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Sccit:
--- Quote from: Ebz on July 06, 2021, 06:04:48 PM ---The whole cycle of schizophrenia is distressing to say the least
Having an episode and everything seeming 100% real and the upheaval of that
Then the recovery period where you realise you damaged relationships based on false beliefs and having to accept that others aren't forgiving or understanding or educated about your illness
Then you feel momentary joy for a period of wellness
Then it's "back on your bullshit" as you so eloquently put it as another episode is inevitable
It's kinda like a bad trip that comes in cycles and never ends
I'm still hearing voices about Dub C but don't feel so provoked to act on them
There is no cure
It's all about coping
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yea there’s a cure the problem is you aren’t willing to accept that cure
the first thing u need to do is REMIND AND CONSTANTLY TELL
YOURSELF THAT ANY NEGATIVE FEELING OR THOUGHT THAT MAY CREEP UP ON YOU IS ROOTED IN LIES AND SHOULD BE DISREGARDED. and if you constantly are telling yourself this as opposed to feeling bad for yourself and making excuses, you’ll eventually grow out of it, slowly but surely. i promise.
we all need to check ourselves regularly. some people more than others. believe that wit all your heart and you’ll see what i mean.
Ebony Bree Caple:
--- Quote from: Sccit on July 06, 2021, 06:18:21 PM ---
yea there’s a cure the problem is you aren’t willing to accept that cure
the first thing u need to do is REMIND AND CONSTANTLY TELL
YOURSELF THAT ANY NEGATIVE FEELING OR THOUGHT THAT MAY CREEP UP ON YOU IS ROOTED IN LIES AND SHOULD BE DISREGARDED. and if you constantly are telling yourself this as opposed to feeling bad for yourself and making excuses, you’ll eventually grow out of it, slowly but surely. i promise.
we all need to check ourselves regularly. some people more than others. believe that wit all your heart and you’ll see what i mean.
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I'm actually doing that today
Despite the negative commentary in my mind I'm saying "No. I won't listen to this. I'm going to enjoy this good news and ignore all attempts to ruin my day" "I'm not going to focus on the negative dialogue. I'm not feeding into it." "This isn't real. Despite all the bullshit that happens. Despite the constant corruption. Despite the abuses. I'm going to try to fully enjoy my day and live in the moment rather than constantly live in anticipation of the next attack, the next episode, the next nightmare"
That said, I don't get my hopes up very often. I've got evidence of abuse of both myself and possessions and I'm very adept at differentiating between reality and delusion given the opportunity. I'm at risk. This will always be a reality for me. If you're only going to support me when I'm positive then I don't need you.
Sccit:
--- Quote from: Ebz on July 06, 2021, 06:25:00 PM ---I'm actually doing that today
Despite the negative commentary in my mind I'm saying "No. I won't listen to this. I'm going to enjoy this good news and ignore all attempts to ruin my day" "I'm not going to focus on the negative dialogue. I'm not feeding into it." "This isn't real. Despite all the bullshit that happens. Despite the constant corruption. Despite the abuses. I'm going to try to fully enjoy my day and live in the moment rather than constantly live in anticipation of the next attack, the next episode, the next nightmare"
That said, I don't get my hopes up very often. I've got evidence of abuse of both myself and possessions and I'm very adept at differentiating between reality and delusion given the opportunity. I'm at risk. This will always be a reality for me. If you're only going to support me when I'm positive then I don't need you.
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u are what u think
so when u say stuff like “this will always be a reality for me” you’re actually speaking that into existence
start saying “i will get better, i will soon learn how to ignore these negative thoughts” and watch the difference it makes
Ebony Bree Caple:
--- Quote from: Sccit on July 06, 2021, 06:30:25 PM ---
u are what u think
so when u say stuff like “this will always be a reality for me” you’re actually speaking that into existence
start saying “i will get better, i will soon learn how to ignore these negative thoughts” and watch the difference it makes
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So tells this all knowing Sccit
How do I ignore it when I wake to chocolate buds under my water bottle and I don't eat chocolate?
How do I ignore bleach stains in my panties?
How do I ignore perfume that I've worm for years all of a sudden smelling like disinfectant?
How do I ignore belongings going missing?
Clothes being altered?
Stains on clothing I've never stained?
Pubic hairs in my food?
How did I speak that into existence?
Sccit:
--- Quote from: Ebz on July 06, 2021, 06:35:33 PM ---So tells this all knowing Sccit
How do I ignore it when I wake to chocolate buds under my water bottle and I don't eat chocolate?
How do I ignore bleach stains in my panties?
How do I ignore perfume that I've worm for years all of a sudden smelling like disinfectant?
How do I ignore belongings going missing?
Clothes being altered?
Stains on clothing I've never stained?
Pubic hairs in my food?
How did I speak that into existence?
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mind over matter
and i never claimed to be all knowing, my power doesn’t come from me
it doesn’t sound like u want to believe in your ability to achieve so u continue focusing on what can go wrong based on what went wrong in the past, thus attracting it all over again
put your faith in G-O-D and he’ll expand your repertoire
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