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Lifestyle => Tha G-Spot => Topic started by: TraceOneInfinite Flat Earther 96' on February 28, 2022, 01:35:34 PM
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I wrote this letter for you to wish you Happy Birthday 🎁🎂 🎁 and I hope you won’t mind it too much.
“March 8th is a day I remember. 20 (last night I talked to you) 21 (day you left) 22 (first day without you) 96’ is a year I remember. But just like Television 📺 and movies 🍿 have spin-offs—the summer of 1998 is worthy of its own Ashley spinoff show.
The #1 video that summer was “Iris” from the City of Angels 😇 Soundtrack “and I’d give up forever to see you, because I know that you feel me somehow” featured the lead singer of the Goo Goo Dolls John Rzeznik as an angel 😇 on top of towers looking down from Heaven through telescopes 🔭 giving up the Kingdom of Heaven for a life of pain and suffering on Earth.
I was looking that summer into your empty bedroom. Nobody lived there anymore and it had became a storage room for the childless couple who had moved in after you.
The sun ☀️ was the brightest it has ever been that year and the Earth was the stillest it had ever been that summer of 98’.
Though the lights were never turned on in the room, there were days the sun would shine so bright into your room that I could see the shadow of a chest and some boxes 📦 in the room.
There was a box and a chest inside of me ❤️ where I kept up to that time every memory and moment we ever had, and every wish and dream I ever had for us.
You wrote at the beginning of that summer. We were inspired from a spring of KC and JoJo and “Anytime” Brian McKnight—and it seemed for some weeks like every memory I ever had of us was real and like every wish I ever had for us would come true.
But when the letters stopped coming that summer rather then cry 😭 in sadness—I wrote you (were a “Ghetto Superstar, run away with me, to another land and rely on each other”) in anger instead.
Now to today. You, Ashley Palmer who once held my world in the palms of your hands (the most perfect hands 🙌 I’ve ever known)—back when my world of 98’ was still, young—settled, and lightened by the brightest sun ☀️—while I was doing everything on the outside to destroy it—while keeping in my chest ❤️ a box 📦 that protected us from everything in the outside world. (It was because I allowed the outside world to be destroyed that I was able to protect what was inside that box 📦). I “gave up forever to see you, cause I knew that you feel me somehow, closest to heaven that I’d ever been.”
Now the world is fragile and 20-21-22 saw them lock 🔒 the world down and cover 😷 faces in shame—left to wonder if freedom 🗽 will ever ring again.
“The present asks questions and the future answers them.”
In the palms of Ashley Palmer (the most perfect hands 🙌 I’ve ever known) is there predicted doom?
The world no longer looks the way it did in 98’ when I looked upon your room and “just want you to know who I am”—“giving up forever”. Fate hangs in the balance like an angel 😇 in 98’ hanging over the top of humanity and jumping towards destiny of human suffering plunging into nothingness of heartbreaks and boulevards of broken dreams for what seems like love and something worth seeing and bleeding just to know we’re alive”.
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bro as poetic as the wording is, you know she’s just going to look at you as a pathetic stalker who is insanely obsessive over a relationship that ended 25+ years ago, right?
she clearly doesn’t share the same feelings as u, so it won’t touch her in the way you’d hope, and most likely will even have an adverse effect.
imo this will make her think you’re an overemotional lunatic who struggles with his sanity and went nowhere with his life…
just keepin it a buck wit u mayn. not a good look. i could be wrong tho, so do you.
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bro as poetic as the wording is, you know she’s just going to look at you as a pathetic stalker who is insanely obsessive over a relationship that ended 25+ years ago, right?
she clearly doesn’t share the same feelings as u, so it won’t touch her in the way you’d hope, and most likely will even have an adverse effect.
imo this will make her think you’re an overemotional lunatic who struggles with his sanity and went nowhere with his life…
just keepin it a buck wit u mayn. not a good look. i could be wrong tho, so do you.
You see what you just did? You immediately turned to…what this “looks like” or “what’s the perception of this” or “what will she think?” “How does this look?”
Is this how you live your life?
Now… the good part you started out with was “how poetic this is”.. that was the real Sccit, and the reality, and that is the truth side and what matters.
But as soon as you jump to—“well what will she (people) think” now it all becomes a charade.
Whatever happened to keepin it real? That’s all that should matter. You think it, you believe it, and you express it, with your own mind you know.
“Hiphop, DJing, Mc-ing, with your own mind you know” Gang Star -You Know My Steez
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You see what you just did? You immediately turned to…what this “looks like” or “what’s the perception of this” or “what will she think?” “How does this look?”
Is this how you live your life?
Now… the good part you started out with was “how poetic this is”.. that was the real Sccit, and the reality, and that is the truth side and what matters.
But as soon as you jump to—“well what will she (people) think” now it all becomes a charade.
Whatever happened to keepin it real? That’s all that should matter. You think it, you believe it, and you express it, with your own mind you know.
“Hiphop, DJing, Mc-ing, with your own mind you know” Gang Star -You Know My Steez
tbh i was tryna be nice, but it looks pathetic and desperate to me as well
i was just tryna help u realize it witout bein too harsh
i guess the old me woulda just called u a dumb faggot who’s too emotional to be a man
but the “new me” (grown me) cares about not embarrassing his folks in a public space
since u poked at me tho, i wont hold back
love always,
Sccit
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tbh i was tryna be nice, but it looks pathetic and desperate to me as well
i was just tryna help u realize it witout bein too harsh
i guess the old me woulda just called u a dumb faggot who’s too emotional to be a man
but the “new me” (grown me) cares about not embarrassing his folks in a public space
since u poked at me tho, i wont hold back
love always,
Sccit
Yo.. you can spit it how you want homie I'm not offended, I actually appreciate the feedback.
99% of people just ignore it when I post my realest shit. So even if someone replies, "fucc you Infinite, you're a fuccing idiot and a piece of shit" that's still feedback nonetheless and better then most at the forum. As the proverb says, "apathy is worse than hatred". That's why I still give OG props to cats like Tom and Trauma even though they fuccin hate me (or Sikotic before he became cool with me) because I still value their feedback over apathy (and as a sidenote appreciate their taste in music which is why we are here in the first place).
That being said what if I am pathetic? What if I am desperate?
I was watching a youtube video of this homeless cat who was busting freestyles and that shit was fuccing raw. It was some bomb shit. Should he have kept his mouth shut and kept his thoughts to himself on account of him being "desperate" and "pathetic"?
"Your stressed verse/
Seems to be what the most thirst/
Makes fake niccaz disperse/
and challenge your words"
Prodigy and Nas "Self-Conscience"
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Yo.. you can spit it how you want homie I'm not offended, I actually appreciate the feedback.
99% of people just ignore it when I post my realest shit. So even if someone replies, "fucc you Infinite, you're a fuccing idiot and a piece of shit" that's still feedback nonetheless and better then most at the forum. As the proverb says, "apathy is worse than hatred". That's why I still give OG props to cats like Tom and Trauma even though they fuccin hate me (or Sikotic before he became cool with me) because I still value their feedback over apathy (and as a sidenote appreciate their taste in music which is why we are here in the first place).
That being said what if I am pathetic? What if I am desperate?
I was watching a youtube video of this homeless cat who was busting freestyles and that shit was fuccing raw. It was some bomb shit. Should he have kept his mouth shut and kept his thoughts to himself on account of him being "desperate" and "pathetic"?
"Your stressed verse/
Seems to be what the most thirst/
Makes fake niccaz disperse/
and challenge your words"
Prodigy and Nas "Self-Conscience"
i just personally believe that focusing so obsessively on your past is bad for your spirit
like this bitch don’t give a fuck bout u n u over here still stuck in your feelings over her 25+ years later
awful stuff homie
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Sccit's 100% right. U definitely live up to ur name, lol.
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I hope she files a restraining order against you. Besides coming off pathetic, I would call you a simp but that's an insult to simps. And it's terrible too, it's not good in any way, shape, or form. It's terrible and cringe worthy. Your not deep or a poet with a way with words, you're a pseudo intellectual at best and at worst a fucking moron with serious incel tendencies
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I hope she files a restraining order against you. Besides coming off pathetic, I would call you a simp but that's an insult to simps. And it's terrible too, it's not good in any way, shape, or form. It's terrible and cringe worthy. Your not deep or a poet with a way with words, you're a pseudo intellectual at best and at worst a fucking moron with serious incel tendencies
thanks for the feedback o.g
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i just personally believe that focusing so obsessively on your past is bad for your spirit
like this bitch don’t give a fuck bout u n u over here still stuck in your feelings over her 25+ years later
awful stuff homie
my spirit is uplifted and its incredibly cathartic.
Plus I don't have to waste any energy trying to not be pathetic, and I can just go right in. If it's pathetic then I said it, and I don't regret it. I need to know where I'm at. Because a lot of muthafuckaz don't know where the fucc they at. Some muthafuckaz is pathetic and don't even know it. What I wrote her is where I'm really at in my life right now. So it's better to look yourself in the mirror and see what is there then trying to run from it.
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U definitely live up to ur name, lol.
I take that as a compliment. 96' is where I want to be.
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I hope she files a restraining order against you. Besides coming off pathetic, I would call you a simp but that's an insult to simps. And it's terrible too, it's not good in any way, shape, or form. It's terrible and cringe worthy. Your not deep or a poet with a way with words, you're a pseudo intellectual at best and at worst a fucking moron with serious incel tendencies
My name must be “he ain’t shit” cause every time I pass they be like “he ain’t shit”—I BE DAT!!
https://youtu.be/oYPNqsK1Yac
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I take that as a compliment. 96' is where I want to be.
U really should pick up a book about mental health...
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U really should pick up a book about mental health...
You mean change my mental psychology? At 39? I’ve already passed the breaking point.
And not to mention we live in a world where “normal”, “sane” people believe we are living on a spinning ball and can’t walk in public without a mask over our face. If that the kind of standard of sanity I’m trying to meet then I say it isn’t worth it.
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I kinda expected some shortsighted response like this – u obviously don't know jack shit about mental health or personal development. I almost feel sorry for u, for real...
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Be your true self Dogg. If being a stalker or serial killer is your true calling how can you live a life of lies? Now everyone wants you to fit into a certain mold or shape like those blocks you try to fit in the shapes but you know what fuck shapes be your own shape player.
Most likely this girl will be grossed out by your message but maybe that’s just what she needs in her life right now
Great thread. I love it
Oh and trauma keeps getting mentioned but he hasn’t been on here in 20 years but I feel like that no name guy types like him.
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Be your true self Dogg. If being a stalker or serial killer is your true calling how can you live a life of lies? Now everyone wants you to fit into a certain mold or shape like those blocks you try to fit in the shapes but you know what fuck shapes be your own shape player.
Most likely this girl will be grossed out by your message but maybe that’s just what she needs in her life right now
Great thread. I love it
Oh and trauma keeps getting mentioned but he hasn’t been on here in 20 years but I feel like that no name guy types like him.
this is wrong and anti-God
we all have temptations and urges that we need to fight in order to better ourselves
so no, if u got the urge to be a serial killer, u shouldn’t “be yourself”
u fuckin idiot
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Be your true self Dogg. If being a stalker or serial killer is your true calling how can you live a life of lies? Now everyone wants you to fit into a certain mold or shape like those blocks you try to fit in the shapes but you know what fuck shapes be your own shape player.
Most likely this girl will be grossed out by your message but maybe that’s just what she needs in her life right now
Great thread. I love it
Oh and trauma keeps getting mentioned but he hasn’t been on here in 20 years but I feel like that no name guy types like him.
No doubt homie… I knew you would recognize… dont know what the rest of these cats are so afraid of
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No doubt homie… I knew you would recognize… dont know what the rest of these cats are so afraid of
using this mindset led doggy to becoming a u2 fan and exploring his homosexual side in his college years .. because he had impure feelings that he acted out on under the guise of “this must be my calling!”
nowadays he has grown and understands that following the whims of your heart is not always the best thing to do.. he doesn’t even believe what he’s saying to you, he just wants to see you suffer. since you are a trolling enthusiast you should be able to see that.
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using this mindset led doggy to becoming a u2 fan and exploring his homosexual side in his college years .. because he had impure feelings that he acted out on under the guise of “this must be my calling!”
nowadays he has grown and understands that following the whims of your heart is not always the best thing to do.. he doesn’t even believe what he’s saying to you, he just wants to see you suffer. since you are a trolling enthusiast you should be able to see that.
Let me clear up some confusion.
This is a letter to an x-girlfriend I had from 1996 who lived across the street from me. Siavash went to a U-2 concert back in the day and wrote of his glowing admiration for Boner.
If you think the two are the same then you probably believe oceans are curved and upside down on a spinning ball Earth.
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bro as poetic as the wording is, you know she’s just going to look at you as a pathetic stalker who is insanely obsessive over a relationship that ended 25+ years ago, right?
she clearly doesn’t share the same feelings as u, so it won’t touch her in the way you’d hope, and most likely will even have an adverse effect.
imo this will make her think you’re an overemotional lunatic who struggles with his sanity and went nowhere with his life…
just keepin it a buck wit u mayn. not a good look. i could be wrong tho, so do you.
LMAO!
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I hope she files a restraining order against you. Besides coming off pathetic, I would call you a simp but that's an insult to simps. And it's terrible too, it's not good in any way, shape, or form. It's terrible and cringe worthy. Your not deep or a poet with a way with words, you're a pseudo intellectual at best and at worst a fucking moron with serious incel tendencies
LMAO!!
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sorry i got so caught up on how pathetic this is i forgot to post my response...
fucc you Infinite, you're a fuccing idiot and a piece of shit
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Infinite,
I sometimes stop before responding to these threads because i'm dumbfounded. How are you not a troll? How are these posts even conjured up with this consistency? Then it occurs to me. The dreadful truth is that you aren't trolling and your mental state has not grown throughout the years of these posts.
With that being said, this letter is horrible. I started to cringe within the first sentence of it. I couldn't finish it.
Please stop using this forum as a diary and start talking to a mental health professional. It will improve your life and relationships.
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Heartfelt
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:tupac:
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Don't clinge to bygones & stop being a simp,
Peep game like delemond operate like a pimp,
Cringe, no words wasting time & cells, women only out for that dough
No love in the heart only what will sell, living hell, overflown, scarred leave em out Tha door or bounce out Tha car, ghost on these hoes, don't leave em your house, don't tell a girl you love her until ure sure youre not another "bro", friendzoned doesnt mean deadzone or endzone, man up get your cash & they will come to bone,
So much pain holds this microphone, got me reaching for the chrome ready to blow my dome
To each their own, remember the times but its buried in the past, it can't last, annihilated like a breath,
Keep your mind on your money, fuck love its just the sex,
The ex u miss, promise the hills but at the end it's lost & gone
Sleepless nights, tears roll by their own
Hold on, a king gotta get crown, only fools fall in love, don't be clown.
DZPHR
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Don't clinge to bygones & stop being a simp,
Peep game like delemond operate like a pimp,
Cringe, no words wasting time & cells, women only out for that dough
No love in the heart only what will sell, living hell, overflown, scarred leave em out Tha door or bounce out Tha car, ghost on these hoes, don't leave em your house, don't tell a girl you love her until ure sure youre not another "bro", friendzoned doesnt mean deadzone or endzone, man up get your cash & they will come to bone,
So much pain holds this microphone, got me reaching for the chrome ready to blow my dome
To each their own, remember the times but its buried in the past, it can't last, annihilated like a breath,
Keep your mind on your money, fuck love its just the sex,
The ex u miss, promise the hills but at the end it's lost & gone
Sleepless nights, tears roll by their own
Hold on, a king gotta get crown, only fools fall in love, don't be clown.
DZPHR
im sending this message to my ex girlfriend from middle school, she's not even gonna know what hit her...
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im sending this message to my ex girlfriend from middle school, she's not even gonna know what hit her...
Was just playing 😂 but do ya thizzang
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Was just playing 😂 but do ya thizzang
She sent me a booty pic, thanks again bro
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She sent me a booty pic, thanks again bro
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