It's May 21, 2024, 05:44:56 AM
Bad times make you realize how good the good times are.
Quote from: -Sikotic- on August 09, 2005, 05:21:07 PMThings will get better.LIES ALL LIES lol.... it really dont get better, you just learn to deal with better and after a while you become cynical an really dont give a fuck about anything anymore
Things will get better.
Yeah I got a fucked up life.When I was a kid I was smacked around by my father and have repressed memories of my parents.I was diagnosed with a serious disease when I was 15 and had major surgery not once, but twice because of an underestimate by the doctors. I will never fully recover from it.Around that time I became an alcoholic and used prescription drugs far beyond what I should have.I was rejected by the same girl over 10 times and it destroyed me confidence wise so I can never ask a girl out ever.I had trouble giving my friend advice about how to deal with problems, although I tried. He killed himself a week later.I wasted a year and thousands of dollars of my parents' money on college and then decided I didn't like my course and now am going to take 4 years of university.My best friend moved away in May and I've only seen her once since.I got laid off from my full time job in June and had to find 2 part time jobs with much reduced pay and hours.I had a nervous breakdown just the other day over my lack of confidence in woman, troubles working, etc...I've fallen for a girl who is perfect for me, according to my friends but have missed many oppurtunities to hook up with her due to no confidence.I don't drive.But you know what, everything one goes through only makes a person stronger once they've gotten over it. Over the last week or so I've felt sorry for myself, but hey, there's nothing wrong with that once in a while. I'm thankful I live in a country where I have an oppurtunity to make something out of myself. Everyone struggles. Life is good overall. Bad times make you realize how good the good times are.
^ he has been for a while...
I was rejected by the same girl over 10 times and it destroyed me confidence wise so I can never ask a girl out ever.
Quote from: Overseer on August 11, 2005, 11:57:41 AM^ he has been for a while...Indeed.