Depression

[RAPQUAKE]

Yo man ive been readin posts here and this "hall of mirrors" is a tight ass forum i cant believe that ive never been here before...

but anyway ive ben readin posts from ppl like tom187um, and dogg i feel u a lotta ways, like i live in cerritos, cali and i dont hate it here i think its pretty cool but wat i do hate, i used to hate it a lot before, was my school...this shit was a magnet skool...so u had to pass this test to get in and all dat shit, so cuz of dat my whole school'was(i graduated last month) fulla fuckin nerds and i hated it there cuz i didnt know many ppl like me, u know like ppl who were into rap and rapping and shit like that and it pissed me more and more especially in 11th grade. plus i had them "haterz" hu used to talk shit about me cuz i "tried to be black" and "tried to rap"...ya know their pathetic kind... so basically i stopped givin much of a fuck about it then and i accepted the skool and da ppl...i always had friends there but i never really had "real" homies like i used to, like we were down but we didnt have much in common expect jus bummin around and shit and playin video games and sometimes music.

lol sorry fo sidetrackin and ranting but basically wat i was sayin is i notice some ppl are jus fuckin always depressed...i go thru period of dat shit myself too sometimes but its not real intense or nuttin like i hate my self or want to commit suicide but i know ppl like that...so i was thinkin maybe theres something different in their permanent brain chemistry naa mean...like low seratonin levels or shit like that, cuz some ppl are always downers if u know wat im sayin...so anyway wat do yall think about this?

[Don Seer]

depression is what happens when u feel your not moving forwards in life. some times you can do things about it, sometimes you cant. its worse if u dont try and fix things.

pz

[HBKid_Jr]

depression is what happens when u feel your not moving forwards in life. some times you can do things about it, sometimes you cant. its worse if u dont try and fix things.

pz

word,  a lot of it come from lettin life pass u by an me personally a lot comes from tha fact that i know i need 2 make a change an it is acheivable but im affraid i wont change