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Quote from: Hack Brodenheimer on January 21, 2015, 08:31:33 PMQuote from: Rick Venom on January 21, 2015, 08:29:54 PMif ne of u mods were worf a shit yall wouldnt allow this thread to get derailed with petty bullshit.sccit actually IS a mod Self proclaimed savior.
Quote from: Rick Venom on January 21, 2015, 08:29:54 PMif ne of u mods were worf a shit yall wouldnt allow this thread to get derailed with petty bullshit.sccit actually IS a mod
if ne of u mods were worf a shit yall wouldnt allow this thread to get derailed with petty bullshit.
Wish me luck
Bought my ticket..... I've got a flight out of here and to Malaysia for later today. About 12 hours or so from now I will know my fate.... rumor has it you can't leave unless your employer grants you exit, but like everything in 3rd world countries there is never any 1 straight answer on the matter. But I shall get my answer today.That said, I will be fuccin pissed if I am not allowed to leave!!I had one good omen today. This shit has been effecting my health until finally I was so sick yesterday and couldn't hold down any of the local food. I walked around for hours in the night to any convenient store that was open to buy some american food, anything healthy, corn flakes or wheat bread would do....and all they had was junk food.After morning the main supermarket opened and I finally got some cornflakes.I was eating cornflakes and it just so happens that when I arrived there was a care package for me that contained cornflakes.So maybe I am fated to leave today, because I ate cornflakes the day I arrived, and have not had them since, and now today I am again eating cornflakes on the day I shall depart??You see how desperate I am that the eating of cornflakes is my only positive omen and hope to go off of to give me confidence that I will make it out today.Wish me luck
You should fly Malaysian Air. Heard it's a quality flight.
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Quote from: Chamillitary Click on January 23, 2015, 12:18:35 PMYou should fly Malaysian Air. Heard it's a quality flight.haha all those asian airlines are first class. Youre reqlly just gonna bail without telling anyone like you did in some gay arab country? Damn life really must suck being that big of a pussy
Quote from: MUHFUKKA on January 23, 2015, 01:45:49 PMQuote from: Chamillitary Click on January 23, 2015, 12:18:35 PMYou should fly Malaysian Air. Heard it's a quality flight.haha all those asian airlines are first class. Youre reqlly just gonna bail without telling anyone like you did in some gay arab country? Damn life really must suck being that big of a pussySccit knows that's my style.......It's not necessarily the best policy or anything. It's gotten me out of trouble at times but it has also been unwise other times. But it's just how my mind works. When I make the decision to go I'm usually on the next train smoking...It's in my DNA on a deep level. My whole life I've had dreams I am out at night being chased and making dramatic escapes. Back when I was only 14 I was with a group of friends out doing vandalism after midnight and the cops rolled up and everyone ran, I hopped a few dozen fences and I was the only one who made it back without getting caught. That night was a microcosm for my life in some ways.
Maybe there is a deeper purpose behind the situation(s) you repeatedly find yourself in that you are supposed to learn and grow from.There is a cowardly aspect which is quite evident, you seem (like many others) afraid of confrontation.My father (R.I.P) once gave me a piece of advice I try to live by:- Never fear anyone and always look people in the eye.
Quote from: Chamillitary Click on January 23, 2015, 12:18:35 PMYou should fly Malaysian Air. Heard it's a quality flight.actually that suicide shit your promoting isn't that cool at the moment, because if I have to stay here any longer I am not that far from it
Quote from: Heinz on January 23, 2015, 02:18:38 PMMaybe there is a deeper purpose behind the situation(s) you repeatedly find yourself in that you are supposed to learn and grow from.There is a cowardly aspect which is quite evident, you seem (like many others) afraid of confrontation.My father (R.I.P) once gave me a piece of advice I try to live by:- Never fear anyone and always look people in the eye.Say what you will, but I disagree. I don't see it as a cowardly act.The way I see it is I live like an inspired person. Everyday I have to have some sort of inspiration running through my veins or I can't function. Whether that be a song, a memory, something I'm looking forward to, a new idea... something. I have to have something.Some times I am just full of energy and inspiration, and sometimes it is low, but I always have to have something. So each day I've been out here it has been slowing draining, more and more, till I'm completely empty and have now become not only mentally and spiritually sick but physically sick. I kept pushing myself to the point that my body has actually shut down on me.So now it's a case of the only thing that can give me inspiration to not roll over and die is the thought of leaving. So I am consumed by that and it's only a question of "what is the quickest and easiest way to get the fucc out of here!!"Because I don't have any extra energy reserves to spend on going around and saying bye to everybody and asking their permission to leave. I got enough energy to finish what I have to finish here before my flight is set to leave later today.