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PakiGangsta:
heres a piece of my life..........on which I need adived on what to do,

Long ago i fell in love wit a girl,  her name was Ash, now I really loved the girl, to make a long story short, i liked her for 2 yrs, and neva told her, in the end @ it happend that she came up to me and said "Sameer, ur a nice guy, but u kno wot, or too young for"and she was4 yrs older than me..man, my heart cried like an overflooded river of pain....u prollu wud kno my feelings if i made it long......so my answer to this ending was drugz...i turned over to ciggaretes and weed, slowly i got addicted, now when i moved to CHI-TOWN, my cousin showed me a girl, now...ths time...i said..i'm in love, god made her for me, she'z my age, 18...shes a muslim...theres no prob....but....i  talked to her over the NET, she lives in SACRAMENTO, so i gave her my pic. and she said i'm cute and sweet, bla ba, but wht happend, since i got a studio and REC. label i've been actin as a snob...and blade iz in REC. LABL, i told her yesterday that i have this friend named blade, he'll make u laugh so much that either he'll really cheer u up, or either he'll make u laugh sho hard that u'll commit a suicide..lolz..plz..this iz serious...so i told blade to maker laugh even if it takes dissn me, which blade really did'nt dissed me and i started dissin him..lol...she laughed, and suddenly i started talking idiotically and said"blade..remember the time i fell in love with  5 girlz."and i said alot more stupid stuff,...she was angry @ me and left........now she said i'm an idiot, and she dont like me.....its like i'm suffered thru another love story, first ash and noe Zahra<thats her name.....i think i shud tell her that I smoke and stuff, i also changed for her, i started wearing decent clotes froma thug, EX. banana republic, etc. so now it feels really bad to be lost twice in love..its like someone stabbed me...now the answer to me iz death..and i;m seriious brotherz..i dont kno what to say and how to tell her i love her and i have a car, my dads MERCEDED BENZ which i got, and if it takes i'll go to SAC. to her...but its all too late...i am noe thinking of goin to TORONTO...where I owe ppl money and stuff that i dont even got...and going bak to TORONTO iz somuch risky for me that ot of 100 i have a 110% chance of death...brotherz..plz...i'm in alot of trouble...death seams the only answer to me kaz I kant suffer this love pain ne more..

plz someone help me.

PakiGangsta:
**FORGOT TO MENTION...me and Zahra met a couple timez...afta I saw her pic. we met, than I met her again after 2 or 3 weeks.....and than just talked on phone.

Sikotic™:
Yo man, I've never had my heart broken by a woman, so I can't understand your feelings as well as you. I know you love her,but there's plenty of woman out there.

And don't get yourself killed yourself over a girl man. It will hurt your loved ones and Zahra too.

That's how I see it

P Nelson:
The answer is sport.. If u do somethin u like, u will slowly forget her, very slowly but IT WILL work. I never tried it but I gave this advice to a plenty of people and it seemed to work, dont think bout ur problems, think bout the good shit and about sports, or else, juss rapor write some rhymes, poems n shit

Political Gangsta:
Assalamulakum.... my true brother of Islam.  My brother in faith and worship.  Please accept this guidance from a brother who has also in the past had his heart broken before by a female.

First you must know this.  Your feelings are not imagined nor fathomed.  You do truly love this girl.  You truly feel this pain.  And no matter where you go or how long it takes you feel that you may never recover from this heartache.  

You feel a great deal of guilt because you feel somewhat responsible in the failure of this relationship.  And it is this guilt and shame that can ultimately lead to your destruction.  Do not dress yourself up in giult.  You must stand behind your actions.  You were only trying to get this girl to smile, and to laugh, and she interpreted that in a way that became harmful to you.  In no way should you blame yourself for this.  

You need to continue to move forward in your life spiritually.  Because you have shown by the deep regret you have over this girl that you lack conviction in your life.  Conviction can only come through the knowledge of your creator, and the reinforcement of that knowledge.  So please make a greater effort to implement Islam into your life.  You may have been a wrongdoer in the past, but you were never a rebel of Islam, and even if you had sins as big as the Earth that surrounds us, Allah would forgive.

So please brother, take the giult out of your heart.  Because you did no wrong.  You are not an outlaw or a rebel.  You are a righteous brother of Islam, God loves you very much, and you will continue to prosper in this life.  Contact me anytime, if you need someone to listen.

I leave you with the ancient words of peace...... Assalamulakum.

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