Infinite dead at 50. I'm only planning to live 8 more years.

[TraceOneInfinite]

This plan goes way back.  I've had this plan for a long, long time.  I'm only planning to live to the age of 50.  Which means I only have 8 years left living and here at the forum.  I have many, many reasons for this, but I will mention a few here.

#1.  Independence: 

I would never want to live past the age where a person starts to become dependent upon the sympathies of others and becomes somewhat of a charity case.  Once people are nice to me because they feel out of respect they must be nice to the old guy.  Or financially take care of me because they feel its a responsibility to take care of the old guy.  Or even physically I have to depend on others.  I would never want to live to that age.

#2.  Quality of Life: 

Life for its own sake is the wrong paradigm.  The paradigm should be on quality of life in my opinion.  Even in their 40's a man can still be very close to his peak, if you look at Tom Brady or Jordan or George Foreman those are guys going toe for toe with guys in their 20's is a proof of this.  But you don't really see that type of thing after the 40's.  The body starts to break down.

#3.  My Life Got Derailed: 

I had the first 14 years of my life a great life.  Then I had 10 very dark years from 15-25.  Very, very dark and suicidal years--when I lost everything as far as financially and opportunities to have success in life in the traditional routes of money and family.  I can still have success in non-traditional routes--but it was in those years that I experienced soooooo much failure after failure in everything I tried.  from 25-32 I really broke out in a big way.  And could even control my happiness levels.  Anytime I was on my own time I was happy in those days.  If I was on someone else time, like work for example it could be rough, but on my own time I had really conquered self in those years.  Then at 32 I even got a decent job and had some okay money.  Not good, but enough to live off of and not have to wipe asses in the nursing home or take pills at clinical trials. 

#4.  Financially: 

If I wanted to live beyond 50 I'd really have to start thinking about saving and planning for older age and retirement.  I feel like not having to do that will make my current life in the now much more fullfilling.  So better to have good days now when I can make the most of it, then plan for an older age when I'm too weak to really enjoy anyway.

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don’t do it nite …. the game needs u!

[Sccit]

how are u planning to end it ??

[TraceOneInfinite]

how are u planning to end it ??

Drowning is the safest way, because if the attempt is unsuccessful you just try again the next time (rather than spending the rest of your life as a vegetable).

when I was working as an ass wiper in the medical field I remember one day I took care of a guy who shot himself but survived.  I even read a story about a guy who survived a jump from the Golden Gate Bridge.  See they've made such things illegal actually, they even have rescue teams at the golden gate bridge—and you probably remember the famous case of Dr. Jack Kavorkian who tried got busted for performing assisted suicides.

But ask yourself a question.  If you are not even free to choose how you die then how are you a free man?  A free man can choose when and how he dies. 

I took care of residents in nursing homes who spent the last years of their life trying to escape the facility.  But it's a locked facility.  So they walk from one side of the hall to the other asking, "how do I leave" and the nurses, just repeat, "Go to your room Al" and ignore the guy.

Is this a free man?  He lives like a prisoner for the end of his life but what crime did he commit?

[Sccit]

Drowning is the safest way, because if the attempt is unsuccessful you just try again the next time (rather than spending the rest of your life as a vegetable).

when I was working as an ass wiper in the medical field I remember one day I took care of a guy who shot himself but survived.  I even read a story about a guy who survived a jump from the Golden Gate Bridge.  See they've made such things illegal actually, they even have rescue teams at the golden gate bridge—and you probably remember the famous case of Dr. Jack Kavorkian who tried got busted for performing assisted suicides.

But ask yourself a question.  If you are not even free to choose how you die then how are you a free man?  A free man can choose when and how he dies. 

I took care of residents in nursing homes who spent the last years of their life trying to escape the facility.  But it's a locked facility.  So they walk from one side of the hall to the other asking, "how do I leave" and the nurses, just repeat, "Go to your room Al" and ignore the guy.

Is this a free man?  He lives like a prisoner for the end of his life but what crime did he commit?

who says u gota be like that??

joe biden is 80+ running the country

[TraceOneInfinite]

who says u gota be like that??

joe biden is 80+ running the country

If I had Joe Biden's money yeah I'd probably stick around some extra years..

..but he's not actually running a country, they wanted to install an old guy with no functioning heart or brain so they could just say, "Sign this pandemic preparedness response initiative that gives over your nations sovereignty to the WHO whenever we decide to declare a pandemic" and he just signs without questions

He's just a signature writer.  He's just there to sign his name.  As long as he's alive enough to sign his name on important documents then he is useful to the globalists--Gates, Klaus Shwab, and the Rockefellers are the types that are really controlling things

[Sccit]

If I had Joe Biden's money yeah I'd probably stick around some extra years..

..but he's not actually running a country, they wanted to install an old guy with no functioning heart or brain so they could just say, "Sign this pandemic preparedness response initiative that gives over your nations sovereignty to the WHO whenever we decide to declare a pandemic" and he just signs without questions

He's just a signature writer.  He's just there to sign his name.  As long as he's alive enough to sign his name on important documents then he is useful to the globalists--Gates, Klaus Shwab, and the Rockefellers are the types that are really controlling things

so life is about money


got it

[TraceOneInfinite]

so life is about money


got it

^^Not all about that—but if you see my above reasons one of them was even labeled "financial".

But even growing old with money really isn't that great.  I like RBG Fit Club (Sticman's Label) artist Coach Nym he has a line on his Healthy Gangsta album, "I'm a wellionaire."

and you know the proverb "health is wealth" is actually true.

They have a story where a King asked his servant for a glass of water.  The servant said, and if you were thirsty and denied water what would you give to have it, he replied, "half my kingdom".  The servant asked, and if your body was not healthy enough to discharge that water what would you give to be able to discharge (urinate)?  He said, "the other half of my kingdom."

So to be an old man and you have a shit-ton of money still isn't even that great of a deal honestly.

So really, I'm just saying that I might stick around for a few more years, but not saying it would be all that great. 

[Sccit]

^^Not all about that—but if you see my above reasons one of them was even labeled "financial".

But even growing old with money really isn't that great.  I like RBG Fit Club (Sticman's Label) artist Coach Nym he has a line on his Healthy Gangsta album, "I'm a wellionaire."

and you know the proverb "health is wealth" is actually true.

They have a story where a King asked his servant for a glass of water.  The servant said, and if you were thirsty and denied water what would you give to have it, he replied, "half my kingdom".  The servant asked, and if your body was not healthy enough to discharge that water what would you give to be able to discharge (urinate)?  He said, "the other half of my kingdom."

So to be an old man and you have a shit-ton of money still isn't even that great of a deal honestly.

So really, I'm just saying that I might stick around for a few more years, but not saying it would be all that great.

so everyone past 50 is no longer enjoyin their life??

i call bs

[TraceOneInfinite]

so everyone past 50 is no longer enjoyin their life??

i call bs

I’ll watch the video later but become a loner first and then talk.  Because you got too much love and family support I’m a lone man, individualist, existentialist—so I only depend on myself.

Part of old age is depending on others and you have people to depend on so you wouldn’t understand the lone man who stands on his own two

[Sccit]

I’ll watch the video later but become a loner first and then talk.  Because you got too much love and family support I’m a lone man, individualist, existentialist—so I only depend on myself.

Part of old age is depending on others and you have people to depend on so you wouldn’t understand the lone man who stands on his own two

i chose to get married and live a life raising my kids

that’s your own choice playa

you chose to live solo which goes against scripture .. you’ve unnecessarily created your own depression

[TraceOneInfinite]

i chose to get married and live a life raising my kids

that’s your own choice playa

you chose to live solo which goes against scripture .. you’ve unnecessarily created your own depression

It’s written in the stars bro.  Don’t pretend you and I were born into the same family circumstances.  I mean hell, without getting too personal let’s just say one was born in LA as the rise of the fuccing West Coast rap era was about to take off and the other was born from an anonymous sperm donor. 

Point is we aren’t all fated the same stars.  Palm Readers and Mentalists can predict such propensities as a person being fated to a life of a loner or individualist the path chooses you as much as you choose it.

Nature vs. Nurture.  Not all life is choice some is circumstantial yes I will accept my 50% responsibility for my choices but there’s another 50% that is destiny and I’ve tried to run from my loner life before but it always comes back to me

[Sccit]

It’s written in the stars bro.  Don’t pretend you and I were born into the same family circumstances.  I mean hell, without getting too personal let’s just say one was born in LA as the rise of the fuccing West Coast rap era was about to take off and the other was born from an anonymous sperm donor. 

Point is we aren’t all fated the same stars.  Palm Readers and Mentalists can predict such propensities as a person being fated to a life of a loner or individualist the path chooses you as much as you choose it.

Nature vs. Nurture.  Not all life is choice some is circumstantial yes I will accept my 50% responsibility for my choices but there’s another 50% that is destiny and I’ve tried to run from my loner life before but it always comes back to me

why are u focused on your past?

sounds like trauma u never were able to get over

you’re supposed to build a NEW family and create your own memories with them….. not dwell on your sperm doner dad

maybe it’s easier said than done… but that shoulda been your goal

and starting a family isn’t exactly rocket science … maybe it’s tougher when you have more trauma, sure. but it’s not the impossible feat you continue implying it is. all the hurdles you face are in your head.

[TraceOneInfinite]

why are u focused on your past?

sounds like trauma u never were able to get over

you’re supposed to build a NEW family and create your own memories with them….. not dwell on your sperm doner dad

maybe it’s easier said than done… but that shoulda been your goal

and starting a family isn’t exactly rocket science … maybe it’s tougher when you have more trauma, sure. but it’s not the impossible feat you continue implying it is. all the hurdles you face are in your head.

You can no more seperate a man’s past from his present than you can seperate the left arm from the right arm—they are connected by the heart…

…or separated

(Quote from conversation between Blaylock and Thomas before they performed the first ever heart surgery)

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You can no more seperate a man’s past from his present than you can seperate the left arm from the right arm—they are connected by the heart…

…or separated

(Quote from conversation between Blaylock and Thomas before they performed the first ever heart surgery)

yup

but u can either dwell on the past… or focus more on building a better future

that’s a personal choice