hold me down instead of bring me down

[KonSICKwence / Ine]

things just aint the same/
I was once on top but now i feel I'm losin the game/
goin insane tryin to maintain/
i wanna refrain  but these thigns will never be the same/
and it pains me to the core of my spirit/
knowing i can't soar whenever i feel it/
theres always someone to bring me down/
instead of hold me down/
fuckin fenes in town/
don't know my sound/
muchless a thing about me/
but still they hate me/
call me crazy or fuckin doubt me/
whats that about b?
i direct my direction/
to reset my essention/
without ridin prides car/
i wanna ride far/
 into the fourth dimension/
without these high bars/
 or galore of tension/
its like they forget to mention/
I'm just human tryin to walk the path I was given/
but soemtimes i stumble with these feet. Its all a part of livin/
but if I'm not perfect then its like I'm not worth it/
they put my heart in prison/
so on this earth kid/
in the dark I'm sittin/
tryin to spark a prizm/
to reflect the light/
but the black is too dark so its microphone check the mic/
ceremonial speakings/
without editorial breifings/
its these things, those dark things/
like bee stings, painful are my heartstrings/
i try to go right but the road curves left/
and this morning knocking on my door i think i heard death/
he said he'd be here soon/
so I'm counting, awaiting the hour, its near noon/
haven't ate/ "come here spoon, lets scoop the food up off my plate/
stick it in my mouth for my stomach to digest/
start ta feel better then realize my lifes a fuckin mess/
I don't know where I'm goin or where to be/
shit I'm not even knowin who cares for me/
do you care for this?/
fuck a therapist/
 zanex, paxxell or prozac/
i know whats botherin me!/
"what is it?"/
i can't stand it!. assholes who hold back/
the love that I've dished to them/
have no real parents I'm hopin that this the end/
so I can move on and be me again/
get my groove on and beleive in men/
I don't wanna do some stupid shit/
like tell you my problems cuz you'd forget/
then how'd I'd feel?/
I'm all about real/
and simply I'd doubt you'd feel/
this way I've felt for sometime/
continuously eatin at me like its da demons lunchtime/
fuck crime I'm a activist/
straight up passaphis/
so don't laugh at this/
when i peace for peace/
not talkin about a portion/
but a community of unity/
from north to south on land and ocean/
true love demands devotion/
so are you down to give it?
give a hand to those who need you if you really with it/
try to make it better/
we all energy so destiny says we'll live forever/
so for now be nice/
it will suffice/
i don't care if you think allah manages this life/
or you got love for the evangelists of christ/
were all related/
so witht he love lets get intoxicated/
instead of drugs that make us jaded/
little gerbals like mice/
i said it before I'll say it again/
eternal is this life. its up for you to win/

KonSICKwence

[KonSICKwence / Ine]

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[*Z* - The Queen of Dubcc]

i don't care if you think allah manages this life/
or you got love for the evangelists of christ/
were all related/

KonSICKwence

these linez were coo
overall it was interestin....
keep up writing!

['Illicit']

not bad homie.

[Now_Im_Not_Banned]

Good shit homie...

The anger inside, it made me subside//
So much that the weed smoke ain't makin' me high//
It's makin' me cry...//
Lookin back at the days when they was playin' my mind//
It'll stay 'till I die...I pray and I try//
The children said I couldn't do it//
A goofy kid, the beauty is that it pushed me to it//
Now look who's stupid...//
The ones who talked shit//
Cuz I'm on top and they are not, now who's got shit?//
Suck a large dick...My minds a moshpit//
My heart is just empty it tempts me...//
Into getting a glock and emptying//
On every muthafucka who's ever made fun//
Cold as ice, so you better pray son//
A modern day Hawthorn, do not mourne//
When I'm lost, embossed, in hip-hop's war...//