It's May 04, 2024, 06:42:55 AM
Something is wrong with me because drugs don't even fuccin hit me anymore for the most part. It's like I am caught in some permanent state of "sober" that can not be altered. ...I'm going on about a year of this. Like if I were to smoke some ganja I will only get some incredible craving for food or sex—and that's about it. Nothing more than that....Also..simpler things like caffeine or cigarettes don't really affect me either. I just feel some craving that I need more and more.Maybe that is telling me something. Like I need more if I really want to get the full effect, but I don't want to keep shoving stimulants down my system. They are supposed to compliment my mood, and accentuate it—but if they are falling down some kind of empty black hole within my system then I'm not gonna be the one to keep pumping them into my system in vain.I'm sure this will pass once/if my life situation stabilizes, but for now I'm very, very "sober".
Quote from: Infinite Trapped In 1996 on September 16, 2015, 12:25:33 AMSomething is wrong with me because drugs don't even fuccin hit me anymore for the most part. It's like I am caught in some permanent state of "sober" that can not be altered. ...I'm going on about a year of this. Like if I were to smoke some ganja I will only get some incredible craving for food or sex—and that's about it. Nothing more than that....Also..simpler things like caffeine or cigarettes don't really affect me either. I just feel some craving that I need more and more.Maybe that is telling me something. Like I need more if I really want to get the full effect, but I don't want to keep shoving stimulants down my system. They are supposed to compliment my mood, and accentuate it—but if they are falling down some kind of empty black hole within my system then I'm not gonna be the one to keep pumping them into my system in vain.I'm sure this will pass once/if my life situation stabilizes, but for now I'm very, very "sober". a.you're smoking garbage weedand b.weed is an herb, not a drugpop a thizz and see if u dont gain some perspective/altered state of consciousness