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Lifestyle => Tha G-Spot => Topic started by: PinkTowelGirl on December 11, 2001, 08:55:02 AM
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Who care so much... it hurt......
My first year in high school was one of the most hardest periods in my life, I had to deal with alot of things that most 14 and 15 shouldn't have too. I was helping raising two kids that i love more then life, My mom was gone and well i always felt that i had to take care of my dad. High school did not make like much easier for me either. I was popular in Middle school, Most people liked me. i was friendly and happy. When i go to high school, the first week of school was cool, Meeting new people and hanging out with the old ones. Dispite my home life, school was my escape from it all. But i found a great love, The love of my life NJROTC (Naval Junior Reserve Officers Training Corps) I couldn't wait for the first day, that was were all suppose to dress in or uniforms. I love the marching, PT (Physical Training), and the great joy of my the Armed Drill Team. About the 3rd week of the school year, was the big week for me. My friend did not know that I was a Cadet in the program and that i almost worship the rules of the Cadet Field Manual. This was a new light for me, I was learning things most people would never try to learn. Finually the day came were it was the first Uniform day for all freashman. I was so excited, Little did i know it would change my life forever and the way my supposed friend saw me too.
I walked on campus like every other day, this time things would be different. I never took the time to notice that no one liked the Cadets in ROTC. They were loser and now i was lable as one too. I walked up to my friends that i always hung out with. They looked at me, Then one let out a comment that hurt me more then anything. "How can you like that shit" she smerked at me. Following that comment was a few minutes of ridicule. My new found love was not the best thing on earth. As the school year went on, I became more and more interested in the program. Spending all my time and energy in the ROTC setting. I became simi close the Master Gunns the ROTC Instuctor. He was funny, mean, nice, caring, and curle all rolled into one. But to this day i concider him a close friend.
Towards march of my 9th grade, Life seem to be getting harder and harder. My grades were good and ROTC was my life, even though i had lost all my friends and trying to figure out who i was. One day I thought I lost total control of my emotions, life, spirit and mind. Class was dismissed but that day that moment change my life forever. I didn't move, I sat back down after i standing at attention for a few mintues. almost crying i just sat there. Master Gunns walk up to me and ask me the question that i see as my life saver. "Mija, Are you ok" in a soft voice i whispered. "I want to kill myself, i want to feel pain" He gave me a wierd look, then ask my to repeat what i just said. I remember getting up from my seat. and walking out the class room door without saying a word.
Within the next hour or so, i was call into the crisis concelor. He explained to me that a teacher reported that I had made a comment that i was going to kill myself. I didn't know what to say, i started crying and told her that i didn't mean to cuase such a stur up. I told her i was sorry and left. Anger ran though my body. How could master gunns do that to me. How could he turn me like that. After i cooled down i started to feel bad. I remember having the razor blades in my pocket, I was ready to do this. I felt to courage to do what was on my mind for months now. I had no friends so who would really miss i thought.
After school i talk to Master Gunns. I told him that i felt that this time i am going to do it. I cry on his shoulder. I couldn't control it. I was going to kill myself, But then he told me something that change that forever. "if you were to kill your self, I would miss you. I love you Kiddo and your Dad loves you too. It would hurt alot of people who really care about you." he made me think about my family and the few friends i had in ROTC. That day i made a promise to him that i would alway keep and never take it back. No matter if i ever see him after i graduate or i do. This promise was meant to be keeped and between two friends that learned from each other. I promise him that i would never take my life. I would never do anything to hurt myself. This promise i have now kept for 4 years now. Everyday when i wake up, i think about what the little things we do and say can change a person forever.
My challenge for you is this.....
Anytime from now till new years, Try to make a life changing difference in someone life. Remember it can only be a few words and nothing more... thats my challenge for anyone willing to take it Peace
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Damn pink, thats some heavy shiz. Is that about you? I'm guessing it is. I've always been told that nothing is so bad that it's worth killing yourself over, & I totally believe that.
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Damn pink, thats some heavy shiz. Is that about you? I'm guessing it is. I've always been told that nothing is so bad that it's worth killing yourself over, & I totally believe that.
I believe that now... I just think of all the good that i have brought to other and what others mean to me... I am a better person since my 9th grade year... I learn to take things one step at a time... nothing is easy in life... thanks for the reply :)
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I believe that now... I just think of all the good that i have brought to other and what others mean to me... I am a better person since my 9th grade year... I learn to take things one step at a time... nothing is easy in life... thanks for the reply :)
N/P :) Glad you've realised that life is worth living. There's always something to live for, family especially. Just think, I wouldn't of known you, I would've missed out on your sweet little posts ;D
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awww its all love :D
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N/P :) Glad you've realised that life is worth living. There's always something to live for, family especially. Just think, I wouldn't of known you, I would've missed out on your sweet little posts ;D
Awww!!! you are such a sweetie.. i am glad that you like my posts... hit me up on AIM or MSN chief_unique@hotmail.com sometime :-*
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awww its all love :D
LOL, damn straight, we like family here, right ;D
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Awww!!! you are such a sweetie.. i am glad that you like my posts... hit me up on AIM or MSN chief_unique@hotmail.com sometime :-*
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ya ;)
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Tis' tha season afterall :)
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Tis' tha season afterall :)
Lol ;D
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Tra la la la la, la la la la ;D
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heh, yeah....
deck the halls with... wtf.. hold up.. we nukin pinkies thread here! *puts shit back on track*
the truths written up top, if u read between the lines, some people never figure some of this stuff out, and some do it too late.
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heh, yeah....
deck the halls with... wtf.. hold up.. we nukin pinkies thread here! *puts shit back on track*
the truths written up top, if u read between the lines, some people never figure some of this stuff out, and some do it too late.
lol... yeah sometime it is fun to get off track tough... but you are right.. some people learn to late... i am lucky that i had a person in my life who help me find self love and self respect... even though i acted goofy all the time ;D
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baby dont cry ya gotta keep ya head up, even when the road is hard neva give up.
Peace
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baby dont cry ya gotta keep ya head up, even when the road is hard neva give up.
Peace
awww.. thanks for the words of wisdom :D i will keep my head always... thats a promise i am making to my self
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Who care so much... it hurt......
My first year in high school was one of the most hardest periods in my life, I had to deal with alot of things that most 14 and 15 shouldn't have too. I was helping raising two kids that i love more then life, My mom was gone and well i always felt that i had to take care of my dad. High school did not make like much easier for me either. I was popular in Middle school, Most people liked me. i was friendly and happy. When i go to high school, the first week of school was cool, Meeting new people and hanging out with the old ones. Dispite my home life, school was my escape from it all. But i found a great love, The love of my life NJROTC (Naval Junior Reserve Officers Training Corps) I couldn't wait for the first day, that was were all suppose to dress in or uniforms. I love the marching, PT (Physical Training), and the great joy of my the Armed Drill Team. About the 3rd week of the school year, was the big week for me. My friend did not know that I was a Cadet in the program and that i almost worship the rules of the Cadet Field Manual. This was a new light for me, I was learning things most people would never try to learn. Finually the day came were it was the first Uniform day for all freashman. I was so excited, Little did i know it would change my life forever and the way my supposed friend saw me too.
I walked on campus like every other day, this time things would be different. I never took the time to notice that no one liked the Cadets in ROTC. They were loser and now i was lable as one too. I walked up to my friends that i always hung out with. They looked at me, Then one let out a comment that hurt me more then anything. "How can you like that shit" she smerked at me. Following that comment was a few minutes of ridicule. My new found love was not the best thing on earth. As the school year went on, I became more and more interested in the program. Spending all my time and energy in the ROTC setting. I became simi close the Master Gunns the ROTC Instuctor. He was funny, mean, nice, caring, and curle all rolled into one. But to this day i concider him a close friend.
Towards march of my 9th grade, Life seem to be getting harder and harder. My grades were good and ROTC was my life, even though i had lost all my friends and trying to figure out who i was. One day I thought I lost total control of my emotions, life, spirit and mind. Class was dismissed but that day that moment change my life forever. I didn't move, I sat back down after i standing at attention for a few mintues. almost crying i just sat there. Master Gunns walk up to me and ask me the question that i see as my life saver. "Mija, Are you ok" in a soft voice i whispered. "I want to kill myself, i want to feel pain" He gave me a wierd look, then ask my to repeat what i just said. I remember getting up from my seat. and walking out the class room door without saying a word.
Within the next hour or so, i was call into the crisis concelor. He explained to me that a teacher reported that I had made a comment that i was going to kill myself. I didn't know what to say, i started crying and told her that i didn't mean to cuase such a stur up. I told her i was sorry and left. Anger ran though my body. How could master gunns do that to me. How could he turn me like that. After i cooled down i started to feel bad. I remember having the razor blades in my pocket, I was ready to do this. I felt to courage to do what was on my mind for months now. I had no friends so who would really miss i thought.
After school i talk to Master Gunns. I told him that i felt that this time i am going to do it. I cry on his shoulder. I couldn't control it. I was going to kill myself, But then he told me something that change that forever. "if you were to kill your self, I would miss you. I love you Kiddo and your Dad loves you too. It would hurt alot of people who really care about you." he made me think about my family and the few friends i had in ROTC. That day i made a promise to him that i would alway keep and never take it back. No matter if i ever see him after i graduate or i do. This promise was meant to be keeped and between two friends that learned from each other. I promise him that i would never take my life. I would never do anything to hurt myself. This promise i have now kept for 4 years now. Everyday when i wake up, i think about what the little things we do and say can change a person forever.
My challenge for you is this.....
Anytime from now till new years, Try to make a life changing difference in someone life. Remember it can only be a few words and nothing more... thats my challenge for anyone willing to take it Peace
Keep your head up. Just remember, immoral homosexuality is not the answer.
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awww.. thanks for the words of wisdom :D i will keep my head always... thats a promise i am making to my self
i always listen to pac when im down.
Peace
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Keep your head up. Just remember, immoral homosexuality is not the answer.
what does my sexuality have to do with this... ???
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never mind sugefight no one reads his posts without that pic...
he is ignorant..
yeeh keep ya head up in that shit.. i lost mah head and i nearly died b4 so u gottakeep pushen..
peace
~1~
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hey shit, Keep ure head up, glad that u reliazed life is not sumthin u can take for granted, live it to the fullest , rememebr a lotta ppl got luv for u
-{bLaDe}
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what does my sexuality have to do with this... ???
Im saying--you do good, youll receive good. If youre triflin, you get what you pay for.
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^ u mean iz a sin to be homosexual?
peace
-{bLaDe)
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never mind sugefight no one reads his posts without that pic...
he is ignorant..
yeeh keep ya head up in that shit.. i lost mah head and i nearly died b4 so u gottakeep pushen..
peace
~1~
I sure do love my Mazi-padz the most... So you always keep in mine.. that if you are ever here in the States.. you have a place to stay .... After all you are like one of my Best Friends Here online..... Love You Much Mazi-padz :-*
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Keep your head up. Just remember, immoral homosexuality is not the answer.
have you ever thought about puttin a bullet in your head, its just an idea sugefight.
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^^feelings mutual playa..
stay up
~1~
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Pink, like dogg pound gangsta said, listen to Pac, he got me through a lot of hard times, his music is one of tha reasons i didnt kill myself, about a year an a half ago i would lsiten to him like 24/7, gotta keep ya head up, just ignore an immature lil bitch like sugefight, he just says that shit b/c he has yet to accept his own homosexuality. What ever dont kill ya makes ya stronger
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Im saying--you do good, youll receive good. If youre triflin, you get what you pay for.
I have the feeling that you have already judge me.. before you have even hit me up on IM... You don't really know the first thing about my life style... I work.. go to church when i have a ride.. or no work... i believe in my faith... alot of screwed up things have happen in my life.. that i am not ready to tell you guys.. but it affect the way i am.. and why i do something.. that may not be normal to you... I pray to God every day.. just like many people do... and i can feel his answer though my heart ... God is a Loving God.. and even though i make choices that he may not agree with... he has not for one mintue turned his back on me... Becuase when i am lonely and depress.. he sit beside and confronts me... you may not like my life style.. and you may never love me as you sister in christ.. (with is a sin because you are suppose to love and not judge any one ) then your sin is just as great as mine... spend love not hate... who cares if i am Bi... if you don't like... turn you head... God will judge you... as you judge other... I know.. that God Loves me... and what ever you say.. will not change that... I am his child.. and so are you.. and even with your Immoral Pic.. God still loves you... So Peace to you
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have I ever had that someone.........nope
I've been through alot of shit during my 21 yrs on this planet.
I've lost many family and friends over bullshit.
One of my best friends died right in my arms...I still have nightmares about that. My life was never stress free......and whats really fukked up...my homie got stabbed over a girl that he wasn't even fukkin with...
I tried to get him to a hospital but no one would help me...I was only 16 (5yrs ago) and I tried to carry him as close as I could to the hospital...but he was too heavy I tried talkin to him to keep him conscious but my words did nothing for him...finally, the police came but it was too late my dawg was already gone....I miss him....
RIP: Perry Walker.....we can still do this dogg...me and you!!!!
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^^ man i am sorry to hear about that... it is too bad that bad shit happens to good people... Just think of all the good that has come into your life.. and let the bad go... thats what i do.. and pray to god... he can help you.. all you have to do is ask :)
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Footsteps Heard in My Mind
When first you died
I head your footsteps in my mind'
and I knew you were here with me
when you were first gone from thee
but after awhile it seemed
you went somewhere and it doesn't seem fair
that my footsteps don't go the same place
when Heaven took you there
and left me with a broken place.............
for spawn...............
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Yeah I had that someone,unfortanely I have had that someone several times :'( this is gonna be a hard topic for me becase I want to tell yall about my husband.See he was young like you guys,and he was full of hope but he liked to drink we had like almost a perfect marriage and he was one of the reasons why I got through that rape,I couldn't have gotten through if it hadn't been for him and for a few others that talked me through it once someone rapes you there is something missing..........but the night he died......... :'( I tried to take that liquor bottle from him we got into a fight,that was the first time he hit me,then he was like I am so sorry and I was like fine drink and drive see if I care.....then when he got out the door I tried keeping him out of the car but he would not stay out out of it.He got in and was still drinking,and was still laughing having a good time,I guess he lost control of the car,he had his window rolled down and someone heard him scream my name then his car flipped............ :'( they got him out and put him in the ambulance and we said I love you but that never puts it back not once it is gone Jack,so if yall really love what ya got hold it tight everyday or lose it like I did and live with the loss.......
Spawn I had a freind that died,he worked at Ruthless Records it is part of the reason why i always talk about it,because it hurts so much........when he died apart of me died with him.....you never quite get over that shit do you?
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Footsteps Heard in My Mind
When first you died
I head your footsteps in my mind'
and I knew you were here with me
when you were first gone from thee
but after awhile it seemed
you went somewhere and it doesn't seem fair
that my footsteps don't go the same place
when Heaven took you there
and left me with a broken place.............
for spawn...............
wow thats deep !!!!
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^ u mean iz a sin to me homosexual?
peace
-{bLaDe)
Yes its a sin.
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have you ever thought about puttin a bullet in your head, its just an idea sugefight.
No-but I hear you have because you cant make any friends and are constantly depressed.
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I have the feeling that you have already judge me.. before you have even hit me up on IM... You don't really know the first thing about my life style... I work.. go to church when i have a ride.. or no work... i believe in my faith... alot of screwed up things have happen in my life.. that i am not ready to tell you guys.. but it affect the way i am.. and why i do something.. that may not be normal to you... I pray to God every day.. just like many people do... and i can feel his answer though my heart ... God is a Loving God.. and even though i make choices that he may not agree with... he has not for one mintue turned his back on me... Becuase when i am lonely and depress.. he sit beside and confronts me... you may not like my life style.. and you may never love me as you sister in christ.. (with is a sin because you are suppose to love and not judge any one ) then your sin is just as great as mine... spend love not hate... who cares if i am Bi... if you don't like... turn you head... God will judge you... as you judge other... I know.. that God Loves me... and what ever you say.. will not change that... I am his child.. and so are you.. and even with your Immoral Pic.. God still loves you... So Peace to you
If youre religious, then you should work hard to fight your gay urges instead of flaunting them on this board, little one.
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Ah, the ignorence of some people.
Now Pink is my sister, if anyone should really care, it's me, I see her, I love her, and I care for her. What she does, affects me, and only me here in person. SugeFight, Do you have sexual relations before marrage, do you swear, use the Lords name as a tool to get your way, do you even so much as lust for your friends wife, or any other wife. Then you have sinned. My sister, I can honestly say because she's told me, has NOT had relations with a female. If she did, more power to her, but she hasn't, so more power to her for resisting. She goes to church, and we are Catholics. When God judges us, I truly believe that we all have sins for him to judge. People use religion to hate homosexuals because it's against God. But so is pre-marrital sex, and I have friends that are not virgins, but are not married either. Just the same, they are sinning, though I do not judge them. Hell our mother had used drugs, and dad an alcholic, they have sinned, but I love them as my parents, and my sister as my sister. God gave me a gift, a sister like mine, who may fight with me at times, but still love. Love is Gods gift, and your judging my sister is not your job to do, it's God's. We are not perfect, and we sin, though you seem short sighted on it. For he who has never sinned, throw the first stone. Alright, keep your stones to yourself then. I still love you as my brother in Christ, just love my sister as she was your sister.
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If youre religious, then you should work hard to fight your gay urges instead of flaunting them on this board, little one.
Yeah I am Bi... and if you don't like it... trun your head around.. and just keep on looking the other way... because you are a sinner too... no matter how better you think you are then..Becuase you are not better then me... and i am not better then no one... have you notice how arrogent and snobby you make your self to be... you give good christian people a bad name... becuase good christian people accept the sins of others and learn to forgive.... that what the lord wants us to do.. forgive though who have done us wrong....
I am BiSexual!!!!!!
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Yeah I am Bi... and if you don't like it... trun your head around.. and just keep on looking the other way... because you are a sinner too... no matter how better you think you are then..Becuase you are not better then me... and i am not better then no one... have you notice how arrogent and snobby you make your self to be... you give good christian people a bad name... becuase good christian people accept the sins of others and learn to forgive.... that what the lord wants us to do.. forgive though who have done us wrong....
I am BiSexual!!!!!!
Im a sinner too...but you also dont see my parading around bragging about disrespecting somebody or any other sin. You, little girl, are sinning and KNOW its wrong, but procede to brag about it and constantly state how proud you are to be sinning which quite frankly makes me cringe and want to vomit with disappointment and disgust. I hope you change your life around-cos quite frankly I nor you like the course you are currently taking. My thoughts are with you.
-One..
(And that's the last im going to say about this...Shes already gotten too much negative exposure through this)
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yo sugefight, go kill yourself please, you are the biggest piece of shit EVA, pink is trying to be serious and shit but all you can do is be sarcastic about it now thats foul.......please put a gun to your mouth and pull the trigger for real.....
anyways, i guess i could kinda relate to pink about losing friends cuz like 90% of my "friends" were criminals for real back in junior high and high school and after i graduated, i wanted to start fresh and clean and i did by getting off probation and now i'm going to college and staying away from my homies but because of that i lost majority of motherfuckers but oh well...........life goes on....at least i won't end up in the penn like they would be........i'm really back on track now except for a couple familiy affairs but shit happens
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yo sugefight, go kill yourself please, you are the biggest piece of shit EVA, pink is trying to be serious and shit but all you can do is be sarcastic about it now thats foul.......please put a gun to your mouth and pull the trigger for real.....
anyways, i guess i could kinda relate to pink about losing friends cuz like 90% of my "friends" were criminals for real back in junior high and high school and after i graduated, i wanted to start fresh and clean and i did by getting off probation and now i'm going to college and staying away from my homies but because of that i lost majority of motherfuckers but oh well...........life goes on....at least i won't end up in the penn like they would be........i'm really back on track now except for a couple familiy affairs but shit happens
Thanks you babie for that... :-*
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Oh yeah... keep up the good work.. and don't give up... you are going to make it in life... no matter who comes along and tries to change that... :)
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anyways, i guess i could kinda relate to pink about losing friends cuz like 90% of my "friends" were criminals for real back in junior high and high school and after i graduated, i wanted to start fresh and clean and i did by getting off probation and now i'm going to college and staying away from my homies but because of that i lost majority of motherfuckers but oh well...........life goes on....at least i won't end up in the penn like they would be........i'm really back on track now except for a couple familiy affairs but shit happens
i feel ya man.. u are strong i willed i am also strong willed but i am also very stupid. and i fall down the same track i started at, im trying to start a new life at school, been doing my work in class, but i have a bad rep amongst teh teachers as an agressive trouble maker, and now i will do my work all class, and say 1 thing and get kicked out, nah' mean, how the fuck am i sposed to turn shit around when mafukkaz dun gimme a chance ya feel? so right now iz like fuck the world, fuck everybody, but then i get no where, and i do have that special someone, but thats not enough, i drag her down being associated with me, so put it this way, mah life is shit...
peace
~1~
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it takes time maxi-padz... but you will get there... just try your best.. and keep on striving for the good... and all will be taken care of ... :)
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but i am also very stupid.
LOL, i agree
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i feel ya man.. u are strong i willed i am also strong willed but i am also very stupid. and i fall down the same track i started at, im trying to start a new life at school, been doing my work in class, but i have a bad rep amongst teh teachers as an agressive trouble maker, and now i will do my work all class, and say 1 thing and get kicked out, nah' mean, how the fuck am i sposed to turn shit around when mafukkaz dun gimme a chance ya feel? so right now iz like fuck the world, fuck everybody, but then i get no where, and i do have that special someone, but thats not enough, i drag her down being associated with me, so put it this way, mah life is shit...
peace
~1~
yo I KNOW EXACTLY what yu going through right now cuz i had a fucked up rep in high school and in the streets, but in school, teachers knew i was bad news when i wasn't really you know what i'm saying, and they treat me different than other motherfuckers....which REALLY pisses me off cuz i feel they discriminating for no fucking reason.....
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the fucked up thing is, not trying to sound cocky, im really fucken smart, i did no work all year and i got a 4.0 grade point. but ive been hella stupid on alcohol and shit, and now teachers dun gimme a chance. now instead of maybe being a lawyer or sumthen hella good pay, ima have to settle for a trade. which is what ive always wanted to do, but my whole life ive treid to do my best, and the last 4 years ahve fucked me up in a major way.
i advise u peeps growen up to not fuck up yo chances like i have.
peace
~1~
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the fucked up thing is, not trying to sound cocky, im really fucken smart, i did no work all year and i got a 4.0 grade point. but ive been hella stupid on alcohol and shit, and now teachers dun gimme a chance. now instead of maybe being a lawyer or sumthen hella good pay, ima have to settle for a trade. which is what ive always wanted to do, but my whole life ive treid to do my best, and the last 4 years ahve fucked me up in a major way.
i advise u peeps growen up to not fuck up yo chances like i have.
peace
~1~
yo i thought you wanted to be a butcher?
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butchering was always like a back up play.. like i said i wouldnt mind being one.. its a trade... but if i did well in 12th grade i woulda got a degree in sumthing.. butchering was a back up job..
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Footsteps Heard in My Mind
When first you died
I head your footsteps in my mind'
and I knew you were here with me
when you were first gone from thee
but after awhile it seemed
you went somewhere and it doesn't seem fair
that my footsteps don't go the same place
when Heaven took you there
and left me with a broken place.............
for spawn...............
thanks...thats exactly how I felt when it happened...I still do
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I know how you feel G,I lost a real close freind shit I didn't even know I lost him one day he just stopped emailing me then his wife emailed me one day told me he was killed in a gang fight and I was like what?Damn but he was part of the Whooride crew,he can't die thats fucked up don't tell me that shit,but tell me she did......so yeah man when I think about him oh it peirces i thought that would stop but I guess there is some pain that never quite wears away......even time can't do it......just our hearts and minds have got to get over it is all............and Suge fight you need someone to lay hands on you,thats a demon talking in you man I know a demon when I hear one and that is defintely a demon.......now listen yall don't be judging each other cuz you don't want to have to answer for that,so what if the girl is a freak,shit I have had my freak side too and I grew out of it,she is just gonna have to grow out of it,it is a stage women go through we get curious about each other sometimes.especially when men don't do what men are supposed to do(hint hint) so if you don't like it do what you are supposed to do and treat a lady right and maybe you can reach a hot babe from doing these kind of things til then keep all nasty thoughts to yourself.......and don't jump me man cuz I got a thousand soljahz I will pull in here.........and yall already know I will start a war in one sec so don't fuck wit me,my temper is not to be fucked wit peace..........
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For Pink and MDogg,
I hate to see my mother gone
when I was born one early morn
and never feel that gentle breathe
of hers again that gentle way she sang to me
the gentle way she had with me
I know somethings cannot be replaced
when living in a vacumed place
free of memories of things that hurt
when mom was here and doing dirt
but what I want you to see
is how much love she had for thee
and how love she has for you now
angels clap and angles bow
they pull back a curtain dear
and you can see ya mama there
and now ya know that she is fine
wrapped up in his arms devine
she told me to tell you one thing more
she loves you so much and she is sorry more
for once when she was here and doing dirt
then left and did not say good bye............
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Thank you so much for that.... When I read it.. I couldn't help but to cry... I miss my mom so much... and i wish that she could have said good bye... i always look back to the last day i saw her... i think of all that we said and we shared... it was the perfect moment in time.. that everything i said.. will not be in reget... i wish that m dogg gets to read this reply too... thank you much Angel... for you words that seem to be so true... :'(
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not a problem pink and I just thought up something that could put this all in perspective for sugefight ;D
There once was a little boy who wanted to meet God. He knew it was a long trip to where God lived, so he packed his suitcase with cupcakes, several cans of root beer and started on his journey.
When he had gone about three blocks, he saw an elderly woman. She was sitting on a park bench watching the pigeons. The boy sat down next to her and opened his suitcase. He was about to take a drink from his root beer when he noticed the lady looked hungry so he offered her a cupcake. She gratefully accepted and smiled at him.
Her smile was so wonderful that he wanted to see it again, so he offered a root beer as well. Once again she smiled at him. The boy was delighted!
They sat there all afternoon eating and smiling without saying a word.
As it began to grow dark, the boy realized how tired he was and wanted to go home. He got up to leave but before he had gone no more than a few steps, he turned around and ran back to the old woman, giving her a big hug. She gave him her biggest smile ever.
When the boy arrived home his Mother was surprised by the look of joy on his face. She asked, "What has made you so happy today?" He replied, "I had lunch with God." Before his mother could respond he added, "You know what? She's got the most beautiful smile in the whole world!"
Meanwhile, the old woman, also radiant with joy, returned to her home. Her son was stunned by the look of peace on her face. He asked, "Mother, what has made you so happy today?" She replied, "I ate cupcakes in the park with God." And before her son could reply, she added, "You know, he is much younger than I expected."
Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring; all of which have the potential to turn a life around.
People come into our lives for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.
Take no one for granted and embrace all equally with joy!
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Thanks you babie for that... :-*
Wow..You really are a good person PinkDykeGirl. He makes a post about me committing suicide and you say "Thank you babie for that". I think I did have you well pegged in believing that youre a bad immoral person. Chalk another one up.
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One more thing--I dont wish bad onto anybody on these boards. And I hope that everything goes well for the likes of PinkTowelGirl...Im just trying to lead her on the right path though. She has recently private messaged me and thanked me for my concerns and for my help and I want to publicly say "You're Welcome". Keep your head up, babygirl and admitting youre wrong is the first step to success!!!!
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One more thing--I dont wish bad onto anybody on these boards. And I hope that everything goes well for the likes of PinkTowelGirl...Im just trying to lead her on the right path though. She has recently private messaged me and thanked me for my concerns and for my help and I want to publicly say "You're Welcome". Keep your head up, babygirl and admitting youre wrong is the first step to success!!!!
Fuck you ass hole... I never once Messaged you... you just feel stupid.. because no body really likes you... I never sant you shit... i am a sinner... and so are you... you just too stupid to see that... when you grow up.. then you will know what i am talking about..ok... so piss off
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sugefight i aint startin beef wit u but u need to grow the fuck up. this board is for hip hop and peoples thoughts. not for some immature lil bastard who has nothing better to do than cause beef with people from behind a muthafuckin computer screen. why dont u nut up and go start beef wit someone that will be right in front of you. jus quit startin beef and sayin stupid shit from behind a screen. post shit bout music and leave the beef at home. if you dont like anything goes forum then dont go there.IMO
Peace
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sugefight i aint startin beef wit u but u need to grow the fuck up. this board is for hip hop and peoples thoughts. not for some immature lil bastard who has nothing better to do than cause beef with people from behind a muthafuckin computer screen. why dont u nut up and go start beef wit someone that will be right in front of you. jus quit startin beef and sayin stupid shit from behind a screen. post shit bout music and leave the beef at home. if you dont like anything goes forum then dont go there.IMO
Peace
Im just trying to make this board a better place, one person at a time. My first project was minority--my current project is PinkTowelGirl. I think PinkTowelGirl means well and with my guidance she can become the kind of person she wants to be. Like mentioned earlier-she took a HUGE step by admitting her faults to me via private message, and I cant wait to see the rest of her development. Keep it up, baby girl!!
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Fuck you sugaFag... I am a good person where you think so or not,, you just sit back and let God judge me ok...I believe that no matter what I do God.. will never live me and will never turn his back on me.. you don't play God ok... When God is ready to Change me he will... and i will be waiting.. But till then.. I still pray and hope for a better tomorrow... I honestly think you are a bad person... you spend hate.. and redicule others... And you cliam it all under the lords name... you are a sad person... I feel sorry for you.. ~one~
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There is only one thing I know to do in a situation like this
Heavenly Father,
I would like to ask you to soften Sugefights heart so that he would stop picking on people and tell us what is wrong with him,if he cannot father then at least contribute something to the boards other then what he has,I ask that his heart be imersed in peace and harmony and I ask that they become a permant part of his personality.I ask that your beautiful ways start to show out of every step of his Father and that he grow to be just like you.I ask that everyone on the boards stop fighting,I ask for peace on the boards and Father I just ask that you keep a hand on all the chatters as they go about their daily rounds on these boards listening to thier prayers,wants needs and desires......I ask that you hold their family and freinds up so that my freinds here shall never be alone and I ask Father that their faces be covered with your kisses and they be delighted by your touch,I ask that the angels keep the demons off their back and harm out of their way and I ask all this in Jesus name I pray Amen
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Amen... I believe in the Lords Works... and the Lord works in a misterious way... Aman :)
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Amen... I believe in the Lords Works... and the Lord works in a misterious way... Aman :)
LOL--Dont judge me as a person by what I do ONLINE. Online is fiction, yall. This aint real--
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LOL--Dont judge me as a person by what I do ONLINE. Online is fiction, yall. This aint real--
You already have judge me.. don't contradict yourself... it is very unbecoming.....
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You already have judge me.. don't contradict yourself... it is very unbecoming.....
I said dont judge me for what i do ONLINE. Youre gay in real life. So dont speak unless it makes sense--that is very unbecoming, you stupid trick.
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One more thing--I dont wish bad onto anybody on these boards. And I hope that everything goes well for the likes of PinkTowelGirl...Im just trying to lead her on the right path though. She has recently private messaged me and thanked me for my concerns and for my help and I want to publicly say "You're Welcome". Keep your head up, babygirl and admitting youre wrong is the first step to success!!!!
you doing that again?????? yo pink, don't fall for this bullshit......this sugefag did the same shit to me when i was a mod here and he made some bullshit like this up to make me lose my spot
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sugefight that is the thing ain't no one judging you,but what if someone was sitting here telling you the truth about themselves and you were judging that never knowing that you actually were judging them?Baby you can't judge,that is God's place to judge,he is the only one who gets to do that not you.......you may not like what pink does,but stop watching what she does then.........let me tell you why you should stop.........
when I was a little younger(a few months ago actually)I judged a woman with a mustache,she had a beard and I was thinking yuck I would hate to have one of those and some other bad thoughts and everytime I saw one of those women I did that,til one day I woke up with a hair on my lip,now it has not grown back in seince then but still I know yuck right?But see where do any of us get off saying yuck it is not your face the hair is on,is it?then it is not your business why that hair is there either,,,,,,same goes for pink.............her mother died.........she is looking for female company most likely because she misses her mother man,see you oughta think before you judge people because you might miss the real reason why they do the things they do,I bet you even pink doesn't know the reason why she is bi but I can figure it out,just from what she has said today it was easy I knew it I said well if she is looking for a mother figure then that is one way to find one,let her find herslef sugefight then get up in whoevers ass you want too but let these two greive first geez......these two have not gotten a real good time to greive for a long time now and they need symphathy from us not hate....how would you feel if your parents died and you were all lost in the world and you had no one to turn to?Plus she is young...........she is gonna experiment and that is normal for someone her age SO BACK OFF HER
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She applauded a post that said somebody should kill me. So, ruthless, i ask you--whats worse? Wishing death on somebody or questioning their immoral ways? Yup-Game, Set, MATCH.
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I said dont judge me for what i do ONLINE. Youre gay in real life. So dont speak unless it makes sense--that is very unbecoming, you stupid trick.
I think you are a sad person.. who has no real friends.. and has to make them selves feel better by putting other down... thats too bad.. i think you are a lonely person.. who needs to grow the FUCK UP!!! i am not no trick either... Believe me... and you talking to a person who pretty much did well in school... I am doing go for myself now.. i buy what i want.. and when i want it... i can live my life how i choose.. I don't fell no shame in what i do... I am strong person.. Thats what the whole point of this thread was about... to show.. yeah i live a depressing life at one time. i over came it.. and found myself... I repeat .. if you don't like.. who cares.. turn your head... Don't look... if it such a sin.. don't talk to me.. if i am so bad... Don't even post on my threads... Just continue on.. but don't give me ridicule about my life.. i live it and not you... I am who i am.. and not going to change.. becuase it displease people... So if you don't like me.. say so.. but don't hint it out.. be straight up.. don't be stupid.. and make your stupid comments that make you sound like a the little bitch that you are... so just Piss off ... GirlFriend ~one~
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lol@suge fight trying to sound all religeous now.. who the fuck u foolen... i remember when u frist started posting hoe.. so back the fuck up
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hahahahahaha.....yo sugefight you said it yourself you want to make the board a better place.........ok then get the fuck out of the board and take all of your screen names with you(WS, dontfight, oasinger, dbomb), i mean its fucking pathetic that you have so much spare time to be dissing people like this.......i know i diss motherfuckers at times but NOT when somebody is really being serious like pink you know what i'm saying......i mean youre fucking worthless, i should shoot your "no job having dad" and "2 dollar mom" for even bringing your shit-worth ass in this world faggot, you told me you were a 25 year old hard black gangsta from the ghetto????? mmmmaawhahahahahaahahha you must be out of your mind, yeah sure....you are REALLL HARD when alll you do is talk shit, shit, shit, i've never even seen you talk about hip-hop except talking about how classic no limit is so obiviously you don't know jack about hip-hop so that right there tells you you don't belong here and you love to instigate cuz you think thats power.......since you never had any authority in your life ever so you have to fantasize it on the internet.....which is sad....real sad....i don't hate you...i really feel sorry for you man....i mean you never had pussy, you never had any friends, your a GRADE school drop out, kids at your local neighborhood was your bubbas, and your 55 years old right now for 45 years doing the same shit ever since you were a kid....its soooo sadddd :( its too late now, you can't even get a life back cuz you never had the potential, i mean you can't face reality
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^^ right On ^^ ;D
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Ah, the ignorence of some people.
Now Pink is my sister, if anyone should really care, it's me, I see her, I love her, and I care for her. What she does, affects me, and only me here in person. SugeFight, Do you have sexual relations before marrage, do you swear, use the Lords name as a tool to get your way, do you even so much as lust for your friends wife, or any other wife. Then you have sinned. My sister, I can honestly say because she's told me, has NOT had relations with a female. If she did, more power to her, but she hasn't, so more power to her for resisting. She goes to church, and we are Catholics. When God judges us, I truly believe that we all have sins for him to judge. People use religion to hate homosexuals because it's against God. But so is pre-marrital sex, and I have friends that are not virgins, but are not married either. Just the same, they are sinning, though I do not judge them. Hell our mother had used drugs, and dad an alcholic, they have sinned, but I love them as my parents, and my sister as my sister. God gave me a gift, a sister like mine, who may fight with me at times, but still love. Love is Gods gift, and your judging my sister is not your job to do, it's God's. We are not perfect, and we sin, though you seem short sighted on it. For he who has never sinned, throw the first stone. Alright, keep your stones to yourself then. I still love you as my brother in Christ, just love my sister as she was your sister.
I love my bubba.... Don't you love my bubba... i love my bubba ... aahh!!! bubba... *signs*
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hahahahahaha.....yo sugefight you said it yourself you want to make the board a better place.........ok then get the fuck out of the board and take all of your screen names with you(WS, dontfight, oasinger, dbomb), i mean its fucking pathetic that you have so much spare time to be dissing people like this.......i know i diss motherfuckers at times but NOT when somebody is really being serious like pink you know what i'm saying......i mean youre fucking worthless, i should shoot your "no job having dad" and "2 dollar mom" for even bringing your shit-worth ass in this world faggot, you told me you were a 25 year old hard black gangsta from the ghetto????? mmmmaawhahahahahaahahha you must be out of your mind, yeah sure....you are REALLL HARD when alll you do is talk shit, shit, shit, i've never even seen you talk about hip-hop except talking about how classic no limit is so obiviously you don't know jack about hip-hop so that right there tells you you don't belong here and you love to instigate cuz you think thats power.......since you never had any authority in your life ever so you have to fantasize it on the internet.....which is sad....real sad....i don't hate you...i really feel sorry for you man....i mean you never had pussy, you never had any friends, your a GRADE school drop out, kids at your local neighborhood was your bubbas, and your 55 years old right now for 45 years doing the same shit ever since you were a kid....its soooo sadddd :( its too late now, you can't even get a life back cuz you never had the potential, i mean you can't face reality
It's funny and pathetic that somebody from the internet can get so much emotion out of you. Grow up and get a real life.
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lol@suge fight trying to sound all religeous now.. who the fuck u foolen... i remember when u frist started posting hoe.. so back the fuck up
Yall dont know me. And again-I dont care about any of you online cos I dont know any of you. And you remember when I first started posting? Looks like somebody needs to get a life, maxi padz. BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Internet gangstas crack me up. Get some friends, get a girl, party, hang out--get a fucking life you pathetic piece of crap.
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Yall dont know me. And again-I dont care about any of you online cos I dont know any of you. And you remember when I first started posting? Looks like somebody needs to get a life, maxi padz. BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Internet gangstas crack me up. Get some friends, get a girl, party, hang out--get a fucking life you pathetic piece of crap.
Hey when you mess with mazi-padz you mess with me... listen fucker... you been posting all day.. you the one with no fucking life... why don't you go and fuck yourself... you stupid piece of shit .. why do you have to come up over here and start shit anyways... you like conflict... don't you.. your the sick shit not me.. or anyone else on this board... so why don't you just eat me... fagot.. oh i am sorry.. your a cock sucker... my bad... Puto
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Yall dont know me. And again-I dont care about any of you online cos I dont know any of you. And you remember when I first started posting? Looks like somebody needs to get a life, maxi padz. BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Internet gangstas crack me up. Get some friends, get a girl, party, hang out--get a fucking life you pathetic piece of crap.
well to tell u the truth i do have a girl, im going to a party tonight, and i got friends i havent even used yet..lol.. all im sayen.. is i remember how u started beef with everyone dickhead... and now ur trying to be all religeous.. ur jsut a hata
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Muthaphuk this. I got a real life, and my life is my sister, Listen to me this time BITCH. STAY OFF MY SISTER. I don't care what you think of us, shit is twisted in our lives, and she has never had relations, WHY, because she has told me. So in that sense she hasn't sinned yet. As for you, get off HER CLIT. She ain't gay, she's Bi, so you still have a chance, don't get mad.
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I have M dogg and maxi-padz... don't trip if you don't got no one sugafag
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Pink...Dont even trip off of sugefight....you're a princess so why are you worried about the feelings of a peasant?
Suge.....You dont like bi's...thats cool, but that doesn't mean that you have to talk down to someone that is bi. What do you get from all this? Seriously.....Do you get a kick outta this? You really need to mature...THATS real talk....just squash this shit...be a fucken man instead of a child
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I just wanted to say to sugefight and pink:
Im letting you in on another thought of mine.... It is VERY hard to maintain your 'sense of Self' when...it isnt working!! You keep your eyes set on one vision, one idea, or one feeling, but, when a PHYSICAL wall is set before you...all you have is your faith; your belief that things go alright, even thought that 'thing' itself is "against you"! Actually, i dont wish to make this an issue about faith yet, because, this is a situation where it ISNT a matter of "how you will make it", rather, "will you handle it?" It is a very scary thought, one that causes the majority of people to "play it safe", but: NOT EVERYTHING GOES YOUR WAY...or should i say, not everything SEEMS to go your way! You put so much energy into one feeling or thought, but you are sent the opposite...you are then left more heartbroken than hopeful and, each moment that plays into the hands of the opposite effect to your vision can feed you MORE doubt, MORE questions...MORE pain!! You buy into the ILLUSION that things are moving AWAY from your vision, so you, yourself, begin to CREATE what the illusion showed you, and so, in the end, you actually ARE moving a different direction! Yes, sometimes i WILL have to fight the illusion of failure...nobody promised it easy! Yes, sometimes i will....sometimes i'll have to keep on believing while i have a broken heart...yes i will...but, i WILL NOT be scared to give it my all, nor will I take an eye off what my Soul and Spirit (representing the deep, DEEP feeling of truth and love) see! I have not allowed myself the ability to see every turn, bump, or 'easyriding' trip on this path of mine....some events are clear in my vision, others are not, but, (NOW i can mention faith and also add TRUST) I must keep faith and have trust that what has been installed in me is NOT a lie...and i KNOW its not a lie because i can feel it!!......... THIS IS WAR (against myself)!!!!!! I wrote this for myself, then decided to send it out to ya'll cause, i want you to SET THE STANDARDS for your life! "What do you accept? What do you NOT accept? Who do you wish to be? What are your dreams?" When you can define that for yourself, then remain there!.....i believe the easiest way i can say this is....DO NOT LET PHYSICAL WALLS TAKE AWAY YOUR HEARTFELT CHOICES!! meditate on that one.....*smile*
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and this message is for Pink and MDogg Themselves:
sup people..i wrote this a while back, thougt i could share it with you...here it is: ...everything happens so fast!! As you appreciate one moment, its gone. Even as i write this...its like im catching up to the future. You blink your eyes and you are closer to "the end". When things move this fast, how can you possibly find time to enjoy your seconds? With every passing second you have less time to appreciate more moments. You include into the equation the fact that we have to live our lives, thus we never take enough time to appreciate our moments, circumstances and situations, and the conclusion is that: you miss out on life...you miss out onl God, actually. This whole thought was triggered on the bus when I was thinking about something that had happened when i was just a boy. I then started rewinding my thoughts to all those times i see elderly people taking peaceful strolls in the park as i watch in envy! People might question how i know they feel peaceful, and it's simply because i feel it just by looking at them. They say that you are at your most spiritual peak when you are in your 50's and over, and I now understand that its because....everything slows down!! You get closer to God because each moment stays there a bit longer...some moments more than others!! Your young, and you HAVE to "do" this or "be" that (you are told) so instead of enjoying the seconds, you look ahead and plan for the future, but, what about right now?? Most people get old and reminise about the "good ol' days" and that feels so good because its a form of slowing time down. Too many people who have rough childhoods remember it as fast as it happened...they rush the experience in their mind because they dont wish to remember it....but, imagine somebody showing you a picture for a second then taking it away, thre's nothing to appreciate....now imagine having that SAME picture being shown to you for a minute! You have time to observe it, analyze it, register it, appreciate it....learn from it!! In our case, slowing down how fast that picture is shown to you makes a big difference because, that picture is God!! It is love. peace, happiness, appreciation, satisfaction, understanding....it is God! Most of us are RUNNING across a line of pictures and never really seeing them... take a break and take time to appreciate what is in those pictures...dont run, walk!! In fact, dont even moven....every picure is the same, but in a different position. There was a time i was asking HOW i could learn to appreciate events that dont "go my way". I dont know exactly how this advice fits, but....SLOW DOWN!!! Everything has its time and its to my benifit to let that "time" come when its ready...until then, enjoy God!!!
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Pink...Dont even trip off of sugefight....you're a princess so why are you worried about the feelings of a peasant?
Suge.....You dont like bi's...thats cool, but that doesn't mean that you have to talk down to someone that is bi. What do you get from all this? Seriously.....Do you get a kick outta this? You really need to mature...THATS real talk....just squash this shit...be a fucken man instead of a child
Yeah Spawn.. I am going to le this one go... i am not going to let trip off SugeFight... Thanks for the kind words :-*
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It's funny and pathetic that somebody from the internet can get so much emotion out of you. Grow up and get a real life.
die girl
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Yeah Spawn.. I am going to le this one go... i am not going to let trip off SugeFight... Thanks for the kind words :-*
Haha..you know im getting to you , you stupid dyke bitch.
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die girl
Minority-why do you want her to die? I dont want her to die-I just think shes a useless piece of shit
but im sorry, and i really love you pink, i just dont know how to express it, forgive me for bein a faggot
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SugeFight this is a warning
dont post bullshit anymore or i will delete it.... ok?
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dont warn him,just delete the bitches posts lol
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Minority-why do you want her to die? I dont want her to die-I just think shes a useless piece of shit
but im sorry, and i really love you pink, i just dont know how to express it, forgive me for bein a faggot
wtf??? lmao!!!!! btw, when i said "die girl" i meant you dumbfool not pink
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It's a shame that most people mature only physically and not mentally.....
ah well...
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Mods-First off-this is ANYTHING goes. And if we can allow Dykes immorality, we can allow my good views. Second off-Somebodys been messing with my posts. Whatever. I find it sad that you all (Dyke, MaxiPads, Minority) formed a support group and consider yall "friends" though you just type with words on the internet. Get a fucking life. You all are losers and Im above you in every way imaginable. I am more successful, get more girls, have more friends, look better, have a life, have more cash, have better taste, and have morals compared to you guys. Seriously, this is just the internet, so dont take things personal and get all emotional when you hear something. Get a fucking life and quit taking offense to everything. And for real-promote positivity and moral things and fight against those who are immoral. PinkDykeGirl-I dont know you as a person but heres what I know
A) You're immoral
B) You will have sex with any gender..you dont even care
C) You wished me death when you dont know me--you have no class
D) You consider people online your friends cos you have a lack of them in real life.
E) Speaking of lacking friends, Your brother is your only friend in real life--thats so LAAAAAAAAME.
So that's it girl. Let's lock this thread up. Ive laid it all on the line and exposed you for the piece of shit you are. I'm done..And dont cry-You dont know me so you shouldnt get all emotional like a bitch when reading this-but realize you do need to make MAJOR changes in your life.
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man, its alright your in denial about your own personal short comings (small penis proberly) or maybe u aint comfortable wit your own homosexuality or maybe your dad is gay so you take all your anger on others, an i take it you dont have much of life considerin tha fact it seems like you always on this board, now u can diss me an say how i have no friends an no life, but tha thing is, I DONT GIVE A FUCK, i know i have no life, i go to school, sleep, an go to work, you are proberly one of those lil spoiled bitches that has there mommy an daddy do everything for you, an dont know shit about tha harsh realities of tha real world, no1 likes you on this board an if your attitude is anything like it is on tha board, i take it you have very few friends in real life, like i said b4 suge, have you ever thought of suicide, i think it would do you some good, know go back to wackin off to your stacey keibler pic an try to hide your own homosexuality
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man, its alright your in denial about your own personal short comings (small penis proberly) or maybe u aint comfortable wit your own homosexuality or maybe your dad is gay so you take all your anger on others, an i take it you dont have much of life considerin tha fact it seems like you always on this board, now u can diss me an say how i have no friends an no life, but tha thing is, I DONT GIVE A FUCK, i know i have no life, i go to school, sleep, an go to work, you are proberly one of those lil spoiled bitches that has there mommy an daddy do everything for you, an dont know shit about tha harsh realities of tha real world, no1 likes you on this board an if your attitude is anything like it is on tha board, i take it you have very few friends in real life, like i said b4 suge, have you ever thought of suicide, i think it would do you some good, know go back to wackin off to your stacey keibler pic an try to hide your own homosexuality
TOM your right, i am a gay piece of shit..... sorr for bein a bitch yall, its just that i got raped the other day, and its realyy hard, well the dick was......ill suck your dick, im sorry
oh yeah...... I LUV DICKS!!!!!! and i know if i ever post any bullshit again in this forum it will get deleted byt the master... all praise doggystylin...... and pink... ill be your slave....tom ill do whatever you want
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suge u wanna talk about dissin people online, thats all you do, you start shit wit every1, b/c it makes you feel like a big man, your a fuckin idiot, look at half your post you start shit, fuckin idiot, an if you died no1 would give a fuck, than you would see how important your friends really are, an i would step up to you in real life ight, i aint backin down from anyone, im 6'1, 200 lbs, i can hold my own, an you talk about all tha friends you have, i doubt it, your on this fuckin board all tha time, u have no friends, u come here an make fun of us b/c in real life you wanted have to balls to say any of this shit you say to us, your worse than a net banger, your a staright up bitch, now your proberly goin come back wit, well im 6'7 300 lbs can bench 400 pounds, you get mad pussy an are rich an have so many friends, if your mr.perfect why are you always on tha board, maybe b/c you have no friends, maybe no1 gives a shit about you, so you take it out on others
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Mods-First off-this is ANYTHING goes. And if we can allow Dykes immorality, we can allow my good views. Second off-Somebodys been messing with my posts. Whatever. I find it sad that you all (Dyke, MaxiPads, Minority) formed a support group and consider yall "friends" though you just type with words on the internet. Get a fucking life. You all are losers and Im above you in every way imaginable. I am more successful, get more girls, have more friends, look better, have a life, have more cash, have better taste, and have morals compared to you guys. Seriously, this is just the internet, so dont take things personal and get all emotional when you hear something. Get a fucking life and quit taking offense to everything. And for real-promote positivity and moral things and fight against those who are immoral. PinkDykeGirl-I dont know you as a person but heres what I know
A) You're immoral
B) You will have sex with any gender..you dont even care
C) You wished me death when you dont know me--you have no class
D) You consider people online your friends cos you have a lack of them in real life.
E) Speaking of lacking friends, Your brother is your only friend in real life--thats so LAAAAAAAAME.
So that's it girl. Let's lock this thread up. Ive laid it all on the line and exposed you for the piece of shit you are. I'm done..And dont cry-You dont know me so you shouldnt get all emotional like a bitch when reading this-but realize you do need to make MAJOR changes in your life.
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Number one... i do have many friends... I WORK alot of hours to pay my way though school... becuase i don't want to ask my dad for the money... I was working two jobs... but i lost one do to slow buissness.... So now i have a little more time on my hands.. the reason i am on in the mornings is becuase i work half of the second shift and the begianing of the 3rd... after work it is too late to go out.. and my friends work day and go to school as will.. so i talk to them on AIM... to catch up... number two.... I moved so I can't always hangout with them.. when they ask me to...or when i feel like it... Bitch you don't know me... i won't fuck anyone.. who i am not with.. and even then i have my views... if i am so immoral... why do you reply to my threads..... i don't reply to yours... you don't have to be such a ass... and cause shit all the damn time... NO ONE CARES IF YOU DIE!!!!!! So piss off.. and get a life...
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TOM your right, i am a gay piece of shit..... sorr for bein a bitch yall, its just that i got raped the other day, and its realyy hard, well the dick was......ill suck your dick, im sorry
oh yeah...... I LUV DICKS!!!!!! and i know if i ever post any bullshit again in this forum it will get deleted byt the master... all praise doggystylin...... and pink... ill be your slave....tom ill do whatever you want
LMFFFFFFAOO!!!!!!
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TOM your right, i am a gay piece of shit..... sorr for bein a bitch yall, its just that i got raped the other day, and its realyy hard, well the dick was......ill suck your dick, im sorry
oh yeah...... I LUV DICKS!!!!!! and i know if i ever post any bullshit again in this forum it will get deleted byt the master... all praise doggystylin...... and pink... ill be your slave....tom ill do whatever you want
yo suge u better keep you mouth away from my dick cuz i'll fuckin slit your throat, FAGGGGGGGOTTTTTTTTT, SUGE COMES OUTTA OF THA CLOSET, I TOLD YALL
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TOM your right, i am a gay piece of shit..... sorr for bein a bitch yall, its just that i got raped the other day, and its realyy hard, well the dick was......ill suck your dick, im sorry
oh yeah...... I LUV DICKS!!!!!! and i know if i ever post any bullshit again in this forum it will get deleted byt the master... all praise doggystylin...... and pink... ill be your slave....tom ill do whatever you want
Lol... i guess you like dikes too...i am glad that you came out and told the board first.. now i bet you are ready to tell you mom and pops too... Don't worry SugeFight... we are all supportive here.. you don't have to hid it no more... we all know and understand you now
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Somehow my last post got deleted--the truth hurts, huh? Anyways-Overseer-You need to fire whoever the moderator on the board is because this board is anything goes and when Doggystylin messes with my posts and deletes them he is not doing his job. Anyways-the point of my last post was that on a post I made it clearly states "EDITED BY DOGGYSTYLIN" which means he is misusing his power. Second off, Doggystylin said in his post that he "loves dicks"..thats a direct quote. ALSO, how foolish is it for people like Doggystylin, minority, and Tom to use gay slurs and make fun of homos when that's what this whole thing was started over? So in an effort to defend a gay person , you use more gay slurs and knock the entire homo-community?
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SugeFight Stop bein a dickhead..... your the one who started bein a bitch up in here which caused some people to get at me and wanted me to do somethin about it.....so thats why i did it, cause you were pissin people off and they wanted me to delete your posts and fuck with them.... and i cam on here and gave you a warning first and you still were a dickhead, no one wants you on here bitch, notice all the people who are pissed at you and dont like your faggot ass, so FUCK OFF!
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Seems more like he has a dick in his ass...LoL
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Somehow my last post got deleted--the truth hurts, huh? Anyways-Overseer-You need to fire whoever the moderator on the board is because this board is anything goes and when Doggystylin messes with my posts and deletes them he is not doing his job. Anyways-the point of my last post was that on a post I made it clearly states "EDITED BY DOGGYSTYLIN" which means he is misusing his power. Second off, Doggystylin said in his post that he "loves dicks"..thats a direct quote. ALSO, how foolish is it for people like Doggystylin, minority, and Tom to use gay slurs and make fun of homos when that's what this whole thing was started over? So in an effort to defend a gay person , you use more gay slurs and knock the entire homo-community?
please die so you can fine another life that isn't disappointing
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please die so you can fine another life that isn't disappointing
ROFL, go wack off to to your lil romeo CD suge
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ROFL, go wack off to to your lil romeo CD suge
Tom go hang out with your friends or have sex with your girlfriend? Oh ya-thats right..youre a virgin loner with no friends. Let me rephrase that..Tom -go talk to your internet buddies and cyber hoes..
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SugeFight...now do you see that no one likes your dumbass?, lol
sorry sugefight ruined this post, so ima have to lock it