West Coast Connection Forum
DUBCC - Tha Connection => West Coast Classics => Topic started by: mellowman on November 06, 2001, 08:02:18 PM
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goddamn i am sick of talking about myself. i can't believe that i am even responding, but enough is enough. i've been contemplating leaving this board ever since sept 11th. i have crossed the point of no return on allowing my posts to focus on me instead of the music. i take full responsibilty for this. even though i would much rather not, when someone calls me a liar behind my back i have to respond. when my word and my integrity is being questioned i can't sit back. i am so ready to get the focus and criticism off me and back on this board. and there is only one way for that to happen. this board is great but right now me being here takes away from its purpose. its been a great journey but i now know i am at the end of the road.
since i’ve been on here quite often the last few weeks the number of people, threads and posts calling me a liar or attacking me personally have increased. it seems these few people are getting laughably desperate. a few days ago i was accused of getting or stealing my “the process of creating a dre track” from an old article in the source. that is hilarious. anyone who gets the same information on my post from that 2 year old article must be so sadly deperate to prove me wrong that they are reading things that aren't there. then today there was yet another thread - yeah i saw it before it was removed - aimed specifically at me calling me a fake (in addition it attacked dre with the most thoughtless and unknowledgable comments i’ve ever heard someone use when dissing dre). this was because i mentioned that “dre would love to get sam sneed a production deal with aftermath but it probably wouldn’t happen anytime soon”. you can quote me on this phrase. somehow this person turned it into me saying dre and sam sneed had discussions. to my knowledge that has never happenned. then i was accused of lying because i dont answer every single question people ask me. with exception of the last 2 weeks, i usually visited this forum once or twice every 2 or 3 weeks. the reason i cant answer every question is because i dont see most questions. besideds that i get all kinds of private messages asking me questions. once again i apologize if i haven’t answered your questions. i just dont have time. do I know the exact address of the current location of the aftermath headquarters? no i don’t. oh no, you got me! you exposed me! but just so you know the interscope/aftermath offices have moved many times. right now the main office is in santa monica. i have never been there. dre couldn’t even give you the exact address cause he is rarely there. dre’s office and my office is whichever studio we are using on a certain date. i’m not a secretary or a staff worker. i am a musician. the only office i work in is a recording studio. the rest of them dont matter to me. but i’m done defending myself or even giving your words or questions any validity. it stops now. im so fuckin tired of talking about myself. i’m not at the point dre is where i can ignore every hater, doubter or critique. but leaving this board is the first step in trying to get to the point dre is, where i just ignore everyone who don’t mean anything to me. thats the main reason i wont be here after this week. the reason i am on this board is news, knowledge and a loyal support of dr. dre. i vowed when i started posting here over a year ago that as soon as it became about me instead of the music i was gone. now i am way past the point of being able to stop that. i take full blame of letting this happen. i’m sorry. i have two more threads about dre and 1 final thread to say goodbye. it would be easier to just disappear and never post again, but i owe it to you guys to be a man and explain why i am leaving. there are too many people on this board who have been good to me. loyal people who i admire and respect very much. these posts and threads attacking me are just the words of non believers who hopelessly and desperately want to expose me of lying to you. these people are accusing me of things on a public forum for everyone to see, crying out for attention, trying to be the one to expose me. these accusations are in affect calling me a liar. and when you call me a liar you are challenging my word. and when you challenge my word you challenge me as a man. yet these people calling me a liar dont have the heart, the balls or the courage to send me a private message and say that shit man to man, to my "virtual face". punk motherfuckin cowards like that will always be dreamers ,jeolous of others like me cause we are living the life they want to live, and living the dream they can never live. they cant see me, can't be me, and never will. if they would have been real men and sent me a private message i would have not liked what they said but i at least could respect them for doing it man to man, instead of doing it on a public forum, behind my back. some people spend so much time hating and worrying about others they lose their opportunity to accomplish their own goals and dreams. but you wont have to spend any more time worrying about me cause at the end of this week i will disappear. forever. i apologize to the 99% of this board that either support me or at least keep their doubts about me to themselves. i apologize that i lost my cool a bit, but i only have a few days and a few posts left and i dont want things to end on a bad note. i give you my word every thread and post is based on my experiences and the fact that i live this shit every day and have first hand knowledge of dre's genious cause i see and hear it almost every day. and if my word isn't good enough then there is nothing i can do. i don't know much in life outside loyalty, love for god and family and music. but i do know the shit i talk about on this board. again i apologize for losing my cool a bit. peace.
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Well... I guess this is good bye...
-Big BpG
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man mellow don't leave homie, you got more people here that support you than dislike you ALLLLLLLLLLLOT more. c'mon man keep bringing the GREAT news to us and ignore the critics, fake or not Mellow you're the best poster on this board
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Mellow, I've Talked To You In Private, And Honestly, I Don't Blame You. It's Not Worth It Sometimes. On One Hand, People Have No Respect, But On THe Other Hand, You Can't Expect Much From Them Because It's Just The Net, You Know. The World's Became So Cynical That There's Always People Now That Doubt Every Little Thing Somebody Says Or Does. People Can't Just Blindly Accept Stuff Anymore. As Far As I'm Concerned, Somebody Could Tell Me on Here He Was The Pope John Paul And I'd Believe It, Because I'm Trying To Be More Open To People, And Less Cynical.
Anyways, My Point Is That If It's Becoming A Hassle To Post For Ya, And Your'e Getting Attacked, You Oughta Just Leave The Haters To Themselves. TAke Some Time Away From Here, Hang Out With Your Family, And When You Get Some Free Time, Hit Us Back Up Again. Good Luck
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Man, I cannot believe what i'm reading. It's a damn privilage having you here, supportings this board & sharing you knowledge with us an' now it's gonna stop? This shit sucks, although questions about you grow with every post you make it shouldn't of have to of come to this. I hope the haters that question you know that they're jus' ruined a good thing. You come here in your OWN time, you don't have to, no-ones forcing you but you take the time out anyways & I an' alot of other peeps here appreciate that man. I don't want you to leave homie, but if thats what u want & what u think is best for you then good luck.
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I liked to thank the people who made this happen... >:(
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you re one of the poeple i liked in here
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hey man i think you gotta look at it like this......
people doubt you cause or your status, i understand that its annoying and people are being ignorant but i think its more of a compliment than a diss to have people doubtin you... you said it yourself a lot of times, people doubt cause they are jealous...
i dunno if thats why people on here hate on you.. maybe its jealousy, but i think its more the fact that having someone associated with dre, who most of the board idolizes, come post on here is like too good to believe....
i mean if you were a 16 year old kid and someone started posting on a message board and said they were really michael jackson... id be having a damn hard time trying to believe it... i dont doubt you cause you brought a lot of news that came true and i really so no benefit to coming on here and posting long essays if your a fake just to get attention on an internet board... but i think most poeple just find you too good to be true... so dont take it so much as people hate ya its more just like i said ur too good to be true to some people....
anyways
peace
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This board is just like real life.
People get status because of the qualities they have and people who aren't that succesful start burning the succesful people down.
I'm sorry mellowman that you find it necessary to quit the posting. Thank you for all the news and information. Good luck with the making music. (keep the hits coming to the fans).
Although it's hard to believe, the haters are probably all fans of what you help to create.
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well....goodbye, at least u have your health
good luck wid yo life
bye every1 i am going 2 hospital 2 b cut open soon bye bye
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damn... ermm... why not just let stuff die down mellow.. fly by occasionally.. see how we're doin.
I don't have to sing like I did when flurry said she was going do I?
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shake the haters away!!
no body hates u (i think), there just ppl that dont know what to think about u,...u cant blame them for that...
stay!! ;)
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fuck the haters mellow...
i dont think you understand...a lot of the heads on this board NEED youre constant news updates and insights to keep us going.
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well homie you gave up dope some azz news but i understand those peeps who doubt you cause you can be who the fuck you want when you hide behind a screen :-/
but thanx for posting... bye bye
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Dawg, I know what you go through here, honest I do. It hurts, no doubt, but the only person it should matter to as to whether or not it's true is you. If it's true, ignore the haters, they just bitches. YEAH, I SAID IT. Right now, there's maybe one person who knows all about my life who believes me IRL, completely. You got 99% of this board behind you dawg. You're a far better person than I, I would say, so I'm sure you can get through this shit.
But it's your choice; Remember, I ain't got nuttin but love for you, follow your heart. I can certainly respect the decision, and admire some of the reasoning. ((This is your "Off Death Row" dawg!!! :) ))
And...FUCK THA7TH, FUCK ALL THE REST OF Y'ALL HATERS...EAT A BIG, FAT DICK, I KNOW YOU LIKE TO...
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ITS A DARK DAY...
MELLOW LEAVING - I WANNA AGREE WITH INCOGNITO AND THANK ALL THOSE WHO HAVE AIDED MELLOW IN THIS DECISION
---AND I WANT TO THANK THEM WITH A BIG...---
[size=8]FUCK YOU[/size]
MELLOW HAS JUST THE RIGHT TO POST ON THIS BOARD AS ANY OF US
EXCEPT HE IS AN EXCEPTION -
HE IS SUM ONE SPECIAL - SUM1 WHO HAS FOUND THIS BOARD, CHOSEN 2 SIGN UP AND BRING US NEWS, FEELINGS AND INSIGHTS ON AFTERMATH AND DRE
BUT HE'S BEIN CHASED AWAY BY - DOUBTING ASSHOLES THAT CANT LOOK AT THE GIFT (NEWS) AND EXCEPT HIM AS A 'REGULAR' POSTER WHO HAS THE ABILTIY 2 GRACE US WITH NEWS AND INSIGHTS
SO THANKS AGAIN
---TO MELLOW---
I HOPE U CAN RECONSIDER - YES HAVE TIME AWAY BUT CALL BY AND STILL DROP THE NEWS WE WAIT 4 CONSTANTLY!
HATERS & DISBELIEVERS ARE EVERYWHERE IN LIFE - UR IN THE MUSIC BIZ, U CAN APPRECIATE THIS
BUT IN THIS CASE UR AT AN ADVANTAGE - ITS A SMALL NUMBER OF PEOPLE HIDING BEHIND A COMPUTER SCREEN
ITS YOUR CHOICE - DO WHAT YOU FEEL IS BEST
BUT
CONSIDER WHAT THE PEOPLE WHO WANT U HEAR HAVE SAID
peace
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just to clear this up.. mellow was posting with us at the Dre2001 forum before this board came into existance.
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dont leave man, fuck tha haters, if cared what tha haters said i would of slit my wrist long ago, c'mon reconsider
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Fuck u Owen u dumbfuck........
I neva HATED on Mellow, I neva came in here and call him names like "a fag" etc. All I did waz Ask him a couple of questions after 6 months of reading his shit........
And when he neva answered them and ignored me, So I got very suspicious and started sayin dat shit........
And If people gonna be blame 4 pushin this guy outta here so be it..........But just 2 let yall know I like some of Mellow's news too, Although I know most of tha stuff he says, It just reassures me of it...........
So Whateva............
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Look, you idiot, I don't answer questions to my credibility, that shit's below me...So I don't expect mellow to either.
REMEMBER:
I'm just laughin at ya, cause youse a down-ass bitch, and I ain't mad at cha.
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It is bullshit that some people gotta ruin other peoples enjoyment of gettin' tight info and shit. People that are not open minded like that are straight bitches..Its kids who post that bullshit..Stupid closed-minded kids who can't open there mind up and believe people when they say shit...Lying gets real old when you are young...I don't lie on the net..When i say something i actully do it...And if he was lying wouldn't he say who he is too get people interest..He posts dope news and info and i appreciate that shit...Don't let a couple of BITCHES fuck it up for all us heads that appreciate it..
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And if he was lying wouldn't he say who he is too get people interest..
good point.
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look man i know i aint been on this board for so long but ever since i come here all i noticed is we got brothers dissin brothers, we got ppl arguein like bitches and mellowman being questioned about who the fuck he is. now i aint hatin on y'all cuz at the end of the day its up 2 you what y'all wanna post but if y'all dont believe in mellow, why read the post but dont be so fuckin ignorant to read it then tell him u doubt him hence makin him doubt the fact he wants to be on this board, what about all the ppl who wanna see him post? u ever thought about them? so to me whoever reads his post and then dont believe who he is, fair enough but why cause beef over it and the after effects are him leavin us all? man its just wack how ya can read sumthin ya dont believe in then post after it hatin on it and being sellfish to all the muthafuckers who wanna read it. and mellowman i really dont know and care if u part of aftermath or aint, i read ya post and reply like i do to other ppl but if u a man and you care more about the ppl who wanna read ya post then the ppl who hate and doubt, you gonna stay and if you leave, u gonna upset alot of ppl who known you for way more longer than i have, but hey its your chioce.
peace
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Damnit! Mellow, if you leave, I'ma fuckin cry or something. For real man, STAY!
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:-[
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Stizzop crampin his steez bitch please....
Keep yo head up Mellow stay pimpin and lay them bitches down
If she ain't hoing she ain't going with me
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Damn, who didn't see this coming. I've been reading mellow since the dre2001 board and he's the reason I check this board a couple times a week now. I don't remember the last time i posted, i just came to hear mellow's news. I wish you'd stay dog, but if your gonna go, thanks for all the insights.
Peace
-dpg2i3
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a handful of stupid muthaphukkaz ruin a damn good thing,
wut can i say, mellow peace, wish u good luck, and ...
PLEASE RECONSIDER
PLEASE
PLEASE
*fixes himself, *
please
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I really enjoyed reading mellow's post and so did alot of others. The majority of the people on this board was happy when they saw your post, yet dick eaten peeps (you know who you are). Mellow maybe it's in your best intrest to take a break from this and come back later, or just roll out because some people at this board hate....You'll be missed......
To the mods, why didn't yall just delete the people's post who hated on mellow for the past few months?
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To the mods, why didn't yall just delete the people's post who hated on mellow for the past few months?
your only seeing like 25% what was originally out there
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Damn I leave for a quick min, and I come back to Bullshit????
I havent had the time to read what happen, but I do know that mellowman is one down ass nephew........I dont give a fuck what he does with aftermath or dre or interscope... he supplied us with updates and newz regarding some of our fav. artist and producers............
Now this goes out to the New Members of this forum that have joined in the past couple of months or so....That DR Dre song..bitch niggaz goes to you....just replace the niggaz for whatever race you are..... if you take offense to this.....then it is directed at you..........
Mutha fuckas..its called respect........
respect what he was posting.......respect that some of us that have been here longer than yo azzzzzz knows that Mellowman is legit......so you decide to get online and be Bustaz....probably Bustaz offline too.
We are here cause we luvvv this hip hop shit.....Mel is here cause he luvvvs this hip hop shit.......he is feeding us info that we all luvvv and there is no other place to get the info he has given us......
You have the right to state your opinion about anything on this board....but once u cross that line....about someones character and you dont trust them and start making up shit......and your azzz aint even in the music business..please shut the fuck up......even though a bunch of Vets on the board.........Respect him to the fullest.......Your Azz is a busta.....
damn i wish we had gatherings....so we could bitch slapp a bunch of these bustaz that post on this board...
To the new members that Respect.....others..on here...much luvv to you...to the remaining that just like to start shit....you's a busta.....aint got nothing better to do with your time.......besides....hate........damn.......i wish we could take care of bustaz....online like we do here offline......
And Please...dont step up to the plate..and become a fuckin IG..........for those that dont know....a Internet Gangsta.........
Peace.......
And the Funkin......is on its last heart beat.........
Yo Mellowman....take it easy...u down to earth and kept it real with us....just know that if you leave.....most of us..and Im sure you know..respect everything u have done for us......good luck to what you choose to do in the future......and Like Overseer said...come back by..and check us out....
206 in the mix...im out about to blow this bitch......
Hambone...
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Mellow Man u r the man.
I dont want you to go because you have give me so much interesting reading since I have been on the boards. But you gotta do what you gotta do. Good luck for the future friend and keep up the good work. U never know I might see you in the studio soon cos I am breakin out. Luv Yer Mellow. Peace Out!
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That sucks for real... make me wanna leave this place. Everyones dissing and arguing and doubting.
to everyone who ever dissed or doubted mellow in public... EAT A DICK UP!
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Yo Mellow, there's a lot of love for you on this board, and a few assholes who are ruining everything by hating on you. I apologize on behalf of these dumbasses who will regret this when you're gone; hopefully they will grow up one day.
In the meantime, there are those of us who believe you and fiend for your news and insight. We live for inside info about Dre and affiliated artists. Why don't you take down some of our email addresses and send out a monthly newsletter to us? That way you can avoid the haters and we can still be blessed with your wisdom once in a while. Just an idea.
Peace,
Gabe
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Yo Mellow,
Before I started posting at all, I came back to this board over and over again just to see your posts. Like many people on this board, I'm a huge Dr. Dre fan. I think most of us agree that Dre is a musical genius, and it was such a trip to have someone who works with him post here. Thanks for that honor, and I hope you stay. But, if you have to go, peace and take care. Keep them dope ass jams coming dogg!!!
P.S. Just picked up the Wash today. that shit is blazing!
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Fuckin shit. mellow please stay. ur the only one that shows us the side of music that the average person doesn't see. please pleaseplease STAY. and fuck all them haters man!!!!
:( :( :(
Peace
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mellow, i always liked reading the posts u put up.. i learned a lot more.. and it helped man.. it was always cool news and it got me updated
just forget about the haters, most of us think your dope and the information you provide is with is always cool to read
so try and stay man..just think about it
peace
and damn jake i didnt kno we only saw 25% of tha hatin
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No one wants u to leave mellow..Stay with your homies..fuck the haters I got people on this board that hate me but I aint leavin..
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Man, shit!!! I used to piss in my pants everytime i saw that "Mellowman" have posted a new thread on this board and the dre2001 board (My name back then was Rob-Dogg).
Mellowman, if u have to leave, cant u send "The Overseer" an E-mail every now and then so he can post your shit on this board?
If you cant, then ill guess its goodbye...
Just so you know - your post were always the illest on this board.
Good luck in the future homie and keep bringin us the tightest beats from Dre & U as usual.
Now i gotta go and cry - Peace