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Elements => Tha Studio => Topic started by: BONeZ POMeZ on December 12, 2019, 03:41:29 AM

Title: I'll Be Damned #2
Post by: BONeZ POMeZ on December 12, 2019, 03:41:29 AM
Not sure how much time I got
No sure how I’ll survive
Dug such a shallow grave
I know others despise
Done my dash with everyone
No one got my back
Here I find myself alone
Sometimes I just feel trapped

Not sure when they’ll catch up to me
The voices all say “soon'
I just live day to day
I feel overwhelmed and consumed
With negatives
Expletives explain my pain
I’m so deranged
Got no clout
Got no doubt that I’ll be met with terror and shame

I look back over my time on Earth
I’ve always been a bad seed
Don’t think the penance for my sins will be tolerable
I rue the day I was conceived
Can’t think of a time when I was innocent
Can’t think of an excuse
And even if I had one it wouldn’t be any bloody use

I was going to retire from the written word
I was lost for hope and a way to cope
So I’ve come back to my poetry
Despite that it’s a joke
Feel free to dismiss me
I’m not looking for a fan
I just need an outlet for my misery
Knowing I’ll be damned