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KC was paradise... wish I could go back to wiping assholes
Heinz:
--- Quote from: Resident of 1996 on January 23, 2015, 01:54:23 PM ---
--- Quote from: MUHFUKKA on January 23, 2015, 01:45:49 PM ---
--- Quote from: Chamillitary Click on January 23, 2015, 12:18:35 PM ---You should fly Malaysian Air. Heard it's a quality flight.
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haha all those asian airlines are first class. Youre reqlly just gonna bail without telling anyone like you did in some gay arab country? Damn life really must suck being that big of a pussy
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Sccit knows that's my style....
...It's not necessarily the best policy or anything. It's gotten me out of trouble at times but it has also been unwise other times. But it's just how my mind works. When I make the decision to go I'm usually on the next train smoking...
It's in my DNA on a deep level. My whole life I've had dreams I am out at night being chased and making dramatic escapes. Back when I was only 14 I was with a group of friends out doing vandalism after midnight and the cops rolled up and everyone ran, I hopped a few dozen fences and I was the only one who made it back without getting caught. That night was a microcosm for my life in some ways.
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Maybe there is a deeper purpose behind the situation(s) you repeatedly find yourself in that you are supposed to learn and grow from.
There is a cowardly aspect which is quite evident, you seem (like many others) afraid of confrontation.
My father (R.I.P) once gave me a piece of advice I try to live by:
- Never fear anyone and always look people in the eye.
TraceOneInfinite:
--- Quote from: Heinz on January 23, 2015, 02:18:38 PM ---
Maybe there is a deeper purpose behind the situation(s) you repeatedly find yourself in that you are supposed to learn and grow from.
There is a cowardly aspect which is quite evident, you seem (like many others) afraid of confrontation.
My father (R.I.P) once gave me a piece of advice I try to live by:
- Never fear anyone and always look people in the eye.
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Say what you will, but I disagree. I don't see it as a cowardly act.
The way I see it is I live like an inspired person. Everyday I have to have some sort of inspiration running through my veins or I can't function. Whether that be a song, a memory, something I'm looking forward to, a new idea... something. I have to have something.
Some times I am just full of energy and inspiration, and sometimes it is low, but I always have to have something. So each day I've been out here it has been slowing draining, more and more, till I'm completely empty and have now become not only mentally and spiritually sick but physically sick. I kept pushing myself to the point that my body has actually shut down on me.
So now it's a case of the only thing that can give me inspiration to not roll over and die is the thought of leaving. So I am consumed by that and it's only a question of "what is the quickest and easiest way to get the fucc out of here!!"
Because I don't have any extra energy reserves to spend on going around and saying bye to everybody and asking their permission to leave. I got enough energy to finish what I have to finish here before my flight is set to leave later today.
Chamillitary Click:
--- Quote from: Resident of 1996 on January 23, 2015, 01:42:31 PM ---
--- Quote from: Chamillitary Click on January 23, 2015, 12:18:35 PM ---You should fly Malaysian Air. Heard it's a quality flight.
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actually that suicide shit your promoting isn't that cool at the moment, because if I have to stay here any longer I am not that far from it
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If I don't hear from ya, God bless.
Hopefully Allah doesn't mind your suicide being one that doesn't take anyone out with you.
MUHFUKKA:
--- Quote from: Resident of 1996 on January 23, 2015, 03:12:55 PM ---
--- Quote from: Heinz on January 23, 2015, 02:18:38 PM ---
Maybe there is a deeper purpose behind the situation(s) you repeatedly find yourself in that you are supposed to learn and grow from.
There is a cowardly aspect which is quite evident, you seem (like many others) afraid of confrontation.
My father (R.I.P) once gave me a piece of advice I try to live by:
- Never fear anyone and always look people in the eye.
--- End quote ---
Say what you will, but I disagree. I don't see it as a cowardly act.
The way I see it is I live like an inspired person. Everyday I have to have some sort of inspiration running through my veins or I can't function. Whether that be a song, a memory, something I'm looking forward to, a new idea... something. I have to have something.
Some times I am just full of energy and inspiration, and sometimes it is low, but I always have to have something. So each day I've been out here it has been slowing draining, more and more, till I'm completely empty and have now become not only mentally and spiritually sick but physically sick. I kept pushing myself to the point that my body has actually shut down on me.
So now it's a case of the only thing that can give me inspiration to not roll over and die is the thought of leaving. So I am consumed by that and it's only a question of "what is the quickest and easiest way to get the fucc out of here!!"
Because I don't have any extra energy reserves to spend on going around and saying bye to everybody and asking their permission to leave. I got enough energy to finish what I have to finish here before my flight is set to leave later today.
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i swear im not trying to be a dick here but have you ever thought that you might have some type of mental disability/illness? obsessing and over analyzing petty shit from when you were 14 isnt healthy. i bet by this point youve worked that shit over in your head so much what you remember isnt even accurate. also even if it isnt cowardly, i get that it sucks and everything but you dont think its a dick move at all not giving your employers' time to find a replacement and shit before you leave? eaither way though sounds like you fucked your life up pretty bad being 18 g's in debt on your degree and then basically fucking it all up
Heinz:
--- Quote from: Resident of 1996 on January 23, 2015, 03:12:55 PM ---
--- Quote from: Heinz on January 23, 2015, 02:18:38 PM ---
Maybe there is a deeper purpose behind the situation(s) you repeatedly find yourself in that you are supposed to learn and grow from.
There is a cowardly aspect which is quite evident, you seem (like many others) afraid of confrontation.
My father (R.I.P) once gave me a piece of advice I try to live by:
- Never fear anyone and always look people in the eye.
--- End quote ---
Say what you will, but I disagree. I don't see it as a cowardly act.
The way I see it is I live like an inspired person. Everyday I have to have some sort of inspiration running through my veins or I can't function. Whether that be a song, a memory, something I'm looking forward to, a new idea... something. I have to have something.
Some times I am just full of energy and inspiration, and sometimes it is low, but I always have to have something. So each day I've been out here it has been slowing draining, more and more, till I'm completely empty and have now become not only mentally and spiritually sick but physically sick. I kept pushing myself to the point that my body has actually shut down on me.
So now it's a case of the only thing that can give me inspiration to not roll over and die is the thought of leaving. So I am consumed by that and it's only a question of "what is the quickest and easiest way to get the fucc out of here!!"
Because I don't have any extra energy reserves to spend on going around and saying bye to everybody and asking their permission to leave. I got enough energy to finish what I have to finish here before my flight is set to leave later today.
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Excuses...
Not being honest with people that have given you a chance is cowardly.
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