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Something I Wrote For Medium
Ebony Bree Caple:
--- Quote from: D-Z1pH3r on September 23, 2022, 10:58:50 PM ---Writing is something that's often mentioned as a great self work but many don't know where to begin
As you mental health issues was there any substance abuse involved before the hallucinating started?
Did you ever interact with WC himself or close to them to confirm that you are wrong?
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I was drinking prior to my behaviour here and other online platforms but nothing else
At a later stage WC's business connect contacted me over unwanted interactions but didn't refer to the incidence I'm talking about now
I think the only interaction I had with Dub was a tweet in 2013 and a smiley face on the gram
Nobody provoked me
Dee Tha AK:
--- Quote from: Ebony Bree Caple on September 30, 2022, 12:28:51 AM ---I was drinking prior to my behaviour here and other online platforms but nothing else
At a later stage WC's business connect contacted me over unwanted interactions but didn't refer to the incidence I'm talking about now
I think the only interaction I had with Dub was a tweet in 2013 and a smiley face on the gram
Nobody provoked me
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How you feeling now? So basically it was a psychosis?
Ebony Bree Caple:
--- Quote from: D-Z1pH3r on October 10, 2022, 09:37:06 PM ---How you feeling now? So basically it was a psychosis?
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Rehab has helped immensely
I got to see a psychologist weekly for about 6 months aswell as limited but helpful groups centred around wellness
The opportunity to work on sobriety for a prolonged period of time has helped me realise that although some people can use substances safely I'm just not one of those people
I'm confident in my sobriety
After relapsing in hospital without the contributors of drugs and alcohol the doctor introduced new meds which have helped immensely
In terms of my fixation on Dub and others, playing a prominent role in my psychosis, I've accepted that I can't amend this and just have to focus on the relationships I can salvage such as family
I've learnt some great skills and lost a lot of bad habits
I'm now in the community working with supports and interacting with others on their journey with mental illness
I probably won't frequent here very much because along with my recovery my habits and preferences have changed immensely and I'm more sensitive to negative content than I use to be
Dee Tha AK:
--- Quote from: Ebony Bree Caple on October 15, 2022, 08:59:26 PM ---Rehab has helped immensely
I got to see a psychologist weekly for about 6 months aswell as limited but helpful groups centred around wellness
The opportunity to work on sobriety for a prolonged period of time has helped me realise that although some people can use substances safely I'm just not one of those people
I'm confident in my sobriety
After relapsing in hospital without the contributors of drugs and alcohol the doctor introduced new meds which have helped immensely
In terms of my fixation on Dub and others, playing a prominent role in my psychosis, I've accepted that I can't amend this and just have to focus on the relationships I can salvage such as family
I've learnt some great skills and lost a lot of bad habits
I'm now in the community working with supports and interacting with others on their journey with mental illness
I probably won't frequent here very much because along with my recovery my habits and preferences have changed immensely and I'm more sensitive to negative content than I use to be
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All meds aside what were your arguments for your thoughts about these rappers?
Ebony Bree Caple:
I was hallucinating
I have schizoaffective disorder
Particularly schizophrenia
I hallucinate
If I've learnt anything about my condition it's that it doesn't make sense
Schizophrenia is a German word that means "Split Minds"
I can't call it an argument because that would imply defending those actions
It is what it is
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