flash forward and shit, you know I had great times travelling no doubts on that but my reggie life in KCis shit just wippin asses and workin my ass off at the nursing homes, lot of responsibilities wit my son and the whole 9.
So anyway, part of my great travel experiences was chillin out west wit u and the homies it was the shit cause id always had love for the west coast from the music id been a fan of and chillin wit the homies out there was blessings just like you said...
But I think during the time away from the last trip id had so many stresses and shit that Id turned envious and desperate and shit like that. I envied your life out there and everything and I thought our bond had grown fuccin like homeboys madd deep and shit like that rock solid madd respect like a true road dawg and shit...
So I was expectin a big elevation in shit comin out there, I tried to keep backup plans in mind to temper my expectations of you but many of those went south and so it all fell on the homie sccit and you were still the same homie you always was no real elevation in the friendship and I get out there and shit and see the lifes y'all livin it reminded me back in the day when I was livin comfortable had not had that life for years and shit hit me too hard and I was just a strugglin nomadic mufucka out there with a broken down car and shit and y'all was livin hollywood life and shit just listen to da stories roccy was tellin u as if I wasn't even in da room and shit and so niccaz started feelin mad fucced up when you wasn't really hostin on the level of my inflated expectations cuzz how much love and respect I had for the homie sccit and the level rocc was spittin and you was droppin mad shit in the boothe and id been waitin to record a legit track and I stepped up to the mic and it was so fuccin wack rocc didn't even wanna fucc wit me he totally disregarded a nicca and on your part you were just mellow not really takin control in the studio to help me like my elevated inflated expectations was expectin it was kinda like I was doin it on my own jsut with better equipment and I was coming wack ass fucc like embrassed and shit...
And I was even expectin wed be homies like id meet the fam and shit and maybe your pops would give me a job I was on some desperate shit I kind of pulled the same stuntz wit Siavash so I actually been fucced for a while in da head but that's what happens when you go from never liftin a finger your whole life to staring down a life of asswipin in nursing homes 60 hours a week and shit...
And now I got a chance at a little gig and I don't know what's gonna happen I find out Monday but I'm anxious as fuck and trippin out dawg I'm finished I'm done wit the dubcc... fucc everyone I'm out I can never come back after diss post, props to everyone who shared my love for da music and hiphop sincerely y'all fucc everybody else that didn't love hiphop and if u did love the music sincerely and I dissed u then my badzzz ya'll... love y'all fucc y'all love y'all I don't know I'm trippin out high and low... its infinites last post y'all. Either I get this gig and my life is finally good again or I don't get it and I will be too embarrassed to show my face either way I can't come back from this. One Luv y'all do this for the sake of hiphop and not for e-friends is my last message to the forum.
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Remedy360:
--- Quote from: NIKCC on September 02, 2014, 11:41:50 AM ---the truth cant be deleted...here it, before infinite decided to filter out his realness with mental distractions:
--- Quote from: The Last Dayz of... Infinite on December 28, 2013, 08:38:00 PM ---Fuck yuall I had a big job interview (more or less) and I am finding out the results on Monday and I'm trippin and shit so I'm smoking so much shit trying to cope and shit but my anxiety is trhu the roof I'm just trippibn out and shit I can't just focus on da regular, been tryin to watch brainless tv to chill like just watched oceans 11, it was good but still feelin fucked cuzzz...
I fucked up bad on the real cus all dis pressure wit this thing I'm doin and ended up taking it all out on my holmes and stuff like dat....
Yo I'm coming out cuzz I'm gonna be open on what went down and only Allah can judge me cuzz....
I been wiping ass at the nursing homes for lot of years like 10 years deep up in the asses and shit stress goin to my head and everything cause I wasn't raised that way was raised like pampered suburban life but my parents lost their savings after I graduated and da market went down and they moved to a retirment spot on a lake few hour away and they still live comfortable off the pension and social security and shit but they haven't had money to help me wit since I was 20
I got a fuckload of money from my fam after highschool but I blew all that shit on this mutherfucker who talked me into openin a computer biz even though I didn't know shit about computerz I was readin all types of shit like millionair mind and think and grow rich and I thought wit positive thinkin id make it big, shit didn't work...
Anyway flash forward and shit, you know I had great times travelling no doubts on that but my reggie life in KCis shit just wippin asses and workin my ass off at the nursing homes, lot of responsibilities wit my son and the whole 9.
So anyway, part of my great travel experiences was chillin out west wit u and the homies it was the shit cause id always had love for the west coast from the music id been a fan of and chillin wit the homies out there was blessings just like you said...
But I think during the time away from the last trip id had so many stresses and shit that Id turned envious and desperate and shit like that. I envied your life out there and everything and I thought our bond had grown fuccin like homeboys madd deep and shit like that rock solid madd respect like a true road dawg and shit...
So I was expectin a big elevation in shit comin out there, I tried to keep backup plans in mind to temper my expectations of you but many of those went south and so it all fell on the homie sccit and you were still the same homie you always was no real elevation in the friendship and I get out there and shit and see the lifes y'all livin it reminded me back in the day when I was livin comfortable had not had that life for years and shit hit me too hard and I was just a strugglin nomadic mufucka out there with a broken down car and shit and y'all was livin hollywood life and shit just listen to da stories roccy was tellin u as if I wasn't even in da room and shit and so niccaz started feelin mad fucced up when you wasn't really hostin on the level of my inflated expectations cuzz how much love and respect I had for the homie sccit and the level rocc was spittin and you was droppin mad shit in the boothe and id been waitin to record a legit track and I stepped up to the mic and it was so fuccin wack rocc didn't even wanna fucc wit me he totally disregarded a nicca and on your part you were just mellow not really takin control in the studio to help me like my elevated inflated expectations was expectin it was kinda like I was doin it on my own jsut with better equipment and I was coming wack ass fucc like embrassed and shit...
And I was even expectin wed be homies like id meet the fam and shit and maybe your pops would give me a job I was on some desperate shit I kind of pulled the same stuntz wit Siavash so I actually been fucced for a while in da head but that's what happens when you go from never liftin a finger your whole life to staring down a life of asswipin in nursing homes 60 hours a week and shit...
And now I got a chance at a little gig and I don't know what's gonna happen I find out Monday but I'm anxious as fuck and trippin out dawg I'm finished I'm done wit the dubcc... fucc everyone I'm out I can never come back after diss post, props to everyone who shared my love for da music and hiphop sincerely y'all fucc everybody else that didn't love hiphop and if u did love the music sincerely and I dissed u then my badzzz ya'll... love y'all fucc y'all love y'all I don't know I'm trippin out high and low... its infinites last post y'all. Either I get this gig and my life is finally good again or I don't get it and I will be too embarrassed to show my face either way I can't come back from this. One Luv y'all do this for the sake of hiphop and not for e-friends is my last message to the forum.
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Forgot about that one.
TraceOneInfinite:
--- Quote from: NIKCC on September 02, 2014, 11:41:50 AM ---the truth cant be deleted...here it, before infinite decided to filter out his realness with mental distractions:
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I don't vouch for that shit that ya'll are keepin under my name.....
And Scittles... I knew time would reveal the truth to me, ficca.... I'm not saying I'm 100% innocent in all this, because I did have a vision when I left L.A. that since Roccy had made it clear that I wasn't down with L.A.M.B. that I would be better off from a hip-hop perspective to battle L.A.M.B.......... but I certainly had just cause to make that move as well...... and what has happened since as more info has came forth and looking back in retrospect it has only confirmed the Vibes I was catchin off the Kush and the insights I had into the future while in L.A. There was still an opportunity on your end and mine as well to salvage things and I left open that possibility as well... so you got to understand some shit that was said in between was nothing more than an effort to present every possibility on the table to make sure all bases were covered, also an effort to suppress my ego and try to be the bigger man (something you know nothing about)....—ultimately whatever was there in the past could not be salvaged and it iz what it iz, ficca
Sccit:
--- Quote from: The Last Dayz of... Infinite on September 02, 2014, 04:57:22 PM ---
--- Quote from: NIKCC on September 02, 2014, 11:41:50 AM ---the truth cant be deleted...here it, before infinite decided to filter out his realness with mental distractions:
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I don't vouch for that shit that ya'll are keepin under my name.....
And Scittles... I knew time would reveal the truth to me, ficca.... I'm not saying I'm 100% innocent in all this, because I did have a vision when I left L.A. that since Roccy had made it clear that I wasn't down with L.A.M.B. that I would be better off from a hip-hop perspective to battle L.A.M.B.......... but I certainly had just cause to make that move as well...... and what has happened since as more info has came forth and looking back in retrospect it has only confirmed the Vibes I was catchin off the Kush and the insights I had into the future while in L.A. There was still an opportunity on your end and mine as well to salvage things and I left open that possibility as well... so you got to understand some shit that was said in between was nothing more than an effort to present every possibility on the table to make sure all bases were covered, also an effort to suppress my ego and try to be the bigger man (something you know nothing about)....—ultimately whatever was there in the past could not be salvaged and it iz what it iz, ficca
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naah, ficca...u said it urself. ur life is shitty causing you to lash out. this was unfiltered truth...the last time you were bein honest with yourself was when u made this thread...and i respected you for that + even felt bad for not bein a better host to u when i initially saw it. but then you go back to hidin behind evil emotions and hatred. if you woulda landed the gig you got all excited about, all would be good right now. your envy/hate is all a sub-conscious result of u coin bad.. you've also went as far as convincing yourself that it's not envy/hatred, instead masking the truth and pointin fingers in other directions. instead of realizing it for what it is, you keep lookin for somethin else to blame, whether it be roccy's ego, petey's friendship, my hosting, etc..... but like i said, at the end of the day, the truth always wins.
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