It's June 07, 2024, 10:49:06 PM
As A KidI guess things are good, just not what I would have ever expected in my life, I would of never predicted any of this. Peace.
^^ You left out the part where you were persecuted by the Western Christian movement, thereby making u.s. civilian deaths alright in your mind.
AS A KIDBorn in Kuwait, grew up there in a nice neighbourhood. Pops was making money, i was being educated in a private school.Saddam sends his army into Kuwait while we're driving into Kuwait. Kinda sucks seeing Tanks pass by you. Anyways we drive from Kuwait into Iraq (Airspace closed). Have yall ever slept in the Iraqi desert? Yall should try it. Then we drive to Jordon where we live in utter poverty. Pops scrapes some money and we fly to Canada.JR SCHOOLPlayed sports and developed a sense of humour, developed my personality and gained some self confidence. Met alot of people Im still very close with. Went on vacation to Afghanistan after grade 6.HIGH SCHOOLFuck, I ran my school. Had fun, fucked girls, drank, smoked weed, chilled, hung out, met aLOT of people.And now Im counting down the days until Sept 3 when i start University.So theres a VERY BRIEF outline of my life.
LMAO!!!!!That was funny, Infinite don't take it so seriously
as a kid- dope as fuck growin up in queens. as a lil kid i saw a lot. i lived right across tha street from a school yard so everyday i was play b-ball or hand ball. it was coo cuz thats where all tha older kids were chillin so i was always playin ball wit them. i was like tha lil shorty ther all knew.
i saw a lot of shit find crack pipes an shit. seein tha cops chase down some guy an tackle him. at age 8 i was doin grafitti wit my friend irving an this kid he knew. we didnt kno what we were doin so we were jus spray painting fuck u an pic of bart simpson, lol. jus a lot of fun. than in 5th grade i moved to hicksville, i still went to queens all tha time tho cuz my dad was still workin so he would drop me off at my friend jerrys's house i would chill over there. a lot of fun an i cant front tha 1st year in hicksville was fun even tho i did get dissed for wantin to be black i still made some friends
It may be that Allah at first granted you respite in your new home at Hicksville, a brief interval of fun and excitement, before the suffering you would later endure. And while under this protection from Allah you came to an understanding that life was to be enjoyed and that you had a place in this life. Although the attitudes of others would later frustrate you into questioning your previous understandings and aspirations in this world.
JR HIGH- shit started changing, tha friends i made in my 1st year in hicksville werent in any of my classes. an by tha time i would see them durin tha day they would be chillin wit some1 else. i was gettin made fun for wantin to be black an a lot of other shit i dont wanna get into. i couldnt say shit back cause no1 had my back. thats when i learned them peeps out here cant fight for themselves so they get all there friends backs. than in 7th grade i became friends wit some i was mad coo wit back in 5th. we were chillin all tha time. than my dad became paralyzed that year. in one instance u do a lot of growin up an maturing a 7th grader shouldnt be going through. but i survived tho. I still had peeps i talked to but not tha type of people u hang out wit. 8th grade was alright. but personal life sucked. i was gettin food stamps, my parents marrage ended, an when ur like 13 years old an see all tha shit kids got u dont got it makes u feel like god hates u. i started becomin bery shy an 2 myself. Thing wit jr high is where i stopped bein myself stopped listenin to rap an became ashamed of who i was. an there was one thing peeps said that has completely fucked me over to do this confidence an self-esteem wise an i dont plan on tellin any1, that shit has completely fucked up my life 2 this day
HIGH SCHOOL- 9th grade was alright wasnt that bad. 10th grade sucked, try having no1 to talk to in any of ur classes. u basically sit there starin at tha board, group work comes a long u dont work wit any1, only class that was coo was wood working an lunch. but 10th grade is where i became really shy an jus tha whole fuck tha world attitude got hates me so why should i try, also since 10th grade i wanted to drop out an if i could do it again i would of dropped out an got my G.E.D. 11th grade started out tha same. 11th grade was weird, had some real bad times an some real good times. tha best times were proberly at tha end of 11th when i became made coo wit kane. i knew him since 10th when he first moved up here. 12th is when i became really depressed tho. by this time i realized god does not hate me an i need to change but this whole feelin of depression was all i knew since 8th grade,
i didnt kno how to make a change i was 2 affraid to make a change. i saw every1 else havin fun enjoyin there last year in highschool. there i was gettin angry an depressed. i did nothing at all except get angry. no1 said anything to me cuz i never talked an always looked angry an if any1 said anything to piss me off i would snap on them. school ended i was happy 4 a week an than i got extremely depressed an wanted 2 die. i let 4 of tha my best years fly by an i can never have them back. i was now at my lowest. my best friend kane was on vacation, he finally came back so i was happy i finally had some1 2 chill wit jus 2 find out my only friend is movin back to north carolina. theres no1 2 blame its like some1 was kickin me while i was already down.
NOW: now i dont know, im depressed an dont really care anymore. jus awaiting my mediocre future. I have no urge 2 go to college cuz i kno im never goin change. i got no firends, i got a piece of shit car i take to tha station to get fixed once a week cuz theres alway suptin wrong wit it. as a matter of fact its at tha station right now cuz it keeps overheating. i see no hope in my life what so ever. i kno im never goin change. theres a briefe outline
You got to change yourself dude, ain't no one gonna do it for you. Your life is all up to yourself.